My name is Su Yu, and someone once told me a fortune that there would be three men in my life, but up to now, I have only had two men.

Seven years ago, my first love Jiang Chuan and I were admitted to the university in this city, looking forward to a bright future in this big city.

On the night of our first anniversary, he and I had our first taste of the forbidden fruit in our rented car, when a tanker truck crashed into me, and I was thrown to the side of the green belt, watching him be engulfed in flames.

Although we didn't reach the end of our development at that time, I have resisted men and women ever since.

Later, I met my current husband Yang Wei, who accompanied me out of that shadow and promised me that he would not touch me until I got engaged.

Now that I'm engaged, I put on my sexy pajamas that night and wanted to give myself to him, but he didn't bother to turn off the lights, threw me on the bed, and kissed me around the neck.

Suddenly, a piercing whistle sounded in my ears, as well as the bloody picture in my mind, and the abrupt "Su Yu ......"

I suddenly trembled, and the whole person subconsciously curled up together, and violently pushed away Yang Wei who was lying on top of me.

My brain was numb and I was covered in cold sweat, and I still couldn't accept it......

Yang Wei hugged me, and I could feel his low breathing, but he just hugged me tightly.

Finally, I hugged Yang Wei and sighed in a hoarse voice: "Tomorrow, you take me to the hospital tomorrow." ”

Yang Wei's body was stunned, but he still agreed.

The excitement was gone, Yang Wei turned his back to me, and there was no wedding night in the bedroom.

I thought that this pimple in my heart was unsolvable, but I didn't expect that when I was half asleep, I suddenly heard someone calling me.

Su Yu ...... Su Yu ......"

I was startled, opened my eyes suddenly, and saw a strange and extremely familiar face looking at me with a smile, he hooked his lips slightly, and the voice that made me think about it for seven years and read it for seven years suddenly sounded: "Su Yu, long time no see." ”

Jiang Chuan?

How could he be here, isn't he already dead?!

I opened my mouth wide, I didn't know whether I was surprised or delighted, and I wanted to ask him what was going on.

Jiang Chuan stretched out his hand and gently touched my face, with a look of pity: "Su Yu, do you know how much I suffered in order to come back to see you?" ”

Feeling Jiang Chuan's cold touch, I was excited, my lips opened and closed, and I trembled for a while before I said, "You, how did you come back?" ”

I didn't get an answer from Jiang Chuan, he kissed it straight away.

Jiang Chuan's movements were so gentle that my head was even blank for a moment, and I passively accepted him, only feeling like a drowning fish, unable to breathe.

Just as I was indulging in this kiss, I suddenly felt a strange feeling in my heart, which I had never experienced since that time.

I was a little panicked, but my heart was expecting and longing for Jiang Chuan, and at the same time, my heart was beating faster.

"Su Yu, you're still so shy."

Jiang Chuan's embarrassing words sounded in my ears, which made me even more ashamed, and I turned my head not to look at Jiang Chuan, but I didn't expect to see Yang Wei who was sleeping on the side.

My heart was cold...... I'm engaged......

Jiang Chuan saw me turn his head, and instantly dragged back my thoughts: "Do you want your husband to know my status in your heart?" ”

"You!"

"Don't deny it, I know you've always had me in your heart." Jiang Chuan's cold breath blew in my ears, "I understand you." ”

Jiang Chuan is right, my heart has actually yielded, this kind of feeling makes my heart messy, of course, I won't say it.

Thanks to Jiang Chuan, I had no sleep all night, and I heard the birdsong at seven o'clock.

I got up, my eyes were a little lost looking out of the window, although Jiang Chuan had already left, but I savored the feeling, wave after wave of afterwave made me a little addicted.

When I came back to my senses, I covered my face with shame, what the hell am I doing, I'm already engaged, how can I still think about my ex.

However, the feeling in my heart was something that Yang Wei had never brought me, and thinking of this, I lowered my head again.

……

At seven o'clock in the morning, Yang Wei called me up and took me to the hospital, but I never expected to meet the legendary psychiatrist in the hospital.

On the way to the Municipal People's Hospital, Yang Wei proudly showed me off, now that his position is high, someone sent an "expert appointment number" to please him under a phone call.

