Chapter 9: Lost
Under dim street lights.
The girl walked around the campus for a long time.
The thin back is elongated, and the rain-soaked clothes feel slightly cool against the skin.
The breeze blew, and the girl's cold hands clenched her arms.
Like an injured cat lost in the dark night, lonely and distressing, but stubbornly licking the wound alone in a corner.
Han Xueni walked to the abandoned piano room where she often went.
With no one to take care of it, there were a few more tufts of weeds and wildflowers in the piano room.
The dilapidated and shabby one thinks it's just a garbage dump, and it's clearly out of place with the construction of a magnificent campus building.
The only old piano in the piano room was also covered with a thick layer of dust from not being wiped down for several days.
Just like her heart at the moment, it is full of layers of dust.
Han Xueni squatted down in the far corner of the piano room and hugged herself tightly.
If there's anything that warms you up right now, it's the piano.
Because in the depths of memory, because of him, the piano has been given a different meaning to himself.
So, when she was a child, she used her small body to protect it; When she grew up, she cherished the piano as much as she did!
It's just that everything has changed, and the piano has brought her too much sadness.
So much so that later she never played happy melodies.
Because I have not been happy a lot, I can't bring happiness to the listeners.
The girl rested her little head on her knees and didn't make a sound in the dark.
That year, she wept bitterly for a day and a night. After that, she knew that tears meant nothing to what had happened.
Rather, it's just, a substitute for weakness.
Han Xueni, who had been silent in the dark for a long time, raised her head from the crook of her arm, her eyes red.
Stubbornly tilted his head.
Overhead, there is starlight in the sky.
Before he could appreciate it, he was broken by a voice.
"Xue Ni...... Xueni. Han Xueni's breath stagnated.
"Mo Xiao, you go over there and have a look, I'll go to the piano room to have a look."
"Okay."
Hearing the footsteps of the comer, the girl hidden in the darkness hid herself deeper.
We are all afraid, afraid that our embarrassment will be bumped into.
The visitor took a brief look at the piano room, and there was no detailed search, and there was no so-called special worry.
"How's it going, Yuqing?" At the end of the summer, Xiao hurriedly asked.
Xi Yuqing said disappointedly: "Mo Xiao, there is no piano room, where do you say Xue Ni will be?" ”
"It's okay, I'm ...... I'll look for it again. ”
"Wait." Xi Yuqing hurriedly grabbed the panting boy, "You see you've been running for so long, give." ”
The boy handed over a tissue and wiped the sweat droplets all over his forehead.
"I think Xue Ni must have something to do to get out, don't worry."
Xi Yuqing pulled a tissue again and carefully wiped the sweat drops on the boy's forehead.
From the perspective of others, it is such an intimate and ambiguous action.
At the end of the summer, Xiao took the tissue that was wiping his sweat, slowly calmed down, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Well, maybe she doesn't want to tell us something...... Or maybe she doesn't want us to worry about her anymore. ”
Seeing the boy's disappointed expression, the girl hurriedly comforted: "Maybe Xueni just suddenly remembered something, and she will go back to school after finishing her errands." ”
At the end of the summer, Xiao regained his expression and smiled slightly, "Maybe I'm worried too much." ”
"Don't worry, I'll call you as soon as Xue Ni gets back to the dormitory."
The sunset rain turned sideways without leaving a trace.
At a certain angle, he stepped forward and grabbed the boy's hand. "If you're really worried, let's look somewhere else."
"Good. Let's go. ”
After watching the girl hold the boy's hand and leave sweetly, Han Xueni slowly poked her head out of the dark corner.
Once again, he gently hugged himself.
The cold of the wind blowing on the body is not as good as the sadness in the heart.
Helplessly looking up at the starlight in the sky, the starry sky was sad for a moment.
If I were Pluto, would you still be able to hear my cries in the universe after I was kicked out of the planetary system?
A week later, the list of candidates for the student council was announced.
The girl came to see the announcement.
"Great, Shelly, with your name." Roommate Yang Mimi bravely squeezed in the front row, and Han Xueni, who was happy to squeeze in after seeing the list, waved her hand.
Then, she ran to Han Xueni again.
"Xue Ni Xue Ni, with your name, congratulations on entering the Life Department."
Han Xueni smiled sweetly, "Thank you." ”
"Of course...... Yang Mimi's thoughts are still unfinished, "Hehe, there is also the Ministry of Literature and Art." ”
"Wow, Xueni, you're too good, aren't you?" Xia Xiaoguang on the side looked at his roommate in disbelief, really envious, jealous and hateful.
It is not surprising that the student union of the university has one person and multiple positions, but in a campus like Star University, where the scope of the campaign is from freshman to senior, everyone has the opportunity to compete, but there are very few people who can actually enter the student union.
And being able to enter the student union means that there will be countless people vying to pay for you in the future.
And Han Xueni, whether in terms of ability or intelligence, makes people feel that this girl exists like a myth.
What's more, her affinity, sincerity to others, and her sweetness are like a net, which is on people's hearts.
Clever minds, coupled with a gracious contagion, are somewhat perfect.
