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Su Zhen nodded, reached out and grabbed his wrist, and found that his pulse began to move unusually again, so he hurriedly changed his palm and conveyed his breath to him, replenishing his inner spirit deficiency in time.

"Su Zhen—"

Ji Yinghan's violently twitching heart resumed a relatively smooth beating because of Su Zhen's internal breathing, but it was still throbbing.

He continued to ask Su Zhen, "I seem to love him very much, don't I?" ”

"yes."

Su Zhen looked at him with complicated eyes, "However, the love between you is not blessed, it is a strange existence. He's a vampire, you're human, it's a different species, and most importantly, you're both male. ”

"Hmm."

Ji Yinghan nodded, and then looked up at Su Zhen again, "But I'm still in love with him?" Does he love me too? ”

"You will be heartbroken like this, you must be in love with him, as for whether he loves you too, I don't know, I'm not him."

Su Zhen didn't want to deceive Ji Yinghan, but he didn't want to tell the truth.

Whether Bei Ying Tianque loves Ji Yinghan, or completely treats him as a stand-in for another person, she really doesn't know if he is the figure of another person on his body.

It is estimated that this answer is only known to Bei Shen Tianque himself.

But no matter what, he couldn't bear Ji Yinghan's sadness because of him, and he couldn't bear to let him suffer any longer, so he took the initiative to erase his memory, thus withdrawing from his sight and life, which was enough to prove that he also cared about Ji Yinghan.

It's a pity that Ji Yinghan's memory has been erased, but the emotions that are deep in the bone marrow have not disappeared, and they are still painful.

"Su Zhen, help me recover my memory."

Ji Yinghan looked at her earnestly and said, "I don't want to forget!" I don't want such an inexplicable heartache. ”

"I don't have the ability to do that."

Su Zhen said helplessly, "But I still suggest that you forget that the pain now is just a labor pain, and I am afraid that it will hurt even more in the future." ”

"Are you afraid of the pain between you and Xiao?"

Ji Yinghan looked at her and asked.

Su Zhen thought for a moment, "I'm afraid." ”

She remembered that when Xiao was first resurrected, she only had that Su Zhen 2 in her eyes, but she didn't care about herself.

That feeling of heartache, she remembers it vividly.

Whether she is selfish, domineering, or possessive, she thinks he is hers, and she doesn't want him to look at others more.

However, this situation is different from that of Ji Yinghan in the Northern Darkness Heaven.

Ji Yinghan may just be a stand-in.

This one hurts even more.

No one understands Ji Yinghan's feelings better than her.

He is an emotional person, this is true for her friend, and it is also true for the Northern Immortal Heavenly Que.

Because of such paranoia, it is impossible to tolerate any flaws in the relationship between the two.

"Do you want to continue with Xiao because you're afraid?"

Ji Yinghan continued to ask.

Su Zhen shook his head, "No." ”

"Why?"

"Because I love him!"

"That's right."

Ji Yinghan smiled bitterly and said, "Since I'm in love with him, do I still need to care what gender identity he is?" ”

“……”

Su Zhen looked at him, and really didn't know what to say.

"Is it because he doesn't love me? Everything is just wishful thinking on my part? ”

Ji Yinghan felt his heart twitch strongly again.

"I don't know. Ying Han, you don't have to be anxious yet. ”

Su Zhen saw that he was abnormal, and hurriedly entered his internal breath.

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