Chapter Forty-Eight: The Night Is Cold

Mu Dian can walk towards Yunjiazhuang. On the surface, he is calm, but he is extremely nervous in his heart.

With Jin Yanchen's cleverness, it is not difficult to guess that Yunjin is crying for the Liu family and crying for the Liu family.

Jin Yanchen hated Liu Sutian to the core, and on the day when he stabbed the enemy, the daughter of his subordinate looked at him with such resentful eyes?

This kind of mood, Mu Dian Ke felt unbearable just thinking about it.

What's more, the current Jin Yanchen is extremely dangerous, and his emotions are completely uncontrollable. If he insisted on killing Yun Jin, Mu Dian couldn't stop him. She wasn't even sure if Jin Yanchen would kill her if she intervened to stop her.

The air is condensed, and the rainy night is cold.

Yun Xiaoyi's face was a little pale, and the Yun family sisters and brothers looked at Jin Yanchen nervously, no one dared to speak, afraid that if they said something wrong, it would lead things out of control.

Mu Dianke paused, turned around and said, "Don't you keep up?" ”

Yun Jin hesitated for a moment and raised his heel.

Jin Yanchen watched the figures of the two disappear one after another in the night that the torches could not illuminate, and finally did not say anything.

Yun Xiaoyi knelt down with tears: "Please also ask the sixth prince to forgive the little girl for being confused and ignorant." ”

This time, Jin Yanchen didn't reach out to touch him, his expression was cold, and he turned around and strode into the night.

Mudian can stand in a cloister. The wind lanterns under the eaves of the corridor are hung in rows, quiet and quiet, not bright, but enough to see. I could see that Yunjin's eyes were swollen like peach pits.

Yun Jin did cry well tonight.

No matter how the Liu family bullied, they were also the in-laws of Yunjiazhuang.

For Yunjin, who doesn't know the truth, every bit of care and courtesy of the Liu family is precious, and it needs to be repaid with sincerity. Those were people who had been close and acquainted. It was all gone overnight. How could she not be distressed?

Mu Dianke turned his head and quietly looked at the chaotic rain shadows outside the corridor, which were almost crazy, and was silent for a long time, and asked, "It's painful, right?" ”

Yun Jin didn't speak, and Mu Dianke replied by himself: "How can it not be painful." ”

She looked fixedly out of the corridor, her voice a little hollow and a little light: "I remember that day, the weather was very cold, the ground was frozen hard, and there was a thick frost skin. It was supposed to be snowing, but I don't know why, God held his breath and just refused to come down. Large clouds were piled up in the sky like lead lumps. But I feel that those lead lumps are pressing on my heart......"

She paused, her voice choked up, and she couldn't continue: "...... Do you know how that feels? You can't even cry...... I followed my mother out of the carriage, and as soon as I got out of the curtain, she screamed and turned around to cover my eyes.

I never thought that a person could shake like that, and I saw the familiar faces between my mother's trembling fingers.

……

I know every face, and I don't know each other. They became black, purple, white and gray in many colors. Every face was hideous and horrible, telling me about their pain before they died...... Some of them were bitten by poisonous insects, and they rotted out a big hole, and they couldn't even recognize who it was...... My fourth cousin usually likes to make fun of me the most, and he is also the person who loves me the most except for my sixth cousin. When I found him, I saw that all his teeth had been knocked out, and his mouth and face were covered in blood...... Cousin Nishang is the best at dancing, and the third aunt praises her waist as soft as a wicker on a tree. But ......"

Mu Dianke's voice was crying, but he gritted his teeth and insisted: "Have you ever seen a wicker like that? There were stomachs hanging on it, and broken hearts. In order to distract his grandfather, he Liu Sutian called himself a hero, but he used such cruel means to torture a nine-year-old girl to death...... And Little Fourteen, who was only two years old when he died, was pressed into a tank of water and drowned, and his mouth was full of moss......"

Mu Dianke seemed to be unbearable, rushed out of the corridor, looked up at the sky, the rain washed down, and there was no trace of tears.

She gritted her teeth, her throat rolling, and it was a long time before she could speak again, and her voice returned to its usual coldness, with a bitter hatred bursting out from between her teeth: "At that time, I told myself in my heart, no matter who these people were, where they hid. In this life, I will pull them out and cut them out of the heavens and the earth.

The Buddha forgives all sentient beings, and the saints are compassionate. But I'm just an ordinary person. I can become a demon, I can go to hell, but I won't let go of any of these people. ”

Yun Jin's tears also flowed.

