Chapter 496: Let's Go
The agility of the team's actions made Cheng Jiayi come up with new ideas, and now they have a total of less than 200 people, and they can completely travel through the mountains and advance according to their original purpose.
Anyway, they don't have time constraints, and they don't have anything to do, just avoid the Chinese troops. But Cheng Jiayi didn't dare to say it to Wang Yong.
Yesterday's attack cast a shadow on Cheng Jiayi's heart, and she was afraid that her thoughts would cost the rest of her life.
Since the mutation, she has thought about how to survive herself and her team of four, but now, the lives of nearly two hundred people are suddenly tied to her hands, and she suddenly feels the weight on her shoulders.
In the past, she often said that if she was not in her position, she would not seek her own government, but now that she really stands in the position of the decision-maker and truly understands what it is, she knows that it is not easy.
She didn't even dare to say her thoughts easily, and she didn't even dare to make a decision.
How did Li Li make one decision after another? Did he have any torment in his heart?
What about Qin Feng? When he took hundreds of people, did he think about the life and death of those hundreds of people?
Or don't you think about it so much? Will it be a success?
Cheng Jiayi's heart was in a mess, and she didn't know what to do. turned his head and wanted to discuss with Du Yiyi, but he pounced, and Du Yiyi went hunting.
After leaving the barracks, they did not go hungry, but they were under constant threat of food shortage.
Most of the farmland on the peninsula is barren, and raising chickens, ducks and fish is even more invisible, they have eaten all the food around them last night, and when they heard that Du Yiyi went hunting, Cheng Jiayi felt that she was also hungry.
Du Yiyi went hunting, but she couldn't even come up with an idea.
Wang Yong stood not far away.
Wang Yong knew that he couldn't follow Cheng Jiayi all the time, since he admired Cheng Jiayi and wanted to repay her for saving her life, he had to do his best to push Cheng Jiayi.
Growth requires pain, one's own, and the feeling of others. Cheng Jiayi already feels the pain of herself and others, it depends on whether her shoulders can be carried and whether she wants to carry them.
Wang Yong has never made up his mind for others. Now the same is true for Cheng Jiayi, he can help Cheng Jiayi, but he will not make decisions for Cheng Jiayi.
Cheng Jiayi will be at a loss now, but this is necessary for growth.
He waited a moment before walking over.
"Brother Wang." Cheng Jiayi greeted.
The night battle left no trace on them, and after the blood was washed away, they were like ordinary young men and women, and only occasionally glanced around them vigilantly revealed their warrior identities.
Wang Yong nodded and said: "That woman's name is Pu Meishun, I just tested her hearing, and she can hear subtle sounds within 300 meters, and louder voices can reach about 500 meters." She doesn't know how to speak, and staying is of some use to us. ”
Cheng Jiayi said "um".
Wang Yong continued: "Everyone's mood is fine. When it comes to life and death, everyone is mentally prepared, so don't be so relieved. ”
Cheng Jiayi looked at Wang Yong unexpectedly, Wang Yong smiled and said: "Everyone is an adult, those who can live until now, and those who can stay, believe in you." Sister Cheng, you also believe that you will see people's hearts over time. ”
A man must eat a peck of salt with his friend before he knows him? Cheng Jiayi tasted it in her heart.
"This kind of life will not be forever, it may be better or worse in the future. Maybe we can wait for the good day, maybe we can wait for the worse day. Either one is destiny.
But at least, in the last moments of our lives, we will not regret it, because we have tried, struggled, resisted, and struggled. ”
Speaking of this, Wang Yong turned his head and looked in the direction of Chuancheng: "Look at them, they have also worked hard, struggled, resisted, and can even be said to have struggled, but they have also been annihilated, and it has become a possible stroke in history." ”
Cheng Jiayi followed Wang Yong's gaze. She didn't really see the Sichuan City beyond the green mountains, and she could imagine the present of the once prosperous city, and her heart suddenly welled up with sourness.
"We're in City C, and it's the same." Cheng Jiayi said impulsively.
Wang Yong turned his head and looked at Cheng Jiayi questioningly. Cheng Jiayi looked at the mountains and forests in the distance, and her eyes seemed to look through the mountains and forests to look farther away.
"In the morning, my mom sent me to school, and I still waved goodbye to my mom happily. But suddenly, the teachers and classmates in the school fainted, went crazy, and then bit ...... Then, I never saw my mom again......
For the first time, I lived alone at home, cooked for myself, and learned to cook meat by looking at my phone. For the first time, I took inventory of my property and went to the supermarket to buy it alone. Then he carried a lot of things and went home alone.
That day, the first time someone tried to steal my food, and the first time someone tried to do wrong to me, that day, I killed someone for the first time......"
Cheng Jiayi didn't know why she suddenly wanted to say this, those past were closed in her memory because she couldn't bear it, but now, the floodgates of memory suddenly opened, and she remembered everything clearly, as clear as yesterday.
"That day, I wiped off my fingerprints, shoe prints, took away the murder weapon, and washed off my bloody clothes. That night, I went to the hospital alone to find my parents. That night, Du Yiyi also went to the hospital to look for me alone......"
Happy people are all the same, but unhappy people are different. But that is about to change now, but the unfortunate people have had similar experiences.
Wang Yong thought about Jiayi's ups and downs, but he didn't expect her to go through so much. Think about it again, how can a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl be respected by everyone as "Sister Cheng", how can the experience be simple.
"I used to think that Li Li would be our salvation, but no one is our salvation. What awaits us is slaughter, flight, nothing, and the same fate as Chuancheng. ”
Cheng Jiayi turned her head, as if looking for the direction of City C, but she couldn't tell where City C was.
"We fled once, and again, from 100,000 to tens of thousands, to thousands, to more than 100 now. Maybe after that, dozens of people, a dozen, a few people. ”
Cheng Jiayi lowered her eyes and looked at the ground, "We are exiles, Brother Wang, no one can be our savior." If you accompany me, it will only drag you down. Let's go. ”
When these three words were spoken, Cheng Jiayi's heart was a little sad. She could feel that Wang Yong was really for her good, and Wang Yong was indeed helping her. It's just that she can't drag Wang Yong down just because Wang Yong is good to her.
But at the same time, she was also a little happy in her heart, and finally one more person knew her experience, and even if she died in the future, someone would know that there was once such a person as her, such an experience.