Chapter 21 Like a Mother's Old Story
"On that day, the sixth prince wore a azure gown, stood in front of the door plaque of the Eight Treasures House with the sunlight on his back, and his hair was tied up with an old jade headband.
There are so many people coming in and out of the restaurant, but people can only see him. He stood there, and everyone seemed to be gone. He is the only emperor between heaven and earth.
I just looked at him and I fell in love with him.
How fierce the sun is in Pingliang County, so blazing that it can't be opened to people's eyes. Even the blazing light couldn't hide his light. After seeing him, look at this world, where are there still men. β
Mu Dianke was silent for a while and said, "It will be very hard to fall in love with him. β
Yun Yang smiled lightly, and there was pride in his words: "Of course I know. People like him were born to be looked up to, to be favored by God. No one is worthy of him, and neither are you. β
Mu Dian was silent again.
Yun Yang said: "I know what you are thinking, you must want to say, you are not rare at all." Now you are full of eyes and only a thousand Buddhas, of course you will not understand, how many people desperately want to get the things you have discarded. β
Mu Dian has never abandoned anyone, she is the one who was abandoned. It's just these words, but there is no need to explain them to Yun Yang.
Yun Yang said: "I knew about your existence very early. At that time, I didn't know that you were Mu Si, how unfair the fate of people is, you are his fiancΓ©e when you are less than two years old. Just because you have a good baby, you don't have to do anything, and you can get what others dream of. can be by his side towards the morning and twilight, accumulating love day by day. If you treat him like this, won't he come to save you? β
She has always been wanton and flying, and it is rare to hurt herself: "As for me, I can only fight on my own." I know she has you by her side, and countless beautiful women of all kinds.
I don't have you to do, and I'm not as beautiful as you, but I can sacrifice the most for him. I can marry a man I don't love for him, can you? β
There is a smack of provocation in these words.
Mu Dianke really wanted to tell her that true love is not fought for like this. A man who needs you to sacrifice for him is not in itself worth doing for him.
But she didn't say anything in the end.
Yun Yang smiled bitterly, his voice bitter: "But in the end, you broke the formation." β
Mu Dianke said: "Actually, there is a question I have always wanted to ask you, you and Liu Yichen husband and wife, he treats you like this, have you never been moved?" β
Yun Yang muttered, "How could it not be? But that's not love after all......"
At this point, she also understood what Mu Dianke wanted to say to her. Even if Jin Yanchen is moved by her, it is not love after all.
Her heart darkened, and she said, "Can you tell me about Runiang?" β
Runiang, is a person who Mu Dian doesn't want to think about for so many years, and never mentions it.
But at this moment, Mu Dian was a little sympathetic to Yun Yang. In Yun Yang's body, he can more or less see a little bit of his shadow back then, just as hard, just as stubborn.
She said: "Ru Niang... She is very beautiful and very good at dancing. β
Yun Yang was a little disappointed, she had already heard about these from the mouths of other Ming Palace disciples, she originally thought that Mu Dian would know more. Now it seems that even if Mu Dian knows something, he may not be willing to tell her.
Or perhaps, it is also a scar on Mu Dianke's heart.
She persevered and asked again: "I heard that the sixth prince killed Runiang with his own hands, why?" Isn't he very fond of Ru Niang? β
Mu Dianke was silent.
Yun Yang said: "You must know. β
After a long time, Mu Dianke spoke softly: "It's just a pet, not a pet." β
She still remembers the night of her mother's death, the weather was unusually hot and humid. She sweated in the middle of the night, got up and showered, and then couldn't sleep. Sitting barefoot on the steps outside the door, watching Geng Geng Xinghe hang upside down for nine days.
There were a lot of stars that day, she remembered.
Ru Niang rushed in, cloaked, disheveled, and rushed over and grabbed her face like crazy: "You liars! It's all liars! β
She naturally avoided it, and by the starlight, she saw that her beautiful face was full of tears, and her eyes were full of snake-like resentment, as if she had to be torn to pieces and chewed up to relieve her hatred.
She looked at Runiang inquiringly, with a blank face.
It's a pity that before Ru Niang could speak again, Jin Yanchen rushed in, raised his knife in his hand, and cut off Ru Niang's head cleanly.
Mu Dian can always remember that situation, Ru Niang's mouth opened halfway, and it was fixed in the air like that. After a long time, blood lines seeped out of the neck, slowly thickening and enlarging.
Runiang's head fell to the ground, and her bones rolled to her feet.
She looked at Jin Yanchen in shock, but Jin Yanchen just kept a gloomy face and didn't speak. From beginning to end, he never showed a trace of regret, let alone shed a tear for the person he usually indulged in.
He left with only one sentence.
"She knows who we are, and she can't keep her mouth alive."
Mu Dian can think, what kind of reason is this?
Qu Yu'er also knew their identities, and she knew before she married Jin Yanchen. But Jin Yanchen never thought of moving Qu Yu'er at all.
In the end, it's because I don't love it.
I don't love it, so I don't believe that Ru Niang will keep it a secret, and I won't even give her a chance to express my position.
Because it doesn't matter if she lives or not, it's not as important as his peace of mind.
Mu Dianke put Runiang's body together and buried it in a sand dune field far away from the Ming Palace. She thought that after Runiang's death, she shouldn't be too close to Jin Yanchen, right?
She sat on Runiang's grave for a long time, but all she thought about was Jin Yanchen.
She thought: this person's heart is so hard, so cold.
Such an indifferent and ruthless man, probably only a wise and tolerant woman like Qu Yuer can completely warm him, right?
She used to love him so much, but she still couldn't understand everything about him.
Yun Yang also accompanied Mu Dianke and fell silent.
"If you still don't love him, just pull out early. He had a fortified city in his heart, made of iron walls and full of thorns, which hurt himself and others. You can't stand the pain of stepping on thorns and bruising all over your body. β
"Maybe you'll only know if you try it."
The corners of Mu Dianke's mouth sneered slightly: "You just didn't say it to me." β
"He's... Did it hurt you? β
Mu Dianke didn't speak.
How could it not have been hurt? They should be the closest people in the world, but because of hatred and hurt, they have come step by step to the point where they are now close to each other and stubborn against each other.
Yun Yang asked again: "Then will you go with Chang Qianfo?" β
Or silence.
Mu Dianke turned over, facing the wall, his voice was tired, as if he sighed: "It's not early, go to sleep"