"Alas, I just ...... Still unwilling. ”

This is the source of Mrs. Si's suffering.

I want to leave, but I can't just leave.

can only stay, but full of unwillingness, can only torture themselves and others.

"Actually, madam, you might as well put your mind on something else."

"Oh?"

Mrs. Si listened attentively, she was really longing for someone to wake her up now.

My heart is extremely entangled, but I don't know where to go. This confusion torments her deeply every day.

Now that someone finally talked to her about this, she was very excited and cherished. Pricked up his ears and listened carefully, for fear of missing a word.

"For example, if you find something new to do, it's better to keep yourself busy, so that you are refreshed and don't have the time and energy to think about these bad things."

In fact, it is the method of attention transfer.

When you're in a low mood all the time, you can do something else, preferably something you've never done before, or something you want to do.

This sense of novelty will shift most of your attention to new things.

"Something new?"

"Yes, I don't know what you've always wanted to do, madam?" Chu Yingying came step by step.

"Hmm~" Mrs. Si thought seriously and pondered, "Actually, I want to teach the little girls embroidery and some basic etiquette, so that it can also become a bargaining chip for them to marry in the future." ”

For ordinary girls, there are too few items that can add points to marriage.

And the status of the in-laws' family is inseparable from their abilities.

"Alas, that's the end of my own life, I want to teach those poor poor girls, so that they can have more choices for their future lives, which is also good."

At the very least, if you leave your mother-in-law's house, you can make money by knowing a craft, embroidery.

Chu Yingying's eyes lit up, clapped her hands and stood up: "Yes, madam, you can get a girl like a girls' school to teach embroidery and etiquette for free." ”

"W-is this going to work?" Mrs. Si didn't expect her thoughts, but she was affirmed by Chu Yingying, and she was a little excited for a while, and she also stood up.

She licked her lips nervously and asked, "But how is this going to be, how is it arranged?" ”

"Well, because your main purpose is to help those girls, this girls' academy can't collect money. Once the money is collected, most people will not send the girl. ”

Chu Yingying immediately explained this first.

This is the most important point.

At the beginning, this girls' school definitely didn't make money, and even in the end, it might not be able to make money.

She needs to see Mrs. Si's attitude.

"I definitely don't charge money, I want to help them. I also know some of the situation, if you collect money, those people will not send their daughters. ”

In Xinhe Town, if it weren't for the enlightened school, how many families wouldn't even be able to afford their sons, let alone their daughters.

Suddenly, a little flashed through Chu Yingying's mind and asked, "In the enlightened school, are only boys sent to study?" Where's the little girl? ”

When she first established the Enlightened School, she didn't say that only boys could go there.

But listening to Mrs. Si's words, it seems that there are no girls studying?

"Huh? yes, I didn't say that girls could go. Mrs. Si was also stunned for a moment, not thinking of this question.

"Smack!" Chu Yingying directly patted her head and said angrily, "I blame me for this matter, I didn't mention that girls can also study for free at the beginning." ”

In ancient times, it was only boys who could study.

So she didn't mention it, and everyone naturally defaulted to only boys.

But Chu Yingying really forgot that she lives in modern times, and she has long been accustomed to nine years of compulsory education, and she can receive basic education regardless of gender.

"This, you want girls to go to enlightened schools too?" Mrs. Si looked incredulous, as if she was listening to a book from heaven.

Chu Yingying raised her eyebrows: "Why not?" Girls don't have to take the scientific examination, but at least studying can make them understand right and wrong. A good wife can make a family prosperous for three generations. I think most of such women are literate and literate to distinguish between right and wrong, right? ”

“…… That's what you said, but at most, the big family invited the husband to teach the girl alone at home, and never said which school would accept female students. ”

Mrs. Si looked at Chu Yingying seriously: "You have to think about it, this step is not as easy as you think." I advise you to wait until you are standing at a higher altitude before mentioning this matter. ”

Yes, it is true that every large family knows the importance of a wife to distinguish between right and wrong.

However, it is too difficult for people of this era to accept that women can also go to school.

Even if this touches the interests of other people, it will provoke a strong backlash.

An enlightened school, just in a small county town, no one will oppose Chu Yingying, and it is also because of Chu Yingying's strong influence in Xinhe Town.

But once girls are recruited into the school, these people may not be willing.

If nothing else, even the women themselves may not agree.

So, this step is going to be hard. So she didn't recommend Chu Yingying to do it now.

Chu Yingying's passion gradually faded, and her mind gradually became calmer.

She sat back in her chair, leaned back, and muttered to herself, "yes, if I do this now, I'm afraid few people will support it." ”

There is no shortage of people with such knowledge, and they are more inclined to ask for private special teaching.

And those who have no knowledge are generally very poor, and they have no money and no knowledge.

In a word: difficult!

"Don't rush, take your time, I believe in you, and one day you will do it."

Mrs. Si's eyes were staring at Chu Yingying tightly, it was pure belief and worship.

In Mrs. Si's opinion, there seems to be nothing Chu Yingying wants to do but can't do.

"Now there's only one sentence left: hope."

"You are a lucky little girl, your hope will come true sooner or later." That's what Mrs. Si thinks.

Such blind worship and belief gave Chu Yingying strength again, and she changed the topic: "Okay, let's not talk about this for now." Let's start with the one you want to make. ”

"Uh-huh."

The two of them chatted for most of the day.

It's best to just have a rough idea, when Chu Yingying left, she said that she also wanted to participate in this matter and do good things for the girls in the world.

Mrs. Si took a few silver tickets in her hand, and only felt heavy in her heart.

Chu Yingying said, this is only the early stage, and when it is done in the later stage, she only needs to send her the accounts, and she will pay half of the money.

But in the same way, if one day it is profitable, it will be half of her.

However, Mrs. Si knew that Chu Yingying was not trying to make money.

"What a good girl."