After Gu Shen left last night, Lu gently sat quietly on the side of the bed for a while, then changed his pajamas again and lay down on the bed.

Maybe it was because Gu Shen's arrival made her see a glimmer of light, or maybe it was because she was too tired from crying, and it didn't take long for Lu Qing to fall asleep quickly.

There were no dreams and nothing in this night.

She even thought she had only slept for a few minutes, but when she opened her eyes, she found that it was already dawn.

But though the day was bright, the darkest night was over.

But when the deer gently sat up from the bed, his body did not feel much better.

She still felt weak and dizzy, but her mental state was much better.

At least when Zhang Bolai knocked on the door and called her downstairs to take medicine, Lu Qing's eyes finally looked bright again.

Not as lifeless as yesterday, not as lifeless as before.

Uncle Zhang looked at her and said, "Miss Lu looks better." ”

A good smile rose at the corner of Lu lightly's mouth, because she knew in her heart that this was actually thanks to Gu Shen.

If Gu Shen hadn't come back last night, I'm afraid his situation would be very bad now.

She would sink into that loneliness and pain, and then it would take a long time for her to come out.

The pungent bitterness quickly swept the taste buds, and when a bowl of medicine went down, the deer gently even after brushing his teeth and rinsing his mouth, there was still no taste for anything he ate.

Uncle Zhang took a small snack and pressed it for her, and the deer got better gently.

"Alas, it's going to be a long time coming!"

The deer gently pulled the rice in the bowl, with a bitter and bitter face.

Uncle Zhang persuaded on the side: "The medicine is bitter, after drinking this medicine, it will be good to drink another pair." ”

The deer was lightly startled: "Do you still want to drink?" ”

Uncle Zhang nodded, "Didn't the doctor just say it yesterday?" After drinking this time, I will re-examine and re-prescribe medicine according to Miss Lu's condition. ”

The deer slept lightly and felt like he had lost his memory, forgetting all the words that Dr. Zhang said to him yesterday.

After Uncle Zhang's reminder, Lu Qingqing finally remembered what Dr. Zhang said yesterday.

"Then don't I have to drink Chinese medicine for half a month?" The deer was slightly desperate: "Let me die!" ”

When Uncle Zhang heard this, he straightened his face, "Miss Lu, what is immortal, you are still so young, and the road is still long!" ”

The deer gently raised his head and looked at Uncle Zhang, who had always been smiling at himself.

Even when I first came, I was not familiar with this villa for a few days, and I almost had to answer questions.

This is the first time that Uncle Zhang has made a face to himself.

"Well, Uncle Zhang, I see." Lu looked at Zhang Bo lightly and said, "I just said it in passing." ”

She never thought about the word death, even if she didn't live to avenge Sun Chengyuan, she never thought about it.

Because if she is gone, won't there be even a person in this world who remembers the words of the deer and incense the words of the deer?

Lu Qing will live well, even if everything is not satisfactory, she will live well.

She firmly believes in her heart that as long as she lives long enough, something good will happen.

Uncle Zhang nodded, and said softly to the deer while eating: "Once people have this kind of thought, they will take root in their hearts, and when they encounter big setbacks in the future, it will be difficult to think of other ways." ”

Lu was slightly stunned, "It shouldn't be so serious!" ”

After all, everyone has the will to survive, can anyone really do this?

After Zhang Bo put a chopstick dish in the bowl, he slowly said softly to the deer: "The will to survive will also slowly disappear under the continuous struggle, otherwise no one will choose to commit suicide." Nothing in this world remains the same, especially the mental state, which is easy to be changed subtly! ”

Lu nodded slightly, Uncle Zhang is right, there are indeed many things in this world that are not static.

"Uncle Zhang, I understand, I won't say such things again in the future."

Uncle Zhang heard her say this, and did not continue to say anything.

After getting along for so long, although Lu Qingqing can't be said to be her own child, she doesn't want her to have any bad thoughts.

When Gu Shen came yesterday, he specially told him to pay more attention to the mental state of the deer.

The deer is sick now, and it is normal to be vulnerable.

It's just that negative emotions can't fall seeds in the heart, Uncle Zhang understands, and Gu Shen understands even more.

Even a long time ago, Gu Shen had personally experienced the horror of mental torture.

He can't let the deer gently walk this way, and the pain he has experienced will never let the deer gently experience it again.

After eating, the deer gently returned upstairs.

Su Qiao didn't wait for Lu to answer softly yesterday, and specially called Lu Gently today.

Lu gently told Su Qiao about the situation, Su Qiao sighed, comforted Lu Qing for a while, and then said to her, "Is there anything you want to eat?" I bought it after work and sent you some? ”

Lu gently rejected Su Qiao's kindness, there was everything here, and she couldn't think of anything else she could use.

"Hey, I don't know when it will, I haven't even arrived for a month." Lu was still thinking about work, "I'm afraid the salary is hopeless." ”

"Are you still thinking about this? The body is the capital of the revolution! Su Qiao understood Lu Qing's mood, after all, there was no money, and she wouldn't be stable if it was her, "It's not a serious illness for you, good girl!" Keep it at home for a few days with peace of mind. ”

Lu sighed softly, chatted with Su Qiao for a few minutes and hung up the phone.

As soon as he hung up the phone, Lan Qian also happened to send WeChat, "Is it better?" Today I am resting, and I heard Jojo say that you are sick. ”

Lu replied lightly: "It's okay, it's just that the Chinese medicine is too bitter." ”

Lan Qian: "I also drank it two years ago, and I just ascended to heaven in one gulp, and I felt sorry for you for two seconds." ”

Lu lightly: "Ruthless, do you only feel sorry for me for two seconds?" ”

Originally, after taking the medicine, he became a little depressed, because Su Qiao's concern for Lan Qian had completely disappeared.

There are still people in this world who care about themselves, and that's enough.

The deer gently asked for not much, nothing more.

Especially Gu Shen's gentleness to herself yesterday, she knew in her heart that this was actually the foundation of everything.

Not everyone can see the light in the dark, and the deer gently considers herself lucky.

At least, she considers herself lucky.

When you are in pain, you can have someone you like by your side.

What could be happier than this in retrospect?

If anything, the person you like has just washed yourself!

The deer leaned gently on the bed and watched the sun outside.

I don't know, can I wait until that day in my lifetime?