Yang Guo looked at the girl in front of her a little confused, and she admitted that she was a little jealous.
"Hehe, Xueni, have you forgotten something?" Yang Mimi smiled with a sly face.
Han Xueni smiled and said, "Just you gluttonous cat, I'll have a treat tonight, let's go to the "Xianjuke", okay?" ”
Yang Mimi made a joke, "Okay, okay, since Miss Han is generous, then we might as well be respectful." ”
Everyone burst into laughter.
Since the student union, Han Xueni has been extremely busy, dealing with all kinds of things more sweetly and patiently, never saying that she is tired, as if this is the state of life she needs.
It's just that I often go to buy the school's semi-monthly weekly magazine.
In the dead of night, watch the increasingly intense reports through the moonlight.
Every week, there are various follow-up surveys about Xi Yuqing and late summer Xiao, with a gossip about the appearance of talented women.
This kind of professionalism can be used as an entertainment reporter, and I believe that the income must be very high.
Han Xueni smiled sarcastically and threw the magazine aside in annoyance.
It seems like I haven't seen him in two weeks.
Every time she saw him, she automatically dodged.
Whether it was because of the jealousy of seeing him and Yuqing, or because of her own fear, Han Xueni couldn't tell.
However, tomorrow is not to be hidden, and it is impossible for him and her, who are also the planners of the party, not to discuss the problems and details.
Tomorrow, how will she face him?!
That little, hidden love in the bottom of my heart, shouldn't it be scattered with the wind?
Day and night rotate, and the sun climbs up the hill and illuminates the earth warmly.
Han Xueni got up early in the morning and was a little dazed.
After opening the door of the concert hall, I saw Xia Mo Xiao discussing the program with others.
He was dressed a little formally today.
Small white suit, white shirt, white pants.
It's still clean and exciting.
She suddenly sounded an online sentence in her mind: "That year, the boy I loved had the cleanest side face in the world." ”
The cleanest teenager, in her heart, was just like him.
"Shelly, over here." However, the boy who was discussing with Xiao at the end of Xia noticed her first.
Han Xueni walked into them slowly, unexpectedly having difficulty breathing.
The palms of her hands were sweaty, and Han Xueni shook her palms again.
"Xueni, this is the performance list of the party, do you see if there is anything you need to add?"
"Oh, good." Han Xueni hurriedly avoided the unsettling gaze next to her.
At the end of summer, Xiao smiled bitterly.
Han Xueni looked through the performance list, "Why isn't there a sponsored dance this time?" ”
The boy slapped his forehead and immediately woke up: "No wonder I always feel that there is one less show!" ”
"Have you negotiated the specifics with them?" Late summer Xiao reminded.
"I mentioned it before, but I didn't officially inform them. I'd better go to their office now and discuss the details with them. ”
"Okay, then we'll put their show in the last one and decide when you come back."
The boy nodded, "Then Xue Ni and Mo Xiao will work hard for the two of you in the afternoon." ”
Han Xueni smiled sweetly to show reassurance.
After the boys left, the concert hall suddenly became a little awkward.
Han Xueni pretended to study the performance list carefully, but there were some unknown emotions in her heart.
At the end of summer, Xiao looked at the indifferent girl and rubbed the soft hair on her forehead with a smile.
"Where did you go that day?"
The girl was stunned for a while before she realized what day it meant, and smiled and straightened her messed hair, "It was just a sudden incident that day, and then I went back to the dormitory!" ”
"What's wrong?"
"Oh, it's fine, just heard from your roommate that you suddenly ran out of the dorm and was worried about you, so I asked."
The girl nodded stunnedly, "Oh." ”
The atmosphere slowly fell silent again, and neither of them spoke.
The girl secretly looked at the boy's delicate eyebrows, did she grow up? Grow up to never be spoiled by you again; is so humble that I have lost myself, and I don't even have the courage to say "I like you".
The girl turned her head secretly and blinked vigorously.
Her face was a little pale in the light.
"Your birthday present."
The boy smiled and handed a purple box to the girl.
"What is it?"
The girl curiously opened the box slowly, layer by layer.
When she reached the last floor, Han Xueni vaguely heard some movements, small and slight.
When I opened the last layer of packaging, it turned out to be a small crystal bottle.
It's just that the faint light flashes quietly in the crystal bottle.
Memory whirlwind. She remembers a picnic in the second year of junior high school, and the starlight at night was as beautiful as a delicate painting.
She was alone in the forest picking up dry wood and was attracted by a small glittering object in the distance.
She had never felt that the forest was so beautiful, and the nature was so beautiful.
She quietly chased after the small, glowing objects, afraid of disturbing them.
The little fireflies moved gently, as beautiful as the elves of the night.
It was only when the chasing fireflies stopped in place that the girl realized that she seemed to be in trouble.
Looking around, surrounded by trees, the girl began to secretly feel bad.
Walking around the forest, I found that the trees in the forest all looked the same.
The girl squatted on the ground in frustration.
What should I do, she seems to be lost, I don't know if Mo Xiao knows? The girl scratched at her hair in frustration.