CHAPTER XLIII
"Jinxin, are you still willing to believe in me and go with me?"
Huo Donglai slowly told how he was forcibly left behind by his mother, his obsidian eyes were full of helplessness and sadness, and crystal tears loomed in his eyes.
Yang Jinxin looked at him, and the fine pain in her heart rolled out again, she loved this man, how could she bear to blame him for giving up on herself because of his family?
No, he didn't give up on himself, as soon as he got out, he rushed to himself desperately. In life, there can be a person who loves himself so passionately, how can there be anything to ask for!
Thinking of this, Yang Jinxin burst into the most heartfelt and delicate smile, stretched out his hand to wrap around his neck, and took the initiative to throw himself into his warm embrace.
The sun shone in warmly, shining brilliantly on the two people who hugged each other tightly in the room, breaking the coldness of the room, and casting the warmth of spring on the first sunny morning after the snow.
"Come, drink the medicine!"
Huo Donglai held a bowl of black Chinese medicine in his hand, and looked at Yang Jinxin, who was cowering in the corner of the wooden bed. I couldn't help but sigh, I have been like this since I was a child, I ran far away when I saw Chinese medicine, but I had two ends in three days, and I had constant minor illnesses, which broke people's hearts.
"Be obedient, drink the medicine, and it will be better soon!" He smiled gently, but Yang Jinxin didn't buy it.
She looked at him pitifully and in a flattering tone, "Why drink this, I can take pills, I can get injections, I can drink anything but this!" ”
Huo Donglai smiled bitterly and frowned, and sat on the edge of the bed with a bowl, "You yourself said how long you have been sick, don't you know that the combination of Chinese and Western medicine will get better faster?" Originally, you said this method for me, didn't you? ”
He looked at Yang Jinxin's wrinkled little face, and helplessly took out a few pine nut candy from his trouser pocket, "Look, when I went to grab the medicine in the morning, I went to buy this for you, and if you drink the medicine, I will give it to you, and I promise that it will not be bitter!" ”
Sure enough, he spread out his palm, a few pieces of candy were lying in the center of his palm, Yang Jinxin pouted, and his willow eyebrows furrowed. Look at the sugar in his hand, and look at Huo Donglai's insistence, still frozen there, hesitating.
"You drink the medicine, the illness will get better quickly, when we go on the road, I can rest assured, if you get sick on the road, what do you want me to do on the vast sea, do you want me to die?" Huo Dong said, handed the medicine bowl a little closer, and looked at her with burning eyes.
This is the result of their discussion, and when Yang Jinxin's health improves, they will immediately board a ship and cross the ocean to live in Japan, away from everything here.
Yang Jinxin looked at him, her eyes glowed unswervingly, and she took the medicine bowl, and the strong smell of Chinese medicine came to her face, making her can't help but vomit for a while. She tilted her head and swallowed, enduring the discomfort in her heart, pinching her nose with her left hand, closing her eyes, and raising her head to drink.
The bitter potion went down the esophagus, Yang Jinxin couldn't help but vomit again and again, tears fell straight down, and the potion that he finally swallowed was about to spit it out.
Suddenly, a piece of warmth covered her lips, and Yang Jinxin's eyes widened in surprise. Huo Donglai's deep eyelashes flashed in front of him, and his soft tongue swept across her mouth like a storm, and the bitterness dissipated, leaving only a sweet and bone-deep numbness.
His kiss was delicate and gentle, like a feather lightly touching her face, and the beautiful numbness instantly invaded her limbs, and she closed her eyes tremblingly, and her whole body softened......
When she opened her eyes again, Yang Jinxin fell between the pillows, Huo Donglai held her hands, and looked at her fixedly above her body, with indescribable pain flowing in her eyes. Thinking of the kiss just now, Yang Jinxin couldn't help blushing, and didn't dare to look at him again.
Huo Dong looked at the shy girl under him, his heart was about to overflow with satisfaction, and the thoughts in his heart became more firm.
Standing up and gently pulling her up, Yang Jin followed his footsteps inexplicably. Seeing Huo Donglai pulling her to Yang Mu's spiritual seat, Yang Jin looked at him puzzled, only to see Huo Donglai kneeling down and kowtowing three times towards the spiritual seat.
"Aunt Lan, Donglai has come to make a request to you, please agree to marry Jinxin to me, so that in the years to come, no matter what hardships and hardships I encounter, I can be by her side, love her, and protect her until forever!"
His clear voice, revealing unwavering persistence, made Yang Jinxin's eyes red instantly.
Without waiting for Huo Dong to react, Yang Jinxin also knelt down next to him without hesitation.
The girl's unique clear and sweet voice is soft with a resoluteness that cannot be ignored.
"I do!"
……
Qin Muyang was dressed in a military uniform, standing tall in front of the window like a green pine, outside the window was the wonderful beauty of the warm winter sun shining in the snow, and the dazzling light on the snow passed through the window glass, illuminating him slightly.
After a long time, I heard Qin Muyang's cold and indifferent voice, as if talking to himself, "Let Lily quit smoking, Jinxin must resent me and let her sister get opium, so she left me, it must be like this!" ”
Liao Yong, who was standing behind him, looked at his motionless back, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, so he had to answer him honestly: "After these days of observation, Henry said that Miss Lily's addiction can't be quit!"
