Chapter 49: Gloomy Sadness

Whoever says lovesickness and bitterness, who hates things by nature. The heart is strong, why not be afraid of the merciless rain, and the soul is not as haggard as the wind. In the dream, the moon is full of fragrant mist, and the clouds are full of purple smoke. There is no chance to make a promise in this life, or to be reunited, let it be dead and alive.

The rain in spring came and went quickly, and the sun fell through the mist early the next morning.

The jasmine in the garden and the white magnolia flowers in the garden are vaguely with crystal clear water droplets, but I don't know whether it is the dew in the morning or the rain that has not set at night.

In the small kitchen of Graceland, Qin Han and a few others were busy preparing breakfast.

Qiu Ruo walked in gently, and when she entered the kitchen, she didn't like to talk to Qin Han as usually, she just sat quietly at the table, drinking tea sullenly.

Peng Peng winked, Qin Han put down the work he was doing, sat down next to Qiu Ruo and asked, "What's wrong?" Early in the morning, why are you sad? ”

Qiu Ruo raised his eyes and stared at him, but he didn't speak for a long time, Qin Han felt a little uneasy for no reason, and asked again, "What's wrong?" ”

"Su Yi her...... She ......" Qiu Ruo hesitated for a while, but she didn't know how to speak.

Qin Han's heart hung up little by little, and he was tightly entangled, only to hear Qiu Ruo say, "She ...... yesterday" Before he finished speaking, he saw Wu Shulai walk in. Hurriedly got up to greet him, Wu Shulai lazily glanced at the furnishings of the small kitchen and said, "Have an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks for breakfast today." ”

Qin Han bowed his head and agreed, Wu Shulai turned around and walked out of the house, and at the end he turned around and said, "In the future, the master's meal will be prepared for two people, and Qiu Ruo, what Miss Suyi likes to eat must be best known to you, you talk to Qin Han." ”

Qiu Ruo replied: "Yes." ”

Wu Shulai left satisfied.

Qiu Ruo looked up at Qin Han, only to see his face in disbelief, his eyes staring motionlessly at the direction in which Wu Shulai was leaving. Qiu Ruo sighed, "I also found out early this morning that Su Yi has not returned to her own house since she went to change the master's medicine yesterday. Ever since Gonggong Wu asked Su Yi to move to Yayun's cubicle, I felt that it was inappropriate, but I never thought that it would become like this. ”

Qin Han was stunned for a moment, turned his head, smiled at Qiu Ruo, and said, "It's okay like this, it's better than being a palace maid serving others all day long." The hand hanging at his side trembled slightly, and he put it behind his back without a trace.

Qiu Ruo couldn't laugh, and said softly: "Su Yi is not the kind of woman who climbs the dragon and attaches the phoenix, and she is not uncommon to be served, all she wants is to quietly go out of the palace and be an ordinary woman." ”

Qin Han lowered his eyes, he didn't know, she stayed in the imperial dining room for a year and got along with him day and night, he knew best what kind of person she was, but fate made people, she was afraid that she would never be able to get out of the palace again in this life.

"Poor Gu Gongzi was drenched in the rain all night last night, and he hasn't woken up yet." Qiu Ruo sighed lowly.

Qin Han was stunned and suddenly realized, yesterday's everything, like a passing cloud, she refused Prince He, but it turned out that there was already a person in her heart.

Su Yi, you can push away the prince's love, but you can't resist the emperor's favor, is this fate? I obviously have one person in my heart, how can I wronged myself to be with another person? What kind of pain and helplessness should it be?

The time was about to pass, Qiu Ruofang saw Su Yi, she was wearing a blue dress, standing quietly by the small pond, as if she was watching the koi in the pond, but Qiu Ruo looked at her for a while but did not see her move, Qiu Ruo hesitated for a moment and walked up.

When Su Yi walked to Su Yi's side, Su Yi seemed to be unaware, and Qiu Ruo called: "Su Yi ......"

Su Yi raised her eyes to look at Qiu Ruo at that time, but her eyes were gloomy and confused, as if she was in a trance, Qiu Ruo thought that she didn't hear and was about to call her, but she heard her say, "How is he?" ”

Qiu Ruo reacted and understood what she was referring to, hesitated and said, "It's not very good, I heard that it was raining at night and it was burning, so I went to take a look, and the person fell asleep and didn't wake up." ”

Su Yi lowered her eyes to look at the koi in the water again, because she lowered her head Qiu Ruo didn't see her expression, only suddenly saw a few crystal droplets of water falling from her face and dripping into the pond.

