"What are you doing here?" Li Weiwei looked at the small field in front of her that couldn't tell whether it was weeds or crops, and asked with a frown.

She doesn't like the countryside, especially these vegetable patches or farmlands, and always feels that the next moment there will be a lot of messy and hideous insects crawling up inside.

"Eavesdropping. You don't think you have to eavesdrop to know the truth. Wang Zhixing walked briskly to the other side of the field, turned the house, leveled the ground beneath him, and pulled a large bale of grass.

He behaved like a gentleman, and his movements did not match what he said at all, but it was easy to believe.

"Come on." Wang Zhixing smiled at Li Weiwei, watched Li Weiwei come over, sat beside him, and said as if rewarding, "Good, you will definitely be able to hear something that makes you happy in a while." ”

Li Weiwei was still suspicious: "How do you know?" ”

"Because, too, I once had a conscience." Wang Zhixing pointed to his heart, put on a posture of listening, "Shhh......hh

Only when you are there is a full feeling. Whether it's sadness or joy.

However, both sadness and joy are diluted over time.

This is not only the credit of time, but also the repeated analysis of the heart, so as to solve it.

Cheng Jiayi didn't understand this.

She only knows that with the passage of time, all kinds of sadness, sadness, and remorse in her heart will slowly weaken, and maybe at some point in the dead of night, she will think back at some point, and she will feel bitten in her heart, and then it will also fade.

But at the moment, she couldn't convince herself, and she couldn't tell her inner feelings. She didn't dare to tell anyone, not even Du Yiyi.

She is afraid that the despicable side of her heart will be discovered, and she is afraid that she will know that she actually has no "heart".

But she is obviously sad and sad, and she is also remorseful.

This mental sadness almost turned into physical damage, and she felt that not only her heart, but also her internal organs were indescribably uncomfortable, as if she was being poked by a cold knife.

She can explain herself, but every sentence of explanation will be accompanied by the next sentence of self-blame.

She understands everything, but because she understands, she is sad.

She had never thought that there was such a dark side to her own heart.

And the more Du Yiyi and Wang Peng and Li Yu comforted her, the more she felt the despicability in her heart, and the more unbearable she became.

If only she had no conscience, or even no heart, she would have enjoyed everyone's care in peace, and would have thought that she had done it, and that she owed no one anything.

And the more everyone comforted her, the more sad she became, and the more she felt like she was going crazy. She felt that if she stayed any longer, she would really go crazy, either to hurt herself or others.

She finally got up and rushed out of the yard.

Wang Peng and Li Yu looked at the courtyard gate in astonishment and stood up, but Du Yiyi stopped them one by one.

He vaguely guessed what Cheng Jiayi was thinking.

He can understand. I also know that Cheng Jiayi will want to open it, but it will not be today.

He followed Cheng Jiayi to the field. It was empty, all sight and sound was in the distance.

"You know the TV series "Da Chang Jin". Du Yiyi stood behind Cheng Jiayi and looked into the distance with her, "I haven't had time to discuss this drama with you yet." Because I haven't seen it either. I just heard about it, and my mother told me about it.

It is said that there was a girl who had been going through hardships all her life, and the first tribulation was because of her mistake and killed her father. ”

Du Yiyi saw Cheng Jiayi's back move, and then said: "Then she entered the palace and first became a cook. She is kind-hearted and likes to help people, and she has a strong personality, so she always gets into trouble, and when she gets into trouble, someone has to clean it up, and she has to bear the consequences.

If it were us, I was afraid that we would have to eat a trench and grow wiser, but she didn't, she was still optimistic, smiling every day, no matter what she went through. ”

Wang Zhixing at the back of the house raised his eyebrows, Li Weiwei pursed her lips, then moved her lips, and said silently: Psychotic.

Du Yiyi continued: "I said to my mother: Isn't she guilty of killing her father?

That's what I thought at the time, how can a person who killed his own relatives continue to live happily in this world? Shouldn't she be in tears for the rest of her life and live in guilt for the rest of her life? ”

Cheng Jiayi's shoulders moved, and she thought so in her heart.

Everybody thinks that. Cheng Jiayi's heart suddenly moved, she needed comfort and relief, and Du Yiyi also needed it.

Du Yiyi continued: "My mother said: If she washes her face with tears all day long and lives in guilt, her name will not be used to the word 'big', and there will be no more 'Da Changjin'.

My mother said: Do you know what 'big' is, big is the mind, is heaven and earth, big is not only Changjin, but also her parents, because of the education of her parents' correct outlook on life, there is a later Dachangjin. ”

Cheng Jiayi was silent for a while, and slowly swayed, "That's a TV series." In reality, how strong a psyche does it take to do this. ”

"Yes, I don't agree with my mother, I said to my mother: How much does a person have to be heartless to be happy for the rest of her life after killing her father?"

My mom then told me the plot and told me it was a flashback. In the first episode of the TV series, the father met a Taoist priest when he hadn't met Da Changjin's mother, and the Taoist priest said that she was destined to be killed by the third woman in her life.

But he still married the second woman and gave birth to a third woman. If it was a TV series in our country, would it be strangled to death after that daughter was born?

Even if he was not strangled, he would be thrown into the river in a bamboo basket, or buried alive? There are a lot of such plots in our TV series. ”

Du Yiyi didn't know why he was discussing this at home that day, as if there was a providence in the dark, and what had been discussed was now confirmed in him.

Didn't he hurt his mother because of his willfulness and inconsiderate things. said that he was persuading Cheng Jiayi, but he was also persuading himself.

"In fact, what I admire the most is the father, he knows that if he falls in love with that woman, he will harm himself, but he still has no hesitation. knew that his daughter would end up hurting herself because of her inadvertence, but she still gave her daughter all the good things she could.

If he didn't educate his daughter with beauty, didn't accommodate his daughter with a broad heart like heaven and earth, and didn't let his daughter always see a better tomorrow, he would avoid his love early, and he would never have the daughter he loved in his life. ”

Cheng Jiayi said in a low voice: "Not everyone is a saint. ”

"Yes. No matter how you live, it is a lifetime, people die like lights go out, and when you die, you know that everything is empty. It's that you're crazy with guilt, you're dead, and the earth continues to spin. And your guilt-ridden ......"

"What she felt guilty about was that she didn't grieve her father's death." Wang Zhixing finally found an opportunity and stood up from behind the wall.