After being together for so long, many things are ingrained and formed and cannot be changed. Jiang Zuo wants him to accept it when he sees it, to coax him if he can, to escape if he can, not to resist, not to do useless struggles.

In this way, everything may not be as difficult as imagined.

"What?" Su Wen entered the topic again, turned off the speakerphone, and only left the confrontation between himself and Jiang Zuo.

"What do you do? Do you know what you're doing right now? Jiang Zuo, once some time passes, you can't go back to the beginning. If you can still stay calm over there, I believe you are a different person.

Hopefully, you can really be like this forever. Really, forever, your mood will never be fixed in a good atmosphere. In your heart, if you really have such firm words, I hope that it will be true~ forever. ”

There didn't seem to be much topic to exchange, and Su Wen quickly pressed his mobile phone. Back in reality, everything in front of me seems to have suddenly returned to normal.

"What the hell do you mean?" Yu Laosan is not a person who can hide words, and yelled angrily.

"What are you holding me here for? What is the relationship between you and my boss, if you don't talk about it all the time, we won't have a reason to continue talking. Su Wen, I don't know everything between you, and I don't want to know or do anything.

I hope you can spare me, we can pretend that nothing happened, and that's it. Please let me go, I really don't want to do anything with you. It's not about me! It's not about me! Independent! It's said that it's irrelevant, why do you want to do this? Do we really need that? ”

"Su Wen, even if you have a deep grudge against others, don't do this? How can this be? How can this be? How can you do that? We don't know each other in the first place, okay? ”

"We don't know, we really don't know, how can this be? How can you do that. ”

"Our relationship, what kind of relationship it is, has nothing to do with me in the first place!"

However, why did that person ignore him, it seems that he has entered an inconsequential situation, which makes it impossible to fight.

The darkness gradually came to an insurmountable point.

Jiang Zuo's mind fell into a nightmare pursuit.

She remembered a story she had seen. The fragment is still lingering in the mind:

"You're here?"

Before he got closer, Lin Zhi looked at the person who came from the door, his eyes tightened.

"Well, here we are."

Jiang Se sat down slowly and looked at the people over there.

It's only been a few days, and people who were too fat to see their facial features can already see obvious outlines, their faces are tired, and their eyes are blue.

The wounds on his face were still fresh, and he seemed to be able to see the tragic scene in front of him.

Lin Zhi lowered his eyes and smiled warmly, "Brother Zhang has also come to see me." I figured you should be here too. ”

Jiang Se felt that his throat was very blocked, and he didn't speak.

Lin Zhi didn't care about him, and slowly opened his mouth.

"Hey, it's so fast! In the blink of an eye, we've known each other for several years. I wouldn't have thought that one day we would meet here, right? ”

Jiang Se didn't know how to answer this question, or maybe he knew, but his mouth was full of bitterness, and it was difficult to throw out the words.

Lin Zhi stretched out his hand and pinched his nose, paused for a while, and then said to himself. Lele Literature

"A long time has passed, and people are getting old. I don't want to, people are not young and always make mistakes, doing things without brains. ”

Jiang Se stared at him with his head propped up, his eyes were dazed, and his body stiffened and leaned against his back. After pondering for a long time, she pursed her lips and said softly:

"There are a lot of emotional things, there are many things that are involuntary and involuntary, and they have nothing to do with youth. Most of the things I did when I was young were ridiculous. ”

"yes!"

Lin Zhi leaned back on the unpretentious wooden chair behind him, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, with tears in his eyes, and told the past in a longing tone.

"There must have been a lot of ridiculous things I did when I was young, such as delusional dreams of ascending to the sky in one step, dreaming in the middle of the night, dreaming that I could really go to heaven. For example, if you are dissatisfied with the teacher's discipline, you really think that you can become a peerless person.

Another example is that you feel that everything in this world is nothing more than that, you can do whatever you want, and everything is within your own expectations......

Haha, so much, so many that I can't even count them. Later, when I grew up, I suddenly realized that it was just my own thoughts. The world is vast and ever-changing, and you may lose everything in one breath.

However, knowing that this will happen, we are still unwilling to give up on life and hope. ”

The sunlight poured in through the narrow window, wrapping around him without a drop, warm, charming, and eroding people's hearts like the quiet of time.

Jiang Se felt that his heart was extremely sour, and he was almost about to burst out of continuous bubbles.

Lin Zhi raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, and smiled lightly, every arc was filled with relief and ease.

"But when people live, there must always be some hope that does not give up. In the past, I thought that everything would go smoothly when I was admitted to university, and as they said, the future was immeasurable, bright, and beautiful like a dream.

Haha, until I got to this point, I suddenly felt how naïve and ridiculous my previous self was. Even if you are struggling to get to the future, what can you do?

Whether it is a small commoner or an official serving the people, it is easy to mix anywhere. I hadn't seen a whole new world, but I had long been cut off by the muddy waters in front of me. ”

His tears rolled down his cheeks, hot, hot, and tormenting his heart.

"Little dream, she left me like this, really...... I think meeting her is the greatest happiness of my life.

She was worried about me, she was considerate of my feelings, and she said words that touched me...... I made a vow to be together for the rest of my life, and I wanted to give birth to children for me and teach them the principles of growing up and being human beings......

She's my favorite girl and has been a ...... all my life But she ......"

Tears rolled down his face, and his voice was choked, full of sadness and forbearance. Jiang Se felt his heart go crazy, tremble, and grow frost unscrupulously.

"She went...... Go to a place that doesn't exist in the end, only in the words of people.

What a ridiculous world! She is such a good person, she wants to live, but it is difficult to climb to the sky. Going to his uncle's step to the sky is clearly a pipe dream. The dream woke up, and she was gone.

I can't do anything for her. I just want to redeem the life I owe to others...... Unfortunately, to this day, I still don't think I've done anything wrong.

Their lives are fate, but Xiaomeng's life is not? It's good to have a life for a life, but we seem to have lost a lot. ”

He reached out and wiped a handful of tears, half of which was pulled from the scar on his face, and blood slowly flowed out.

"I used to think that I couldn't lose money when I did things, only what I earned. Who would have thought that I would have such a day, and I don't know whether it was disappointment or despair. ”

Jiang Se rubbed his temples and said slowly: "Disappointment and despair can really be combined sometimes. ”