The smell is still lingering in the cold palace.

The smell that is indescribable for a while.

It's like the smell of rain mixed with dirt, and it's more like the smell of dust that hasn't seen sunlight for years.

In this palace, all the people who can be called masters are very taboo here, and they never even set foot on this side.

I'm afraid that I'm contaminated with something bad, and everyone is very superstitious.

If it is easy to be snubbed by the emperor if it is close to the cold palace, then the emperor's intentions are too easy to guess.

The room was very quiet, as if there was no one, and only the sound of wind and rain outside the window could be heard.

She walked slowly, and the wound on her chest was still aching again and again.

Suddenly, the tattered window paper that was blown by the wind made a hunting sound, and he spoke slowly and violently, "Mother, it's me." ”

The man behind her paused, then snorted.

He turned his head to look at her.

Concubine Jing was no different from when she left, she was still deeply old, and several silver strands appeared in her hair.

It's just that a pair of eyes are still hazy, and it seems that they can't recognize people anymore.

But she still lost a lot of weight, and she hadn't seen her for months, and there was a little strangeness in her eyes.

But maybe it was because of the slow voice that she remembered, so she paused behind her back.

Chi Chi turned around and faced her, "Mother, have you been okay these past few months?" ”

Concubine Jing didn't speak, just lowered her head and twisted her fingers.

She's a lot calmer, and she doesn't seem to go crazy as easily as she used to.

I didn't dare to think about how much she had suffered in the past few months, and I didn't dare to think about whether Concubine Jing really thought about her a little bit in her absence.

Chi Chi helped Concubine Jing to the edge of the bed and walked slowly.

"I've been in Huguo Temple for the past few months, and I've been doing well, but I often think of my mother."

Concubine Jing glanced at her, then lowered her head again.

Concubine Jing hadn't spoken to anyone for too long, and her language skills seemed to have degraded a little.

I wasn't annoyed or anxious, but I still said patiently.

"Although the life of Huguo Temple is good, but because I can't see my mother, I just feel a little uneasy in my heart, so I came back."

She hooked Concubine Jing's arm, as if she was coquettish, "In the future, I can still come to see my mother from time to time, and my mother can't ignore me." ”

Concubine Jing suddenly pointed to her chest, "You? ”

He looked down for a long time.

It is estimated that the amplitude of his movements just now is still too large, so the wound seems to have cracked open at this moment, and shallow blood stains are visible.

Chi Chi shook his head, "Don't worry, concubine, I'm fine." ”

Concubine Jing's eyes blinked, and suddenly her eyes turned red.

Chi Chi laughed, "Mother really don't worry, after so many years, do I have the ability to take care of myself, doesn't the mother concubine know?" ”

In fact, Concubine Jing may not be able to understand Chi Chi's words now, she has already gone crazy, and now she looks quiet and normal, but Chi Chi knows that this should just be her illusion.

I really don't know when, Concubine Jing may go crazy again.

Concubine Jing sighed softly.

Chi Chi laughed, "How can the mother still sigh." ”

She patted Concubine Jing's hand, "Do you know the concubine?" I have thought of a lot of ways, and I have always wanted to go to my father's side, so that my father knows that there is still my daughter, and then I can find a way to get my father's attention, in this palace, how important my father's value is, and my mother and concubine know. ”

Concubine Jing was silent, but sooner or later she had become accustomed to Concubine Jing never speaking like this.

It's like listening to her, but it's possible that you're not listening to her at all.

"If I can, I don't want to use this bitter trick." When that sword stabbed me, it really hurt. ”

Chi tilted his head and put his head on Concubine Jing's shoulder.

Concubine Jing's body suddenly stiffened, and then slowly softened again.

"Mother, don't worry, don't be afraid. The queen has already had most of her teeth removed, and I will definitely find a way to knock out all her remaining teeth. When the time comes, I will be able to pick you up. ”

Her voice was mixed with the sound of the wind and rain outside, and she seemed more cautious on such a day.

"Mother, I'm back, this time I'm not the same person I used to be. Don't worry, I will take you out as soon as possible. ”

I have said this too many times since I was a child.

So much so that even she herself was numb, but every time she came to see Concubine Jing, she had to say the same thing.

In fact, Chi Chi also knew in his heart that this sentence was said to Concubine Jing, but it was also more like saying it to herself.

In this strange world, she is helpless, and she has no desires.

If there really isn't any hope of living, then it may be really difficult to live so big.

At least now she still has a sustenance and a hope.

That is, she at least wants to take Concubine Jing out.

Walking out slowly, Concubine Jing was still sitting on the bed in a daze, as if she didn't feel it at all.

