Chu Xuan said: "I lay in bed for a few days, I didn't want to and couldn't get up, how the desperate love was hurting my heart every second, the intense pain made me even lose the will to live, I lay down until my family was shocked that I was infected with an unknown serious illness and wanted to send me to the hospital, only to get up from the bed, and then, another predicament immediately confined me.

It was as soon as I got out of bed, and a crazy thought stuck in my heart, and the thought simply repeated over and over again: I want to see you, I want to see you, I just want to see you.

I argued with myself for a day and a night, but at last I couldn't resist the desire to see you, and finally, I told myself (although I knew that I was lying to myself, I only wanted to see you one last time.

I cleaned up a little before I saw myself in the mirror, how surprised I was at the great change in my whole appearance, I was not a handsome boy in the first place, and the large number of tears and the lack of peace of mind in the past few days had made me lose the only handsome brilliance. I was haggard, but at the time, I was not in a position to take care of it, and the only thing I wanted was to see you again no matter what.

I miss you, in this quiet night, in this trickling music. I want to tell you what I've wanted to say for a long time, but I haven't said anything from my heart to you. Okay, the night is very quiet, and I can't be quiet, maybe that's what I miss you

Why do I think of you like this? Tonight's full moon, here's my sentence: It's good to know you! I feel that missing you is a kind of happiness, but also a kind of pain, which can be regarded as sweet pain. There are billions of people in the world, and I just met you, is this a kind of fate? There are hundreds of millions of people on the Internet, and I miss you, is this a preference? I used to meet me and didn't end up there, but I just longed to see you, is that a special passion? I can't tell. All I know is that you have a different kind of essence that attracts me, makes me feel precious, and makes me feel that I should cherish you.

There are many emotions that cannot be expressed in words, and I am the same for you. So I can only express it with the old saying that countless people have said for thousands of years - I really, really miss you...... I want to give you a lot, but I ask myself, am I going to give you what you need? Will you accept it? Oh, yes. In addition to love, in addition to missing, in addition to caring. Thoughtful and blessed, I don't seem to have anything more for you. So I'm ashamed. But I think you're one of the billions of people in the world, so you're very rare to me, and I feel like I should cherish you and everything you've given me anyway, no matter what. You know? You've drawn me to it.

What do I mean by that? Let's put it this way, you make me full of passion, let me go back to the hometown of my dreams, when the love was first opened. I've asked myself over and over again, what is it about you that makes me so obsessed with it? I could scarcely find an answer that satisfied me, and then I had to explain that I owed you a lot of love debt in my life, and now it is due, and it is time to return it to you. I know this explanation is very secular . It's nothing, but I can't find a more appropriate reason.

I guess this is something that can only be understood, not spoken. So I have always had an expectation of you, an inexplicable restlessness, an inexpressible complex. So I had a desire to see you, very strong, very strong... I longed to meet you because you had a unique charm for me, and I wanted to see what kind of person I was thinking about. I long to see you, and I want to give you a lot, even though those are not important to you, and may not be needed. But I want to give you, the best for you.

Maybe we're just passing by and never visible. In this case, I can only hide my love for you in the bottom of my heart.

If one day, I suddenly disappear from your eyes, then please open this page often, here is my eternal, most sincere wish to you! In that case, you just have to remember that there was once one who liked you. And just keep liking your people.

If one day I suddenly disappear, it's because I like you too much. I miss you so much... Oh, yes! There are many things that there is no way around. Actually, I really just want to bring a lifetime of emotion to both of us in public time... Can you understand?

Before I met you, I didn't know what was real, and the love I misunderstood was a very unreliable thing, as fragile as a glass ball, and it would shatter when touched. Just as the shattering of my first love was a very heavy blow to me, the whole person seemed to be locked in a black box, facing endless darkness and loneliness every day. But your appearance is like a light, quietly breaking a small gap in the darkness, so more light penetrates, and the darkness gradually disappears, which makes me re-nourished by love, and the world is full of warmth.

Heaven, let me meet you, at the best of times.

Since I was with you, you have become the sun in my heart, shining on my whole world, a long period of sunshine and warmth is born from you, and a moment of yin has also fallen because of you. You don't realize how important it is to me, but I know that without you, I wouldn't be who I am. In just nearly 100 days, I clearly feel that you have integrated into mine, and I don't want to be separated from you for even a moment.

With you, you are stable.

Also from you, I have more and more expectations. I believe in the incomparable magic of love, and I believe in the huge energy that can be generated between lovers, and I have turned from believing to expectation, expectation to solidify, and look forward to eternal love. If you can, I just wish that time would freeze in the second I embraced you, quietly, you are my world.

I remember you once said that if I leave you one day, it must not be that I don't love you anymore. If you really have to face that day, I implore you to think again, if love is still there. But anyway, I'll always be there.

I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love.

Dear, do you know, there is a kind of flower in this world, it has two pedicles on one flower stem, and two flowers, it is a lotus, and people often call it a concentric hibiscus. Those two peanuts come from the same root and belong to the same root, you have me, I have you, they are an inseparable whole of life.

Two flowers bloom, I only hope that you and I will each have a branch, and we will never be separated.

The Buddha said that it took 500 times to look back in the past life in exchange for the passing of this life. From this point of view, in this vast world, to be able to meet and love each other, I think it is because I have met all the strength in my previous life to find it. So, this life was finally found. Greek mythology also states that in the beginning, man was an animal with two hands and four legs, and the Creator, fearing that man would be too intelligent, cut him down with a sword.