I smiled bitterly, these days, gifts are given so obscurely, it's really hard for those who want to climb up.

"Don't be nervous, I'll inquire about it all, and I'll cooperate with the doctor's examination in a while." Yang Wei comforted me and led me to the outpatient clinic.

I felt a little uneasy and asked, "Is this Dr. Wang really reliable?" ”

"Don't worry, this doctor is much better than other hospitals." Yang Wei said casually.

"You've been here?" When I heard this, my heart jumped, this sentence is very informative.

After Yang Wei finished speaking, he knew that he had said the wrong thing, and with an embarrassed face, he said that his colleague asked him to help with the appointment number, and he happened to give him another ride on the way.

I nodded, I just got married, so I won't meet the junior right away.

Pushed open the door, entered the outpatient clinic, and when I saw the doctor's appearance, I shouted: "Yang Wei, why is this a male doctor?" ”

Yang Wei was also a little embarrassed when he saw the male doctor, and said, "It may be Dr. Wang's students, all the same." ”

"Well, if you can't believe me, the family can stay and watch." The male doctor said.

Hearing this, I was relieved, at least Yang Wei was still by my side.

The male doctor opened the medical record, looked up at me, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I was a little embarrassed and stammered in reply.

The male doctor looked at me and understood more or less in his heart.

"Yes......"

The male doctor nodded and said to me, "Sit down there and we'll talk." ”

My heart pounded because of his words.

Yang Wei stood next to me, I don't know if I was wrong, or if there was really an impatient look in his eyes.

The psychologist's questions go from being informative to getting straight to the point.

I was a little embarrassed to answer the doctor's question, and an inexplicable grievance came out of my heart.

Suddenly, I felt as if Jiang Chuan was standing next to the psychiatrist, looking directly at me.

"Shhhh

I was excited, staggered Jiang Chuan's gaze, and I was instantly relieved to see the doctor writing a report on the side.

After getting out of bed, I said to Yang Wei, "I'm done checking, let's go!" ”

Yang Wei looked at me, and after getting the tacit approval of the psychiatrist, he led me out of the office.

And I didn't dare to turn my head to look at Jiang Chuan again.

I had mixed feelings and didn't know how to measure it or how to do it.

In the car, Yang Wei repeatedly confirmed to me whether he had gotten rid of the shadows, and I had to tell him in an affirmative tone that it was okay now.

Hearing my affirmation, Yang Wei's eyes lit up and he couldn't wait to rush home.

After arriving home, Yang Wei opened a bottle of red wine, and in the romantic music, with the strength of the wine, he hugged me and bowed his head and kissed.

But this kiss, I found that the resistance in my heart has not been reduced by half.

Falling from the clouds to the trough, before it begins, you know the ending.

I tried to remember what the psychiatrist said in the hospital, but I really couldn't get the slightest interest.

When Yang Wei touched my neckline, the disgust in my heart was about to overflow.

Fortunately, the ringing mobile phone rescued me, I avoided Yang Wei and picked up the phone in a panic.

It was the first time that the director of the company thanked the leader like this and saved me from fire and water at a critical moment.

The leader's voice was slightly angry, "Do you know that there is a meeting in the afternoon?" Give you an hour and appear in front of me right away! ”

Didi sounded, and the leader hung up the phone after speaking.

I sighed deliberately, and then looked at Yang Wei, his face was ugly.

I raised my phone and said cautiously: "The phone of the company's leaders, don't dare not answer it!" ”

Yang Wei didn't speak, but sat at the head of the bed with his back to me and smoked.

I don't like the smell of smoke, he used to avoid me and smoke, but now he swallows the smoke in front of me.

Holding back the discomfort, I moved to his side and hugged him from behind: "I'm sorry, let's try again." ”

But Yang Wei's body shook, pushed me aside, and said coldly: "Forget it." ”

"Yang Wei!" I can't believe that he, who loves me so much, would push me away at such a time.

Yang Wei was stunned for a moment, and seemed to react, he hugged me in a panic, and said busily I love you.

In his apology, I relented and said that I would go to the company first.

After speaking, I turned around and went into the bathroom, and tears poured out unscrupulously through the sound of running water.

Yang Wei pushed away my expression at that moment, and I saw that he already disliked me.