"I used to think that killing people is killing people, and killing people is the one who should be killed. I always think that the silence and sadness in your eyes after every murder is because you are a girl. ”

Du Yiyi turned his back to Cheng Jiayi, and when he took off his tactical vest, he propped his hands on the desk and closed his eyes in pain.

He didn't expect that he also had a weak time, he seemed to be out of his body, and he was seeing him leaning on a lamppost and strafing with a slight flush.

It's beautiful. The tongue of fire expands and contracts, and flesh splatters.

He shouldn't be weak, Cheng Jiayi has already been under so much pressure, he shouldn't put pressure on him anymore. But he doesn't seem to be able to control himself, and he doesn't vomit or be unhappy.

"Now I know it's not. Even if those people deserve to die, they don't deserve to die like that. I felt like I was an executioner, I was slaughtering. ”

Cheng Jiayi stepped forward hesitantly, hugged Du Yiyi from behind, and put his face on his back.

"We have no choice."

They really have no choice. In order to survive, in order to live, it can only be so.

"If my mom was still alive, she wouldn't let me do it." Du Yiyi turned around one by one and grabbed Cheng Jiayi's shoulder, "Am I too hypocritical, don't I look like a man?" ”

Cheng Jiayi shook her head, "It's not like a man, if you don't kill or not, if you don't kill someone, you won't be sad after you kill someone." One by one, we are not saints, nor are we bad people, we are ordinary people by nature.

Whether it's war or fighting, it has nothing to do with us. We have had fantasies, but none of us really want to turn them into reality. None of us wants to kill, but if we don't kill, we will be killed. Is it wrong for us to just want to live, and only want to live? ”

"I know all of that. I know what you're feeling after every battle you've ever had. Du Yiyi hugged Cheng Jiayi one by one, his eyes moistened.

What a bastard he is, he thought that Cheng Jiayi had dreamed of becoming a hero, that Cheng Jiayi had restrained her bloodthirsty desires in the early days of chaos, that Cheng Jiayi was a genius among mutants, that Cheng Jiayi could kill mutants calmly, and that she had no torment in her heart.

He didn't know how sad Cheng Jiayi's heart was when he didn't see it.

"You comforted me. I know you'll be there for me. Know that no matter what I've done, no matter how cruel I am, you'll never leave. Cheng Jiayi hugged Du Yiyi tightly, but her eyes were a little hollow.

She suddenly became afraid in her heart, if one day Du Yiyi also died, what should she do?

"You're not leaving, are you? Not really. Cheng Jiayi buried her face on Du Yiyi's shoulder.

Who knows. Who knows which of them will die one day. Thinking so in his heart, Du Yiyi didn't dare to say it.

He and Cheng Jiayi couldn't stand any more stimulation, and their psychology was not as strong as they thought they were.

"What the hell is going on?" Cheng Jiayi let go of Du Yiyi and asked.

"The Eight King Kongs under the bitter cauliflower, using the arrangement of Zhao Qiansun Li Zhou Wu Zheng Wang, Zhao Yi has not been angry with the bitter cauliflower for a long time, and set a trap tonight, unfortunately let me catch up, fortunately I brought a gun, and fortunately Zashoch trained us.

There was a person, I don't know if he was dead or injured, and suddenly he became skinny and bone, and this red crystal is. This one is completely discolored by Zhao Yi's. ”

Du Yiyi turned around and found the crystal and handed it to Cheng Jiayi, and 1510 told all the processes.

Du Yiyi said very plainly, as if Cheng Jiayi told him about the battle process every time, but the two of them all knew the danger of the battle, and knew that as long as there was half a second of hesitation, the situation might be reversed.

"Jiayi, every time I heard you talk about fighting before, I admired it very much, and I hope that one day I can have a record like yours." Du Yiyi smiled, "In the future, I don't have to hide behind you." ”

Cheng Jiayi shook her head, "I just mutated earlier than you, I knew there would be this day." He hesitated, "Is it because you had a fever and slept for almost a day and a night?" ”

"I may have been running away before. You've been protecting me since that time in the hospital, and I'm probably used to it. Then my mom's death, the day of the injury...... The injury may not be the main thing, the main thing is that we are forced to go out and kill people, and I see you ......"

Du Yiyi also shook his head: "I know that crystals stimulate people's brains, and I don't want to go crazy by myself." ”

"And you just went crazy?"

"yes, I felt the energy of the crystals flowing with the blood, and I took the gun and shot it, watching the blood splatter, as if I had done it many times." Du Yi said abruptly.

"At that time, you forgot everything but killing." Cheng Jiayi followed.

Looking at Du Yiyi's gaze, Cheng Jiayi nodded, "I'm the same, I didn't think about anything at that time, I just wanted to kill them." ”

"By the way, you just said that Zhao Yi kicked you in the arm......" Cheng Jiayi asked.

"Yes, that kick was inevitable at that time, and I didn't have a chance to dodge it at all, but," Du Yiyi looked at his uninjured arm, "It's strange, I wasn't hurt at all at that time." ”

Cheng Jiayi touched the part where Du Yiyi was kicked and said, "Do you feel the power?" ”

"I felt it, it was so fast, I just wanted to fight for it." Du Yiyi thought about the feeling at that time, but he couldn't find it.

"It won't be...... Crystals give you defense? Cheng Jiayi herself thinks it's too whimsical, but what is happening now wasn't whimsical before?

Du Yiyi was stunned for a moment and shook his head. He really didn't understand.

Cheng Jiayi lowered his head and looked at the two crystals in his palm, "This is a completely secondary mutation crystal." What color will be next? Yellow? Is it in the order of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple? ”

"I can feel the danger, but I can't even absorb this little red. The mutant with orange crystals is so powerful, if it is purple, will it be Superman? Du Yi picked up the orange crystals one by one and looked at them, and put them back in Cheng Jiayi's palm.

"I don't even know if I should persuade you to absorb it. The more the color of the crystal changes, the more powerful the person becomes, but the more murderous his mind becomes. That...... Jiayi, it seems that I was not me at all at that time, there was no emotion, only cold-blooded. ”

Cheng Jiayi grabbed the crystal, "You also feel it." Probably everyone is like that. Crystals dominate all of us, and we are becoming more and more murderous, probably just to cultivate mutants with purple crystals. ”

"Nope." Du Yiyi shook his head one by one, he thought of the people who fled and watched during the battle, "Maybe, only by absorbing crystals can they kill, those who only drink blood, are different." ”

"I thought we would ......" Cheng Jiayi whispered, she suddenly raised her hand and held Du Yiyi's hand with this hand that grabbed the crystal.