Chapter 121: I'm Worried About You
Jiang Zuo tilted his head to look at him, his face did not change in the slightest, and he began to look into the distance again, and asked him in a light tone: "What do you say?" ”
Zhang Jianhong's heart was cold, knowing that he had no hope, he hung his head to hide his loss and despair, and whispered:
"I know you're not satisfied with this matter with the two of us~ I'm not handsome, and I'm still old. Although it is a little bit of money, it is not enough to see compared to those rich people outside. ”
"But I'll try. As long as you marry me, in the days to come, even if I suffer and suffer, I will let you live a good life.
After you become my daughter-in-law, you don't have to work so hard outside, as long as you take our son well and honor my parents, I will be good to you. ”
"A woman doesn't need to marry well, she wants to marry happily. Although I don't dare to guarantee that you can live the life you want, I will do my best to not let you suffer. ”
His head was slowly raised, his gaze fell obsessively on the side of her face, and he said slowly:
"I don't have a high level of education, I dropped out of junior high school, but I know that men have to be good to women. I used to think about making money and saving money to marry a daughter-in-law, but in the end, there was nothing. ”
With a few vicissitudes in his eyes, his gaze finally followed her direction.
"When I was a child, I didn't know how to make women happy, and people didn't want to marry me, so I didn't have a daughter-in-law when I was so old.
It's still too bad to think about yourself. Jiang Zuo, I know that I asked you to marry you, you are very aggrieved.
But what's the solution? Can you disobey your parents? No matter how good the outside world is, one day you will still get married.
People outside are very attentive and always like to find other women. It's different if you marry me, I will be wholeheartedly devoted to you, and I will never find a mistress, and I will not divorce you. ”
"Do you think that's what I care about?"
The corners of Jiang Zuo's mouth were painted a little solemn. There was some calmness and self-control in her eyes that transcended her age, and there was incomparable charm in her calm face.
Zhang Jianhong's eyes flashed with surprise, and he stared at her blankly.
"That~ what is that?"
"I don't care about these mundane things. What I want is to simply find someone and live for the rest of my life.
It's really a dream to eat delicacies from the mountains and seas, but I can also afford to sleep in the open. Over the years, many things have been experienced. Maybe I've been troubled by money, and even thought, I hate the world. ”
But later, with the passage of time, I seemed to understand a little, a thorough understanding, that the meaning of life is salvation, not demand and luxury.
Of course, everyone wants to go up, and I am no exception. ”
"But when that's just a fantasy, the bar is lowered. Some people live as a luxury, not to mention the greedy pursuit of money, fame and fortune.
Uncle Zhang, if you feel like you're a person, you shouldn't pull me into your life. ”
"We are not originally people of the world. Whether it's age or the mental world, it seems unlikely that the thoughts~ will come together. Besides~"
Her eyes were suddenly dotted with wisps of tenderness, and the cold face of that person appeared in her mind.
"In my heart, there is a person. Although I don't want to admit it, I really can't forget him. Whether it's the benefactor who saved me from life and death, or the destined person I met in Pingshui, I want to give up and don't want to go deeper. ”
Or maybe it's the first person you see after you come back to life, and it always makes people's hearts skip a beat, right? Can you imagine that it is a kind of heartbeat after being moved?
Perhaps, yes.
The color in her eyes was really eye-catching, and she was almost about to take away the darkness in Zhang Jianhong's heart. But how can it be?
finally got the promise that a family who doesn't love their daughter and wants money, how can they give up so easily?
Why is it that there is so-called love in the eyes of these people, and in his world, it will be a mess, and no one will put him in their hearts? This is how unfair the world is.
"Want to fulfill you?" His smile was triumphant and hateful:
"How is that possible? Jiang Zuo, since your parents have the final say, what are you thinking about doing here? ”
What so-called love and liking are just talking about deceiving people like them. Line
In the past, it was because of naivety that I thought that there was a person who would not run to him because of everything outside. But what about all these years? How or not?
It's just that when I was young, I was too simple and ignorant.
His fingers clenched, and he said in a suppressed voice: "You are still young now, and you don't understand the darkness of this society at all.
Who is it worth your wait? Does he love you? Even if I love you now, does it mean that you are the only one in my mind in the future?
In the future, he will have other women and abandon you. I advise you that it is better not to be with him, every man outside is good. ”
"Huh!" The corners of Jiang Zuo's mouth were mocking for the first time, but he didn't give him a look.
"How your life is, I don't think I have a reason to judge. Like, what happens to the person I love, what will happen in the future, that's my business.
Happiness is my choice, and I will accept all the pain. Adults should not be overly idealistic or extremist.
What kind of person he is, I think I should know better than you. ”
Zhang Jianhong's face was unwilling, but he still struggled and said: "Even if you say so, you can't deny the fact that he is not a good person." ”
Asking people all the way in, Su Ling's heart seemed to be burning. From Jiang Zuo's eyes and tone yesterday, he seemed to guess that her relationship with her family was not very good. asked Yu Laosan on the way, and only then did she fully understand her situation.
No wonder she resisted herself so much.
He was more sympathetic to her position. But even so, he didn't want to leave her side, she needed his presence even more. encountered that kind of thing when she was young, which shows that the family has indeed not given her the warmth she deserves.
So, when she goes home this time, she should be very helpless and desperately need him.
Driving from the country road, he stopped from time to time to ask where Jiang Zuo's house was.
Fortunately, the people here are simple, constantly pointing out the way for him, and with the reliability of the navigation, he really found her person.
His car stopped, and he looked at the person sitting at the door with his hair in a daze, and the worry in his heart gradually calmed down, but the feeling of the fawn crashing into it became stronger and stronger.
She was no different from usual, except that today she unexpectedly wore a hat. The hat he was thinking about taking her out of the ward to enjoy. When she left, she really came back wearing it.
The big stone in his heart suddenly fell, and his eyes remained motionless on her leisurely figure. Her face is thinner than before, and her contours are now more defined and three-dimensional.
has a handsome appearance, but with a woman's softness, constantly hitting his eyeballs.
He thought about it a lot, so he ran over and hugged her into his arms, hugged her fiercely, and branded her into his body, so that he would not face separation, and he would not be at a loss.
Occasionally, Jiang Zuo felt a gaze lock on him. Her heart pounded and she looked over there.
When she met those eyes, her hands curled up unconsciously, and the clarity in her real vision turned hazy and fell straight on the person's body.
Zhang Jianhong also looked over there. Since the quarrel just now, the atmosphere between them has also changed to silence.
The other party ignored him completely, and he didn't want to be disgusted, so they all stopped.
This atmosphere was suppressed for a long time, and some of it made him breathless. However, it was now this scene that suddenly made his heart explode.
The god-like handsome man was attracting the attention of the man beside him, and he was swept into the dust without any pressure, so cowardly that he did not dare to come out.
Jiang Zuo hadn't eased his mind yet, and Su Ling had already walked in front of him.
He reached out and stroked the top of her head gently, and at that moment, his image suddenly became tall, and goosebumps appeared all over her body, shaking her bones numb.
"What? Aren't you afraid of touching my injuries? It hurts. She winked and smiled softly.
Su Ling's throat was blocked, and he swallowed unconsciously.
Her tone was noticeably different from before, as if something was scratching his heart.
"It doesn't hurt." Although he said this, knowing that she was joking, he quickly withdrew his hand and said with a smile:
"Why don't you say a word when you leave? I'm worried about you. ”