Chapter 112: Qingming Festival
Su Tian felt uncomfortable, but he didn't say it.
She comforted herself, it doesn't matter, Mingyuan doesn't want to say it, forget it. Anyway, Mingyuan hasn't lost his temper with her recently. That's good.
There should also be privacy between husband and wife, and she should respect Mingyuan. Yes had this thought, but was suppressed by another bitter thought: they are husband and wife, what does Mingyuan need to hide from her?
In fact, when Fu Mingyuan came back in the evening, it was still as if nothing had happened. The two of them were eating happily and happily, and as for what they were thinking, no one could see through anyone.
It's like a chasm.
The days passed like this, and as long as you didn't think about making yourself sad, you felt like it passed quickly.
The Qingming Festival is coming soon, Su Tian is eating, thinking in his heart.
Mom has passed away for a long time, and the annual Qingming Festival is Su Tian's saddest and happiest time.
Sadly, the only relative in the world is no longer there, and on such a day, it is inevitable to recall the happy family of childhood, and think of the gentle and kind smile of my mother. Thinking about it now, I have a family, although there are occasional stumbles, but the feelings are real. It's a pity that my mother can't see it anymore.
What are you happy about? Although my mother passed away, she also got rid of the hardships of life, and those days were too difficult.
Su Tian's heart was sweet and sour, and he had mixed tastes all of a sudden. I feel that life is sweet and bitter, and I don't know how to describe it. But in the end, the bitterness was sweet, and it was much better than her previous life alone.
She also wanted to tell her mother in heaven all these things.
Su Tian was thinking about when it would be more appropriate to talk to Fu Mingyuan. Will Mingyuan be willing to accompany me?
Su Tian was a little entangled, it stands to reason that Mingyuan has not seen his mother at all, and it doesn't matter if he sees him or not. But she still hoped that Fu Mingyuan could accompany her.
But it doesn't matter if she is rejected, she just goes alone.
Su Tian has already prepared for the worst, the big deal is that she goes alone, what's the big deal.
She took a deep breath.
In the evening, Fu Mingyuan came back very early, although it was also the normal time to get off work, but it was still much faster than the previous days.
Lao Li originally wanted to open the door, but was stopped by Su Tian.
Su Tian opened the door, took Fu Mingyuan's coat, hung it on the coat rack, and raised a big smile, "Mingyuan, you're back!" ”
Fu Mingyuan's eyes were gloomy and uncertain, but because of her performance, he hooked his lips slightly to dispel a little coldness, "So happy?" ”
Su Tian smiled and said, "I miss you." ”
Fu Mingyuan looked at her, but his eyes crossed Su Tian's head and glanced at Lao Li, Lao Li shook his head, and Fu Mingyuan moved his gaze back.
"Let's wash our hands and eat." Su Tian smiled and pushed Fu Mingyuan to the bathroom, and she herself went into the kitchen to serve the food.
Fu Mingyuan's heart was mixed, he looked at Su Tian's back, washed his hands, and went out with a smile.
Su Tian's cooking has always been very much to his taste, even if Fu Mingyuan is in a low mood these days, he still eats a little more.
Su Tian smiled and served him vegetables, "Eat more, you see you've lost weight." ”
Fu Mingyuan glanced up at her, "Not thin." ”
Su Tian smiled and gave him another bite of food, "Then what have you been busy with these past few days?" ”
Fu Mingyuan ate with chopsticks, and the speed of eating was significantly accelerated, and he said vaguely, "I'm not busy with anything, it's just the company's business." ”
Su Tian sighed, the other party obviously didn't want to tell her. But that's okay, don't say it if you don't want to. Su Tian didn't force it anymore.
She grabbed her fingers and asked tentatively, "Mingyuan, it's the Qingming Festival in two days." ”
Fu Mingyuan didn't look up, "I'm not available." ”
Su Tian lowered her eyebrows, she didn't say anything, "Mingyuan, I want to go back to see my mother and pay respects." ”
Fu Mingyuan's chopsticks fell to the ground and made a sound, startling Su Tian.
"I don't have time for the Qingming Festival, so I won't go back."
Fu Mingyuan glanced at Su Tian deeply and put down the dishes and chopsticks, "I'm full, let's go to the study to look at the documents first." ”
Su Tian looked at the meal he had only taken two bites of, and knew that he was changing the topic, probably because he didn't want to go back with her.
Su Tian finished eating and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks. She had already figured out that even if she was alone, she would go back and take a look. There are no days throughout the year when you can go to worship, so be sure to take advantage of this opportunity.
Those who have passed away may really be able to feel this filial piety.
Su Tian did not dispute with Fu Mingyuan, and the preventive injections he had given himself in advance also played a role at this time. She had long thought that Fu Mingyuan was reluctant to go, so she was not particularly sad.
Su Tian booked a hotel not far from the cemetery in advance, and planned to go out to worship a day in advance. She went alone wearing a big peaked cap and carrying a backpack, without makeup and in a ponytail, much like a student.
