Yu Sheng is not dead.

Ah Yan is her only child, the only hope, the child died, and she naturally had no desire to live.

But she had to find a place for Ah Yan to bury her first.

The older generation said that if people die and are not buried, eternal life cannot be exceeded, so Ah Yan will not be able to reincarnate.

She didn't believe in this before.

But for now, she prefers to believe it's true.

In this way, Ah Yan can be reincarnated into the home of his parents, and he will no longer be called a wild seed, and he will no longer be blinded and tortured.

The pain of the heart attack was so great that she almost fainted several times. Yu Sheng knew that the night attendants outside had been bought by Yu Sirou, and no one would give her medicine, and no one would take care of her.

She can only bear the pain by herself!

She bit her lip and let the blood fill the water, and the dark walls reflected her face, white as paper, and her mouth full of blood, like a ghost!

In order to stay awake, she put her arms on the rough railing and scraped, those sharp iron sheets pierced her skin, and the originally smooth and beautiful arms were filled with blood and scars little by little, and she could no longer see the original appearance.

Drops of blood, drop by drop, rolled down to the floor, condensing into a dark red stream of blood, refracting the light of death.

Such precious blood, just like that, was wasted.

Yu Sheng was found in a pool of blood when she was on duty, motionless, lifeless, but still breathing.

Because of the presence of the day shift staff, the prison guards who received Yu Sirou's benefits on the night shift did not dare to do anything, so they could only send her to the hospital.

When Gu Simu rushed to the hospital, Yu Sheng had just come out of the emergency room. There was not a single intact piece of skin on her hands and legs, all of which were bloodstained.

Her face was so white and transparent that it seemed to dissipate at any moment, and her beautiful lips lost their brilliance. The slender body falls under the quilt, and it is negligibly light.

When did she become so thin?

Yu Sheng's appearance made Gu Simu frightened, and the doctor's words made him feel even more pain.

The doctor said that when she was found, she was covered in wounds, bleeding everywhere, and the blood on her body was almost gone.

Yu Sheng is most afraid of pain, her nerves are more sensitive than ordinary people, even if she just cuts a small incision, it will hurt to tears.

With so many injuries and so much blood, how did she survive?

I can't imagine!

"Find out who abused her!" He coldly issued an order to Zou Yan. Whoever dares to hurt her must pay the price!

Zou Yan didn't move, "The monitoring shows that she self-harmed, probably ...... Wanting to kill yourself. ”

"Suicide?" Hearing this, Gu Simu's body shook violently, as if he was frightened by something, and the whole person was not in a good state!

Gu Simu never thought that such a girl who was afraid of pain would commit suicide one day. It must be that Ah Yan's death brought her too much stimulation!

But he didn't want her to die!

The thought of her almost dying last night made his heart tug at an endless pain!

He felt like the whole world had collapsed.

"Shengsheng, if you want to live, I don't care about anything, as long as you live!" Hugging her tight, he whispered.

As long as she is willing to live, he is even willing to give up his grandmother's hatred!

Gu Simu knew that he had no position like this, but he really couldn't watch her disappear into this world!

After all, he underestimated his love for her!

Yu Sheng slowly woke up in his embrace, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Simu's red eyes.

In the past, she would have held his face and felt distressed, asking him what was wrong. But now, her heart is numb and she can no longer care about others.

She slowly propped herself up, trying to get up.

Gu Simu finally realized that she had woken up, and her face showed joy, "You are still very weak, don't move, I'll give you whatever you want." ”

He deliberately made his voice very soft.

"No need." Yu Sheng pushed him away distantly, slid off the bed with difficulty, hugged the small urn at the head of the bed, and walked out crookedly.

Her body was really hurting. The scratched places are hot, and every step is like dancing on the tip of a knife.

But so what?

No amount of pain can match Ah Yan's pain, the way he was helpless and struggling on the hospital bed alone, she wanted to hurt once.

She couldn't move her legs, almost dragging her stump on the ground with each step, but she still stubbornly moved forward step by step.

Some of the wounds were torn and oozing blood, and the gauze was immediately wet, imprinting a blinding red.

She didn't care.

Ah Yan is dead, and there is no difference between her life and death.

Gu Simu followed all the time.

He couldn't stand it anymore, so he hugged her, "Where are you going, I'll take you there." ”

Yu Sheng shook his head slightly, his body still maintained a forward posture, and his big eyes looked ahead blankly, extremely empty.

"Don't stop me, please, I'm going to send Ah Yan and find him a good place." Her voice was low and weak, without any strength. She didn't cry or make trouble, she just repeated these few words, over and over again.

In this way, she is even more heart-wrenching, Gu Simu is so sour that her bones are astringent, and her whole heart seems to have been soaked in chili water, and the pain is unbearable. He could only hug her tighter, "It's okay if Ah Yan leaves, let's get married and have more children." ”

Yu Sheng shook his head weakly.

"Don't, don't, I just need Ah Yan."

She never wants any more children, and the children will only suffer with her when they are born. Ah Yan is enough to bear this tragic fate.

Gu Simu had no choice but to take Yu Sheng to the cemetery.

She knelt on the ground, dug a small cave for Ah Yan herself, and carefully carried his ashes into it. Her eyes were dyed with tenderness, as if she was not holding ashes, but a sleeping child.

After the urn was placed, she carefully sprinkled soil on it. She didn't dare to sprinkle too thick, she was afraid that it would be too thick, Ah Yan couldn't breathe, and she was afraid that his soul would be inconvenient to enter and exit, so she wouldn't be able to reincarnate better in time.

After doing this, she lowered her head and kissed the ground where Ah Yan was buried, and a string of tears slipped through her big eyes in ignorance, and she was so sad that she didn't even make a sound.

It was getting dark, and the setting sun was falling on her thin shoulders, lonely and desolate.

Gu Simu had been quietly watching her every move, his nostrils were sour, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.

Every movement of her, every look of her eyes, hooked his heart, and the pain was unbearable.

At this time, he really wanted to bear all the pain instead of Yu Sheng, even if he would never be born!

"Yu Sheng, let's go home." It took him a moment before he walked over, gently grabbed her shoulder, and whispered.

Her shoulders were so thin that only a handful of bones remained, so thin that they could break with a slight force.

Where did his beloved Shengsheng, who had no heart and lungs and had a baby fat, go?

I want to ...... Get her back.

Yu Sheng gently withdrew his hand and said "um", "You go ahead." ”

Her willingness to go home is a great surprise for Gu Simu, which means that she accepts herself again?

It was too cold and he was worried about her getting sick.

He nodded, didn't argue with her, and stepped out. He didn't dare to walk too fast, for fear that she wouldn't be able to keep up, and as he walked, he thought about how to make her happy.

It's just that he didn't hear her movement after walking far away, and he couldn't help but look back.

The moment he turned back, his face suddenly changed color.