Horses of courses. Du Yiyi understands this word deeply one by one.

He just fell into a confusion and trough in life with Cheng Jiayi, but he really thought about the meaning of life.

Confused because they don't know, confused because they think too much, and because they have been exposed to too much death at an age when they shouldn't have seen life and death, and because many of those deaths are directly related to them.

All this, even if an adult is exposed to at first glance, will cause a series of psychological reactions, even if it is trained, and all kinds of anachronistic psychological disorders will appear in the years that follow.

Du Yiyi thinks that he and Cheng Jiayi's personalities are not so tenacious, they have only had this idea before, and because they are still young and have a strong ability to accept.

However, after all, they are thinking people, and it is normal to think too much.

So, it's just confused, it's low, it's just showing.

There will always be something they want to open, and if they can't, reality will make them want to open it.

Du Yiyi shook his head one by one, and also stood up and walked back to the tent, leaving Fang Tao alone to look at their tent inexplicably.

Fang Tao didn't understand where Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi came from this confusion and depression. Haven't they always been elated? Haven't you been trying to stay alive? Still hunting the day before, cooperating with everyone?

Is it because you don't want to go back?

But how is that possible?

The tent mileage Jiayi was already asleep, and the experience of these days had given her an increase in the skill of lying down and falling asleep when she wanted, Du Yiyi slid into his sleeping bag lightly, and looked at the roof of the tent with his eyes open.

To live, besides to live, what else is it for?

It's just a period of confusion, but it's because there is no social structure. Humans are social animals, and if they have been isolated for too long, they will be like this.

Du Yiyi closed his eyes reassuringly, not knowing that these words had brought confusion to Fang Tao, even if he knew, he didn't care.

Next to the fire, Fang Tao chewed Du Yiyi's words repeatedly for a long time.

Fang Tao thought that he would not be negative, but Du Yiyi's words made him feel helpless in his heart.

It's as if it's a hopeless war doomed to defeat.

But no matter how it ends, he won't give up. He won't, and neither will all mankind.

The darkness will pass and the sun will rise.

But there is a faint voice in the bottom of my heart saying: What if the sun doesn't rise?

A month out of the crowd, if in the past, it was just a flick of a finger, but now, a month is too variable.

Fang Tao suddenly wondered if their departure would be a mistake.

But even if it's a mistake, it can't be changed.

It was dawn, the sun rose as scheduled, and Fang Tao was actually happy in his heart.

There were twelve of them, not only was there not one less, but there were two more when they went back, isn't it worth exciting?

After waking up, Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi were no longer decadent, as if they were the same as usual, which made Fang Tao wonder if he had hallucinations last night.

However, the dialogue between the fish tank and humans is too real, and Fang Tao himself would not think that way anyway.

The return trip was always less than the time it took to go, and soon they found the bike they had left behind and headed north.

For a month, there was little change in the outside world. The trees were still as tall and dense as ever, the weeds didn't spread to any more places, and time seemed to stop for the plants.

The outside world was suffocatingly quiet, and even the insects and ants seemed to have disappeared.

How could it be, the number of insects and ants has always given people a dense feeling, when will it disappear? Why did it disappear? Could it be that it is also because of cannibalism and killing from the outside world.

One sand and one world, insects and ants have their own world of insects and ants, and humans are just standing outside them and watching from afar.

Or maybe when they ride here, there are also "people" watching from afar. Whether they are conscious or not.

The sound of the wheels turning, the sound of the jolting, did not animate the world, and the sound was just a passing through this land, and it was over, and it was over.

Riding requires far less energy than running, and the bike doesn't need fuel, so they only get off for a short break when they're eating.

And at this time, not only Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi, but everyone will inadvertently stand on a high place, looking at the former city.

The city has been abandoned, and there is no longer life.

This piece of land will eventually be lost in the long river of history, a hundred years, a thousand years, and ten thousand years...... All signs of human civilization will eventually be lost to the years.

Cement will be crushed to ashes, steel bars will corrode into residual soil, and what was once prosperous and now is declining will be gone.

"Nature kills, but people kill first." Cheng Jiayi looked at the faint city in the distance and said softly, "And we have to continue." ”

Continue to kill people and continue to destroy civilization, just because of the drive of profit.

"The history of mankind is a history of killing, and as long as there is profit, there is killing. As long as there is a sale, there is harm. Du Yiyi stood beside Cheng Jiayi one by one and looked into the distance together.

"Civilization is born because of competing interests, and so is decay. Everything in the world follows the law of life and death, and civilization is no exception. ”

"So," Cheng continued, "when life is not feared, it is about to perish." ”

"Therefore," Du Yiyi, "people want to stand at the pinnacle of power, vainly want to change these with the power in their hands, and delusionally want to stop killing by killing." In fact, what is the difference, no matter how righteous the reason is, it is only to satisfy one's own selfish desires - to work hard for all mankind, why not also selfish desires? ”

This is not true, but what is right? When you step into the land of death, when you despair of the world, what is right?

Reason, but also because of the education I have received, my own consciousness, and at this time, feelings often make people lose their minds.

And the ones who are really extra rational are people like Zhang Hao, the leader of the third group. They don't think much about the future and the past, they think most about the present. For them, now is all that matters.

And warm and bright. They are still young, they have not yet established a true worldview of life, they just want to live.

There is also a tenacious person like Fang Tao, who will not be crushed by reality at any time, and once the goal is confirmed, he will complete it desperately.

Cheng Jiayi is too emotional compared to Du Yiyi, and their emotions have been hovering between reason and emotion. Everything they do is rational in the eyes of everyone, and it makes them particularly emotionally painful.

Because reason sways feelings, feelings give way to reason, and when there is no way to retreat step by step, feelings will not be able to bear it and will collapse.

They haven't thought of this yet, haven't understood it yet.

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