The driver accosted her, "Little girl, where are you going?" ”
Su Tian smiled and said, "Go see my mother." ”
The driver leaned on the steering wheel and looked in the rearview mirror, "Oh, your mom doesn't live with you?" ”
Su Tian tugged at the corners of her clothes, "She has been dead for many years. I'm going back to visit the grave this time. ”
The driver's master suddenly realized, after all, there was still a day left before the Qingming Festival, and Su Tian was simply smiling, so he didn't expect this.
He hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, girl, I'm talking nonsense." ”
Su Tian shook his head, obviously not taking it to heart, "It's okay, I don't know if it's raining or not." ”
She turned her head and looked at the foggy sky outside, the dark clouds were pressing down on the city, and it looked very depressing.
The driver felt a little sorry, and when she got out of the car, she specially reduced Su Tian's discount, which made her very embarrassed. But no matter what, the driver didn't charge that fraction, and Su Tian put the money on him.
She took a taxi to the hotel, first swiped her ID card to open the room, rested for a night, and then stretched out of bed and got up.
The service of the hotel is very good, there are self-service dishes, and there are all kinds of snacks in the room. But Su Tian's spirit was so good that he didn't take more than two bites of these foods that he was usually interested in. It's just to fill your stomach.
Su Tian lived on the second floor, and after a simple wash, she packed her luggage, originally planning to stay for one day. After the worship, I went straight home.
The curtains were tightly drawn, and even if there was a ray of light coming in, it was even darker because of the dim weather.
Su Tian packed up her things and suddenly glanced out the window, and there seemed to be a fine and dense rain falling.
She couldn't help but feel melancholy in her heart: Mingyuan is unwilling to accompany me, so what is he doing now?
I guess I'm working. After all, President Fu is a famous super invincible workaholic in the company.
During the Qingming Festival, it rains a lot, and pedestrians on the road want to break their souls.
Su Tian climbed up the mountain step by step, the cemetery was on a mountain that was not too high and not too low, and it could have been taken by taxi. But Su Tian chose to go up step by step.
At this time of year, her mood is not sad, but it is indeed low. On the day of mourning relatives, the mood is a little heavy. Su Tian climbed up step by step, as if telling her mother: I came to see you.
There are small flowers swaying in the wind on the side of the road, and the scenery against this slaughter is even more solemn.
Su Tian slowly climbed up with his bag on his back, far away, and saw dense dots, all of which were tombstones. If you get closer, you'll see the tombstones.
The photos on the tombstones, all of which are gray, represent the passing and parting of people. My mother's posthumous photo is a beautiful photo of her when she was young, and it was her favorite one when she was alive.
Su Tian walked towards her mother's tombstone, reached out and wiped the photo on the tombstone, the person in the photo remained young, with a gentle smile, which perfectly coincided with the image in Su Tian's childhood memory.
Su Tian smiled and said, "Mom, I've come to see you." ”
She reached out and took off the bag on her back, originally wanting to take out the tribute and the flowers she bought for her mother, but suddenly found that on the side of the tombstone, it seemed that someone had already come.
There was a beautiful bouquet of red flowers scattered over there, too beautiful, but also a little weird. Su Tian took out her mobile phone strangely, she didn't know this kind of flower, she took a few photos of this bouquet of flowers, and then searched for it from the Internet.
Su Tian has a habit of reading everything he sees.
"The flower on the other side, growing in hell, symbolizes what you can't ask for forever?" Su Tian exclaimed.
She didn't recognize this kind of flower at first, but at first glance, she felt that it was extremely beautiful and charming, but it was not suitable for sending it to the grave.
Su Tian muttered to herself, "Who sent such a bouquet of flowers to my mother?" Although it is very good-looking, it turns out to be an unlucky flower? ”
Was it intentional or unintentional? Su Tian was puzzled, her mother had passed away for many years, and she hadn't seen anyone put flowers on the side of the tomb before.
Why did you have it this year?
Su Tian put the tribute and flowers she bought in front of the tomb, she folded her hands and prayed, "Mom, if you can hear, I wish you a happy and healthy life." Please also bless me and Mingyuan to be healthy. ”
She bowed deeply to the tombstone, and the picture on the tombstone looked at her with a smile as if she had been alive.
When going down the mountain, Su Tian's steps were much easier. It seems that after really communicating with my mother, I feel comfortable all over. It's like I've thought about a lot of things.
She walked to the security of the cemetery, and there was an extra bouquet of flowers in front of her mother's grave for no apparent reason, and she had to ask to see who the person who gave the flowers was. Could it be that he was a good friend of his mother before his death?
But soon this idea was pressed by her again, Su Tian smiled helplessly, since the family went bankrupt, she has been so depressed, and she doesn't see any old friends to help, not to mention that now that everyone is gone, it is even more impossible.
Su Tian walked to the security office, ready to go in and ask the security guard of the cemetery.