Mu Dianke turned around suddenly, his eyes were cold, and his voice was as cold as iron and ice, piercing people's bone marrow: "When did you say that you would retrige grievances, then why are you here with me?" If I hurt anyone's heart, then let them come and kill me. As long as they are killed, I will not cry out for grievances. ”

These words are for Yun Jin, if you want to be upset for the Liu family, you can come and kill me, as long as you have that ability.

Yun Jin's affection for the Liu family was certainly not enough for her to kill Mu Dianke for the Liu family, nor was it enough for her to ask her father, brother and sister for an explanation.

How much more is who is right and who is wrong?

Yun Jin looked up at the sky, and the heavy rain fell like a heavy curtain from the sky. The dim light reflects the water curtain, illuminating the dark sky into a translucent piece, and the junction of the light and the night is a large patch of dim and mottled with a gray background.

In the past, she thought that the day was white, and the night should be dark, but in the end, she was young and inexperienced, and she didn't know that the things of this world were so complicated, how could she be able to tell all right and wrong in a few words?

Yun Jin said, "I'm sorry. ”

She has not experienced the pain of others, arbitrarily judging people right and wrong, and condemning people, it is indeed her misconduct.

Mu Dian didn't accept Yun Jin's apology, and his voice was a little cold: "Don't show this kind of emotion in front of the sixth prince in the future, he will really kill you." ”

After saying this, she walked away without looking back.

Yun Jin thought to himself, the moment he turned around just now, Mu Dianke's eyes must have wanted to kill her, right?

For the first time, Yun Jin felt that the rights and wrongs in his heart were blurred, and he no longer had a position or persistence.

She returned to Feixia Courtyard in a daze, just in time for Xu Younan to come to Yun Xiaoyi to get wine.

Yun Xiaoyi hid six jars of bitter mash in the cellar, which was given to him by a master who was proficient in winemaking in Yongde Lane, Changping, in the year when the Jin family was destroyed. He was reluctant to drink it, so he took it all the way to Gusu and stored it for almost ten years.

It's a good old wine that smells good for ten miles when you open the lid.

Xu Younan smiled: "Ten years is a good number, I will send someone to get it when the situation is right." ”

Yun Xiaoyi felt a shudder in his heart when he looked at this beautiful elder with a refined demeanor.

No matter how deep the city is, there will always be some emotions that can't be hidden. For example, Mu Dianke, when talking about some topics she wants to avoid, she will habitually lower her eyes, and her long eyelashes will be lowered to cover the emotions in her eyes, which is unpredictable.

But this Elder Xu is not a question of whether he can figure it out, but he is simply unpredictable.

He was laughing all the time, smiling so gently and pleasantly, like a spring breeze, that you don't know if he was happy or angry, sad or otherwise. Nothing that is said properly, what is done properly or not, cannot get any reaction from him.

People always have an instinctive fear of the unknown.

Xu Younan smiled and went to fetch the wine, he walked for a while before Yun Xiaoyi remembered that he hadn't told him where the cellar where the wine was stored. Yun Yang smiled: "You don't have to worry about this, this elder is in charge of the Intelligence Palace, and people who have been dead for decades can be dug out of the ground by him, not to mention a few jars of wine?" ”

Yun Xiaoyi looked at the eldest daughter who was newly widowed but smiling like a flower, his heart was terrified, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't open his mouth after all.

As a father, he is ashamed of this matter after all. Yun Yang'er is better than crying if nothing happens, right?

Yun Yang asked again: "Dad, is it really the holy girl who pretends to be Yun Lin?" Why don't you remind me? ”

Yun Xiaoyi said: "The girl won't let me say it, can I say it?" Saying that, I couldn't help but be a little annoyed: "I thought you were a sensible person, but I didn't expect to be so impotent...... And your mother, fortunately, the girl is magnanimous, and I will take her back from the temple and no longer pursue her. But-" He changed his words, his tone was serious and calm, and he said: "It is the master's business to be lenient, and those who are slaves must know how to be grateful, and they must not be arrogant." Later, you follow me to Qingpingju to kowtow to the girl and confess your guilt. He glared back at Yun Feng: "And you, just with the ugly words you scolded, it is not too much to slap you a few times." ”

Yun Feng said unconvinced: "Didn't you say that she is just the righteous sister of the sixth son, what kind of master is it?" ”

Yun Jin was silent on the side.

Yun Xiaoyi said angrily: "The master is not the master, how can you have the final say." Even if she is not the master, she is the saintess of the Ming Palace, how many heads do you have enough for her to cut off? ”