It wasn't until I walked to the door that I suddenly heard Concubine Jing seem to say something.

Chi Chi was a little surprised, and turned his head to look at Concubine Jing, "Mother, are you talking to me?" ”

Concubine Jing's cloudy eyes stared at her for a long moment before she said, "Don't hurt. ”

Chi Chi's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she laughed out loud, "I really don't hurt, don't worry, mother, I really don't hurt." ”

Chi Chi suddenly understood why she watched so many palace fighting dramas in modern times, and so many women shouted "It's not that I want to fight, it's that I have to fight." ”

It had to be, why did it have to.

Because there are people who want to protect.

For example, Concubine Jing is sitting on the dilapidated bed at the moment, the weather is getting colder and colder, and this year's delay may be able to protect Concubine Jing a little, but in the past ten years, the bed and broken quilt have accompanied Concubine Jing for the winter.

She didn't freeze to death, maybe because her daughter came to her twice a month and said to her, "Mother and wait, I will definitely take you out." ”

Time flies, more than ten years have passed, and I feel that I finally have to wait for that day.

She burst into tears in the rain.

She really never thought about how to fight before, how to fight the wife of the cheap father, the concubines who wanted to stumble on her openly and secretly, and the princes and princesses who looked down on her and wanted to bully her.

She didn't pay attention to it originally.

But that can't be the case anymore.

She can survive, she can even stay up for another ten years until her wings are fuller.

But Concubine Jing, how many decades can we wait.

Ah Wei was spinning in place, she really couldn't be quiet for a moment, just looking at the direction of the cold palace.

I kept thinking, Your Highness has been gone for so long, why hasn't he come out, maybe he has encountered some accident.

She had the heart to go and see what was going on, but Chi Chi had already told her before, and she knew that Chi Chi would definitely not want her to go.

I don't know what kind of scene is inside the cold palace.

Awe bit her lip, a little overwhelmed.

At this time, a man came out of the rain.

She held an oil-paper umbrella and walked very slowly in the rain, step by step.

The rain almost soaked her embroidered shoes.

Awei's heart was suddenly relieved, and then he ran forward in three steps and two steps, and then came to Chi Chi's side, "Your Highness......"

She saw that Chi Chi's eyes were red, as if she had cried, but she looked in good spirits, and she didn't know whether to breathe a sigh or sigh, but she couldn't help but murmur, "Your Highness......"

Chi Chi turned his head to look at her, his steps were still not in a hurry, "What's wrong?" ”

Ah Wei shook his head, helped Chi Chi to the pavilion, and then knelt down and wiped the hem of Chi Chi's skirt, "Your Highness is okay inside?" ”

Chi Chi snorted, "It's always been like this, and there's nothing bad about it." ”

Awei sighed, "This rain is getting heavier, why don't we wait and wait for the rain to light up before leaving?" ”

He didn't say anything for a long time, but Awei still didn't understand, why he had to come today, maybe it would be sunny tomorrow, couldn't he come back then?

But Chi Chi is very resolute, but she has never liked to explain her thoughts to the people around her, so Ah Wei didn't dare to ask.

Chi Chi suddenly spoke, "Awei, how do you think we should live in the palace?" ”

Ah Wei sighed, as if he had never thought about this, so he could only scratch his head in a daze, "Mingzhe protects himself?" ”

Chi Chi laughed.

This Mingzhe self-preservation is very talkative, what he said is good, it is Mingzhe self-protection, if it is not good, it is a stealing life.

It's just that under the eyes of the queen, she lives in cringe.

"In the future, just wait for the queen mother to choose a husband for me who she thinks is okay, and then marry me?"

Awei knew what Chi Chi meant, "No...... Your Highness has the merit of escorting, Your Majesty will definitely ......"

Ah Wei couldn't go on, she also knew that this escort was only temporary, if she still avoided the life of strife like before, I was afraid that within two days, the emperor would forget all about her and the so-called escort.

Awei pursed her lips, and she suddenly understood a little bit that she wanted to ask this question......

She didn't even dare to breathe out loud now, "Your Highness, do you want to ......"

Looking at the rain under the eaves of this pavilion for a long time, almost all of them can be strung into a beaded curtain, and even the brakes can't be braked.

She remembered the palace maids who served her first, and every time she came to the cold palace, she avoided in this pavilion, maybe she was eating melon seeds, maybe she was napping.

Because each of them knew that this unfavored princess couldn't do anything about them at all.

I remembered that dream again for a long time.

Everyone knelt beside her and trembled and said, "Stop the anger." ”

Chi Chi smiled, "What I want, I will fight for it little by little." ”