Qiu Ruo saw her like this, and her heart also became uncomfortable, thinking for a long time but she didn't know what to say to comfort her, and for a long time she only heard a thin voice, "Please take care of him, I'...... It's not convenient for me to see him......"

"I will, don't worry too much, he'll be fine." Qiu Ruo said.

Su Yi pursed her lips lightly, but she didn't have any smile, Qiu Ruo only felt distressed when she looked at her, her simple desire has now become a flower in the mirror, is this long life really going to be spent in the Forbidden City?

Xing'er came out of the house and walked a few steps, and suddenly found Su Yi and Qiu Ruo standing not far away, her body stiffened, her steps stopped, and she turned around and wanted to go back to the house, but Su Yi had already seen her and called out, "Xing'er ......"

Xing'er had to turn around in embarrassment when she heard the sound, Su Yi walked over to her and said softly, "Why are you hiding when you see me?" ”

Xing'er's face was condensed, her lips were pursed, Su Yi thought that she knew about herself and the emperor, she was stunned for a moment, then raised her hand and took her hand, and asked with a reluctant smile: "Does the peach blossom crisp I made taste good?" How does it compare to Ippindo's? ”

Xing'er slowly raised her head and said, "I didn't eat it, how can I know what it tastes like?" ”

Su Yi looked at her in a daze, her eyes were full of confusion, Xing'er slowly withdrew her hand and said lightly, "After so long, I don't like to eat peach blossom cake anymore." ”

Su Yi's hand still maintained the posture of reaching out, and her body stiffly pestled there, and Xing'er said again: "What's more, I don't dare to bother the future mother to make snacks for me." After speaking, he glanced at Su Yi coldly and turned back to the house.

Qiu Ruo stood beside Su Yi and sighed silently, helpless for Su Yi, it is not worth replacing Su Yi, with Su Yi's current identity, why bother to treat her like this?

Su Yi stared blankly at Xing'er's departing back, gently held her palm, for a long time, but a wry smile rose on her lips, everyone looked down on her, right? Even the apricots are ......

Xing'er walked towards the house step by step, but every step felt difficult, her best sister, looking at her behind her, she was so good to herself, even if she spoke coldly to her, sarcastically and sarcastically she still thought about herself, but she pushed her into the abyss of the cliff with her own hands, and ruined her happiness with her own hands! Cui Xing'er, you are really a woman with a heart like a femme fatale! Finally walked into the house, hurriedly closed the door, tears had already burst out of her eyes, her body slid weakly down the door to the ground, her shoulders couldn't help shaking, she covered her face and sobbed quietly.

I never thought that the daytime would be so short, Su Yi sat on the stone bench in the garden and looked at the moon that was gradually hanging high, and inexplicably felt a trace of fear. The scene of last night haunted her like a nightmare, the roaring thunder, the dark rainy night, the chaotic breath, it was a nightmare that would never linger.

Suddenly, a graceful flute sounded, Su Yi was stunned, and her nervous and uneasy mood gradually calmed down, but it was replaced by loss and sadness. The sound of the flute is light, but with a deep sadness, full of sorrow, whimpering, teasing the fragile heart, so that people can't help crying, Su Yi looked at the direction where the flute sound came, only to feel that the heartache was unbearable, I had never heard him blow such a poignant flute sound, he ...... What kind of heartache should it be?

Suddenly, Su Yi came back to her senses and found that Hongli was standing in front of her, took a cloak and put it on her, Su Yi hurriedly took a few steps back, looked at him in panic, and the cloak on her body at random also fell to the ground with her movements, Hongli was stunned, a little sour in her heart, and got her in that way but couldn't eliminate her vigilance, withdrew her hand, and said softly, "What's wrong?" ”

Su Yi shook her head and hung her head in silence.

Hongli walked up to her and bent down to pick up the cloak and put it on her shoulders, saying, "Although it is already June, after all, it is cold at night, and you are weak, so you should wear it." ”

Su Yi meekly put the cloak away by him, Hongli gently took her hand, and suddenly frowned, "Why are your hands so cold?" ”

"Maybe it's because it's windy at night, it's a little cold, and it's not in the way." Su Yi whispered.

Hongli wrapped her hand tightly and said, "Let's go back to the house." ”

Obviously feeling her body tremble, Hongli slowly took her into his arms, hugged her, and said softly: "I know what you are afraid of, I am the king of a country and cannot give you what you want, but I promise you that I will never wronged you." ”

Su Yi's cheek was pressed against his chest, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, listening to him say such gentle words, tears suddenly flowed, once upon a time there was a man who said this to himself, but she and that person became strangers after all, what else could she expect in this life and this life?