These words successfully made Qin Muyang turn around and ask puzzledly, "Can't quit?" ”
"Yes! Can't quit! Liao Yong nodded and said, "Actually, Si Shao, this matter has nothing to do with you, she was infected with opium herself." ”
Qin Muyang sighed as if he was nothing, and returned to the window, Liao Yong saw him and retreated gently.
For a few days, the weather was fine, and the snow in the yard, which was not thick, had melted very little.
In the morning, Yang Jinxin was wearing a plain short jacket and a black skirt, and was in the courtyard, going in and out to pack his luggage. Perhaps psychological factors account for most of the reasons, and there has been no good illness before, but after Huo Donglai's conditioning of traditional Chinese and Western medicine in the past few days, he has recovered quickly.
"Jinxin, you see the ticket has been obtained!" Huo Donglai was wearing a blue cotton robe and ran in from outside excitedly.
Yang Jinxin heard his voice, quickly rushed out of the house, lifted her skirt and was about to go downstairs, when she heard Huo Donglai stop her while running.
"Don't come down!"
Huo Donglai rushed upstairs, gasped, and handed her two ferry tickets, "Look, it's the ship the day after tomorrow, let's clean up, and we can leave here early the day after tomorrow!" ”
Yang Jinxin squeezed the two thin tickets tightly, nodded with red eyes, she could finally be with Donglai, and she also excitedly threw herself into Huo Donglai's arms.
The knot that had been lingering in his heart turned out again, and Yang Jinxin raised his head sullenly, "Donglai, let's leave like this, your parents...... What to do? ”
Huo Donglai's smile froze on his face for a moment, paused, and showed a wry smile, "I can't care so much, Jinxin, are you still relieved that Jinhuan can't be relieved, you should go see her again at the end, after all, I don't know when we can meet again in the future, I don't want you to have regrets." ”
Yang Jinxin looked at his affectionate face, and his heart was sour again, he always thought about her like this. Yang Jinxin reached out and hugged him tightly.
"I'll go see my sister, I'll be back right away, and then, we'll leave together!"
"Okay, I'll wait for you!"
……
Yang Jinxin looked at the small white western-style building in front of him, and there were indescribable palpitations in his heart. I don't know why, there seems to be something behind her that is pulling her hard, desperately trying to stop her from moving forward, the sun is still hanging high in the sky, but she feels very cold, indescribable cold, as if bursting out from the depths of her heart.
She gasped heavily, steadied herself, and rang the doorbell on the iron door.
After a while, I saw Sister-in-law Liu come out, and when I saw her, I smiled in surprise and shouted, "Miss Yang is back!"
"Sister, I'...... I've come to see you! Yang Jinxin looked at Yang Jinhuan, who seemed to have lost weight again, and still couldn't stop feeling distressed, before the words fell, tears were rolling in his eyes.
Yang Jinhuan was dressed in an empty purple cheongsam, her face was almost transparent white, even her lips were a pale color, her big eyes looked at her in a blank and confused way, and it took a long time to pull a smile.
"When you come back, I know that you won't leave your sister behind!"
Yang Jinxin looked at her, tears fell, she quickly pulled her, and walked upstairs.
Entering the room, Yang Jinxin closed the door and took out the iron box she left here from the closet. pulled Yang Jinhuan to sit on the sofa and stuffed the iron box into her arms.
Yang Jinhuan didn't know why he looked at the iron box, then at her, and asked puzzledly, "What are you giving me this for?"
"In the future, all the money in this box will be given to you, I have counted, there are more than six hundred yuan." Yang Jinxin said, and held her hand again, "Sister, most of this is what you have earned in the past few years, and you deserve it." You have to quit smoking as soon as possible and live a good life with this money, you remember my words, you must leave Jinling before the 26th year of the Republic of China to go to the mountain city, you must remember that it is the 26th year of the Republic of China, you repeat it again, which year is it? ”
Her words made Yang Jinhuan confused, and she still parroted and muttered: "Twenty-six years."
"Yes!" Yang Jinxin nodded with satisfaction, and asked again, "What I just said, where to leave Jinling?" You answer me? ”
"Mountain City!" Yang Jinhuan replied again.
Yang Jinxin breathed a sigh of relief and kept nodding, "Yes, you must remember this time and place, sister, you must take good care of yourself!" ”
Yang Jinhuan looked down at the iron box, stopped for a few seconds, and then raised his head again, his eyes regained some light, looked straight at her, and asked word by word, "Where are you going?"
Yang Jinxin lowered her eyes slightly, avoided her sister's exploratory eyes, and said in a low voice, "I'...... I'm leaving with Donglai......"
Yang Jinhuan listened to her plan to come with Huo Donglai, holding the hand of the iron box, trembling slightly, her heart was like a river and a sea, and the surging anger set off waves of resentment, quickly drowning her heart.
She looked at Yang Jinxin, jealousy flashed in her eyes, and was quickly covered by a coquettish smile.
"You're leaving soon, we sisters don't know when we'll see each other again, I'll go make something to eat, and I'll treat it as a meal for you!"
Yang Jinxin looked at her smiling sister, and if she refused, she rolled around her mouth, and finally nodded stiffly.
"Good!"