The room was quiet, whether it was Yin Lingyue or Mo Yuan, they were still immersed in the story just now.

Shen Sanniang fell into deep thought, she seemed to have returned to twenty-two years ago, at that time, she was just a three-year-old girl, and before she could recover from the fright and self-blame of her sister falling into the water, she had already ushered in a beating from her father, and the three-year-old girl, in the face of her father's heavy drinking, no matter how much pain she felt, she didn't dare to scream, because that would only make her usher in a heavier punishment.

After that, she was abandoned by her father, in the cold and solemn winter, dripping into ice, her clothes were still wet, her father looked at her sister with a high fever, and finally made up his mind that for the safety of his sister, he could only choose to abandon her.

Her father decided to put her under house arrest in the most remote courtyard of Suoqing City, and on such a cusp, everyone avoided her for fear of being implicated, with the exception of only one person, that is, her nurse.

Her nurse has always been a cowardly person, but at that time, she was the only one who chose to accompany her to house arrest and be forgotten with her.

She is really the stupidest woman in the world, she doesn't know how to judge the situation at all, and she doesn't know what to fight for herself, she only knows how to be good to her.

On the day he left, Shen Yuqing remembered it very clearly, obviously he was only a three-year-old child, even if he was smart and precocious, it was incredible that he remembered what happened at that time so clearly.

Shen Yuqing remembered that day, the nurse held her hand, in the sympathetic eyes of everyone, step by step, Shen Yuqing's thin feet were still bloody, warm blood dripping on the snow, soon condensed into ice, the nurse wanted to pick her up many times, but she stubbornly refused.

"Nurse, you say, will we ever go back to this? I know I've made a mistake, my father wants to punish me, and when he is angry, he'll come and pick me up, right?"

The nurse just cried, sobbing and crying, and nodding her head.

"Nurse, why hasn't my father dissipated his anger yet, when will they come to pick me up?"

Shen Yuqing's words, a question is twelve years, every time she asks like this, the nurse will smile and say to her, soon, they will come soon.

Until she was fifteen years old, Shen Yuqing was no longer the ignorant little girl, and she never asked this sentence again, because she would never wait for a door that would not open.

……

"Sister Shen......"

Yin Lingyue looked at Shen Sanniang worriedly, and couldn't help but let out a soft voice.

Shen Sanniang came back to her senses and looked at Yin Lingyue, this girl is really cute, she is a well-protected girl, her joys, sorrows and sorrows are always written directly on her face, sincere and warm.

Shen Sanniang smiled bitterly.

It's been ten years, sixteen-year-old Shen Yuqing can't let go, and today, ten years later, she still can't let go, who should she hate? Shen City Lord? Mrs. Shen? Shen Yuyan or Muyang?

Maybe they all hate it! But what she regrets the most is that she met Muyang, if she hadn't fallen in love with Muyang, she wouldn't have lost her nurse, and she wouldn't have been hurt by love, and she wrapped her true self tightly and became what she is today.

Shen Sanniang quickly returned to her calm appearance, as if what she was telling was a story that had nothing to do with her.

"I'm sorry to tell you such an unfortunate story, which affected everyone's mood."

Shen Sanniang owed, walked to the window, and turned her back to Yin Lingyue and Mo Yuan, "Sanniang is a little tired, I want to rest, I don't take good care of it, I'm sorry." “

She quietly stared at the scenery outside the window, calm as water, and she couldn't see any emotion.

It's just that when passing by, Mo Yuan keenly caught the tears flashing in her eyes, revealing that her emotions at this time were not as indifferent as they seemed on the surface.

Yin Lingyue also saw it, and was about to step forward to comfort her, but was stopped by Mo Yuan, Mo Yuan shook his head at Yin Lingyue, and Yin Lingyue immediately understood.

Shen Sanniang didn't need comfort, because for her, it represented vulnerability and cowardice. She can allow herself to live unscrupulously without heart and lungs, but she will never allow herself to be weak in front of others.

"Sister Shen, I still have something to do with Xiao Yuan, so I won't talk to you, I'm sorry to disturb you for so long."

Yin Lingyue knew that what Shen Sanniang needed most at this time was to be quiet alone, although she couldn't rest assured of her, she could only choose to leave, because she knew that what her sister Shen needed most was to keep her strongest appearance among them.

"Well, go ahead." Shen Sanniang nodded.

Yin Lingyue took Mo Yuan's hand, walked out of the room, and then gently closed the door.

Almost at the moment when the door closed, Shen Sanniang's body collapsed to the ground along the window, her body trembled violently, as if she was trying her best to suppress something, her eyes were full of tears, but she stubbornly didn't allow it to fall.

Time can't dilute the pain, so people choose to forget, but can they really forget? The facts tell Shen Sanniang that what she can't forget is that when the floodgates of the past open a crack, memories will surge out like a tide, and those sad memories that can't be let go are still vivid, and those pains are undiminished.

After Yin Lingyue and Mo Yuan left from Shen Sanniang, they did not go to their respective residences, but went to the street to relax, they almost heard the kind of thing called love for the first time, the first time they heard such a story that made them sad and regretful, there are always some people in this world, they laugh the most, but live the most bitter, they want to be drunk and dream of death, but they live clearly.

Yin Lingyue and Mo Yuan were silent for a long time, and walked like this mechanically, until Yin Lingyue spoke, which broke the deadlock.

"Xiao Yuan, I feel panicked in my heart."

"Me too."

"I absolutely have Sister Shen's story, it's so sad, at first I sympathized with the person named Muyang, but now it seems that he deserves it at all! You said that Sister Shen is such a good person, why do they treat her like this, the indifference and alienation of her biological parents, the betrayal and abandonment of her lover, and Sister Shen's nurse...... In short, Sister Shen has worked hard to support it until now, which is very admirable. “

"yes."

Mo Yuan didn't know what to say, he was a stupid person, and many times he didn't know how to express what he thought, just like now, obviously he had a thousand words to say, and when it came to his mouth, it wasn't two dry words - yes.

"Obuchi, what do you mean by love? What is hate? I always feel that these two diametrically opposed feelings are very complicated and difficult to understand, and even many times, the two are interconnected, so how do we distinguish what love is? What is hate?"

Mo Yuan thought about it very seriously, then touched his head and shook his head, he really didn't understand.

Regarding love, in fact, they have always been ignorant, Mo Yuan's growth environment determines that he is a child who lacks love, although Yin Lingyue shouts that she likes her senior brother, but even she herself doesn't understand that kind of feeling, whether it is love or not, no one has taught her this.