Love-hate obsession
In this world, there are always some places that cannot be reached, people who cannot be approached, things that cannot be accomplished, feelings that cannot be possessed, and defects that cannot be repaired, and this is fate.
fate was destined for her, but it was a net that imprisoned her whole life in the Forbidden City.
"Even now, you still have him in your heart?" Hongli was asking her, but the hand hanging by his side trembled uncontrollably, and his heart was tightly entangled, he never asked her, and he didn't dare to ask her, but now that the words came out, he was so afraid...... What he feared was a result he couldn't afford...... He remembered when he was a child when he was studying in Grande's house, when Huang Ama listened to Mr. Lecture ask him about his endorsement, he was so scared at that time, afraid that he would be embarrassed and punished by Huang Ama if he couldn't memorize it, but now his state of mind is even more tense and heavy than then......
Hongli clenched his fists, barely maintained his composure and said, "That's it...... Whether you still miss him or not...... "He wants to say that it doesn't matter whether you still miss him or not, you are mine, and I am alone in this life." But she didn't give him such a chance, and she said calmly, "Yes." ”
Hongli was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't hear her words clearly, but Su Yi said again: "I'm still thinking about him, I can't let him go." ”
Hongli stared at her, his gaze cold: "You say it again......"
The fists were clenched, the green tendons on the forehead jumped, the body was tense, and she was obviously angry, but Su Yi didn't plan to stop, she smiled and said: "Such a gentleman who is as gentle as jade, such a gentleman who is bright and upright, and such a gentleman who is unparalleled in the world, how can I let go?" ”
Hongli's face changed greatly, and his eyes roared as if they could devour people: "Enough! ”
But Su Yi laughed, and the laughter became louder and louder, until her weak body trembled slightly, a few tears oozed from the corners of her eyes, and her voice was flickering: "But he is going to die if he is so good......"
"Because the emperor wants him to die......"
Su Yi's body shook a few times, his fingers poked at the red gold dragon pattern on Hongli's chest, and with a sad smile on his face, he repeated: "You want him to die......"
Hongli grabbed her arm, stared at her and said coldly, "Shen Suyi! My patience is limited, don't mention him again! ”
Su Yi smiled: "Because you're afraid? Because he is a meritorious man, but you want him to die...... Do you also have a troubled conscience? ”
Hongli looked at her and smiled coldly: "I want him to die?" ”
Then his eyes were cold, and he said angrily: "Yes, I just want him to die!" ”
The hand holding her shoulder tightened more and more, the green tendons of his temples jumped suddenly, and he gritted his teeth and said word by word: "The past with him and you is enough for him to die eight hundred times, if I hadn't tolerated it again and again, how could it have dragged on until now?" I gave him a chance, but he killed himself......"
Su Yi's eyes widened suddenly, and he raised his hand angrily and wanted to hit him, but Hongli grabbed her hand and sneered: "Your tears flowed for him, and now you want to beat him for him?" Have you really forgotten who you are now? ”
She said, "I hate you! ”
He asked her, "Have you ever had half of my place in your heart?" ”
Whether it is love or hate, her life is just dust, scattered in the clouds.
The floating life is scattered and the people are vast, and the shadow is painted in two lines of single tears. The past years are empty, and the world is going straight to the body.