Chapter Ninety-Nine: Do You Love Him?
Xu Younan put his hands on his sleeves and smiled all over the world: "Tsk, it's hard-mouthed." When did you mention her, weren't you as excited as a vertical chicken? Guilty? ”
Mu Dianke was so angry that he wanted to rush forward again, but he was helplessly surrounded by Chang Qianfo's arm and couldn't break free. could only open a pair of eyes wide, glaring at Xu Younan angrily: "Who do you say is like a vertical chicken?" ”
Chang Qianfo saw that Xu Younan was deliberately provoking Mu Dianke, so he turned around and said coldly: "Elder Xu, as an elder, why do you have to compete with juniors for the benefit of your tongue?" ”
Xu Younan smiled and said, "Because I don't respect my old man." You don't know, I usually can't win her quarrels, but today I have to thank Chang Gongzi's blessing. ”
Bending down, holding the plum blossom dart in his right hand, he picked the knot of thread tied to the whip and pulled out another silk thread with a strong lift.
Turning around, Chang Qianfo arched his hand: "Thank you, thank you." ”
Chang Qianfo choked Xu Younan's frank and generous sentence of "disrespecting the old".
Mu Dianke was angry with his sentence "I usually can't win her when I quarrel."
When did she quarrel with Xu Younan? There are still people in this world who Xu Younan can't win?!
Xu Younan squatted on the ground, and took the trouble to pull out the silver wires that were wrapped up one by one, straighten them out, roll them into rolls, and put them in his sleeves.
stood up leisurely, with kind eyebrows, like an elder: "Chang Gongzi will be sent here." In the past, it was the area where the disciples of my palace haunted, and there were many people, and it was not good for the fourth lady to spread it. ”
That tone seemed to be something unsightly that Mu Dianke had done.
Mu Dian was so angry that he calmed down. His eyes stared coldly at Xu Younan.
Xu Younan smiled: "Don't worry, my eyes are uncomfortable today, I shouldn't have seen anything, I didn't see anything." ”
Mu Dianke felt that if he stayed with Xu Younan any longer, he couldn't help but want to strangle him. But Chang Qianfo is still there, and she can't just brush her sleeves away on the spot.
Xu Younan knew her intentions, glanced at Chang Qianfo ambiguously, and then looked back at Mu Dianke, with a realized smile: "I'll wait for you over there, don't worry." ”
Shi Shiran turned around, and while walking, he hummed a Jiangnan minor tune happily, and the lyrics vaguely were: "...... Parting words, take Lang's hand. One is lovesick and bitter, and the other is difficult to part. Remember to add clothes and try to add food...... Babbling, talking tears in pairs, telling thousands of times, often read my sister ......"
Mu Dianke's face instantly turned red and ripe persimmons.
After Xu Younan made such a fuss, the atmosphere became awkward. The streets are full of broken corpses, and Mu Dian is definitely not in the mood to say goodbye. He jumped out of the crook of Chang Qianfo's arm and whispered, "I'm leaving." ”
There was no response for a while.
Mu Dianke raised his head and just fell into the deep gaze of Chang Qianfo.
Those eyes, which were always clear and gentle, were like being injected into a boundless sea at the moment, calm and deep, as if they wanted to see the depths of her soul through her eyes.
Mu Dianke made him panic when he saw it, and his eyes dodged: "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”
Chang Qianfo said: "There is a saying, I have always wanted to ask you in person, but I don't know how to export." Can you answer me truthfully? ”
Mu Dianke's heart fluttered, as if he had guessed something, and his voice was a little flustered: "What do you want to ask?" ”
"Do you love him?"
Mu Dianke was stunned, Chang Qianfo didn't give her a chance to react, stared at her eyes tightly, and asked again: "Do you love Jin Yanchen?" ”
This question came too suddenly, Rao is Mu Dian could have prepared in advance, but he was still stunned for a while. The long eyelashes droop, covering the endless gloom under the eyes.
Does she love Jin Yanchen?
Love, of course. It's just that it was a long time ago.
When you love, you can't wait to let the world know.
I don't love it, but I don't even have the courage to say it.
After a long silence, she whispered, "I don't know. When the Jin family had an accident, I was still very young, and I didn't know if it was love. If a person is injured by another person and stubbornly wants to be with him. I want to avenge him after he dies, and I am willing to block the sword for him while he is alive, I think, this should be regarded as love. ”
Like a hammer falling on the heart.
Chang Qianfo's face turned pale, and he stubbornly asked again: "Then do you still want to be with him now?" ”
“…… I will marry him whenever he marries me. ”
Chang Qianfo finally stopped talking.
Mu Dianke lowered his head, his thick eyelashes firmly blocked his vision, and also covered the tears under his eyes.
She didn't look up, she didn't dare to look up.
I don't know if it's because of the warm weather in the south of the Yangtze River, at the time of the handover of March and April, there are actually summer insects infested, hiding in the grass on the side of the street, calling long and short, and screaming out of people's hearts.
Mu Dianke whispered again: "I'm leaving." ”
This would be her real departure.
Chang Qianfo did not catch up again.
She walked far away, and Chang Qianfo was still standing motionless, like a statue that the wind could not move.
The wet wind after the rain tickled the corners of Mu Dianke's eyes. She gritted her teeth and squeezed her fingers into her palms to keep the tears from flowing.
Yes, she didn't lie to Chang Qianfo.
She once fainted from crying in front of Jin Yanchen's grave, and vowed to avenge him at all costs. She also once rushed over to block the knife for him without thinking about it when Jin Yanchen was plotted, leaving a scar on her back that ran through her entire back.
Once, Jin Yanchen was his heaven and the only reason to support her to live.
It's just that how much love was at that time, how much it hurt later.
She didn't deliberately dislove him.
It's just that I don't know since when, he has slowly walked out of her heart.
It hurts, and the first person she thinks of is no longer him. In the middle of the night, she missed Jin Zhenyue, Jin Lianyin, and her fourth cousin who loved to tease her, but she wouldn't think of him again.
She used to love him very much, but she no longer loved him.
But she couldn't say these things to the Thousand Buddhas. He and her are destined to be the distance between the birds and the swimming fish, and the eternal meeting of day and night.
Why be sad in vain?
At the end of the street is a shop selling spices, and low-quality incense wafts out of the gate. It was so smoked that Mu Dianke's eyes hurt. She pinched her palm and slowly turned the corner.
There is a row of lush old willow trees planted along the street. Xu Younan stood under the second big tree.
Mu Dianke walked over, squatted down with his back against the willow trunk, bent down and hugged his legs, and buried his face deep in his knees.
The voice was vicious, but because of the choked tone, it looked a little funny, like a child pretending to be strong: "Don't talk to me." If you dare to say one more word, I will tear your mouth apart. ”
Xu Younan remained silent for a rare moment.
If Mu Dianke looked up at this time, she would find that the smiling skin on Xu Younan's face could be torn off. He also had sad moments, and he also had sad times.
Xu Younan stood under the old willow tree, looking at Mu Dianke who was hugging his legs and curled into a ball, like an old father looking at his injured daughter, his eyes were full of distress, but he was helpless.