Chapter 270: What to Do with Me
Cheng Jiayi looked at her with her mouth open, even if she knew in her heart that she had a strong element, she couldn't say anything to her.
Du Yiyi hurriedly said: "Mom, who would think so much at that time." ”
Professor Still looked at Cheng Jiayi and said softly but resolutely: "Jiayi has thought about it. You've thought about it when you talked about it after watching the apocalypse. I also thought about going home after what happened to me at school.
Everything, you've thought about it in your minds. I haven't seen those, but I've heard the little nurses in the hospital talk about it. Jiayi, you have always wanted to be a hero, an extraordinary hero. ”
Cheng Jiayi only felt that the blood poured into her head all of a sudden, and her face was hot.
"No, Jiayi is not. At that time, I was very panicked and ...... after killing people," Du Yiyi suddenly stopped.
"Yes. So, what I want to say is that the environment, the experience, the expectations of the heart will change people. Crystals may not be as scary as you think. The professor still said softly.
Du Yiyi looked at it one by one, and then at Cheng Jiayi, he suddenly felt that his mother was right, but he was unwilling to admit that he was wrong.
He once again recalled the bits and pieces with Cheng Jiayi, and he didn't think he was wrong. Some things can only be felt when you are in the scene.
Cheng Jiayi will never take risks just because he wants to be a hero. Absolutely not. Du Yiyi suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have let his mother hear this.
Du Yiyi really didn't expect his mother to think so much about Cheng Jiayi.
How can Cheng Jiayi be a hero? He remembered that Cheng Jiayi stood in front of him again and again, blocking danger for him. No, Cheng Jiayi is definitely not here to be a hero, she just knows that she can stop it.
He looked at Cheng Jiayi with apologies, and his eyes unconsciously showed pleading. He didn't even know what to plead for himself.
Is it begging Cheng Jiayi to forgive his mother's words? Is it to beg Cheng Jiayi not to be sad?
The flush on Cheng Jiayi's face gradually disappeared, she lowered her eyes and looked at the ground, looked at her and Du Yiyi's toes, and thought about herself.
She really wants to be a hero? In order to be a hero, can you care about your own life and death?
No. No.
She does want to be a hero, but she won't care about her life and death just because she wants to be a hero.
Cheng Jiayi raised her head and looked at Professor Still calmly: "Auntie, I also hope it's not the crystal's reason." ”
The professor still looked at Cheng Jiayi, as if she wanted to know if Cheng Jiayi's words came from her heart, but in Cheng Jiayi's expression, she didn't see any reluctance.
Whether it is Du Yiyi's words or Professor Li's analysis, Cheng Jiayi has taken it to heart.
Whoever said it made some sense, and even she didn't know if what she was doing was the influence of crystals or the environment.
The professor still appeased Cheng Jiayi a few more words, and then found an excuse to leave.
"Jiayi, don't worry about my mother's words." As soon as the door was closed, Du Yiyi said eagerly.
Cheng Jiayi glanced at Du Yi and said thoughtfully: "It's strange, if my father said this, I would definitely be angry, your mother said, I really didn't take it to heart." ”
After a pause, he said: "It is probably that it is always difficult for people to tolerate their relatives' misunderstandings about them, and they always value the thoughts of their relatives. ”
Although these words were still put in someone else's position, which made Du Yiyi's heart a little sour, he also had to admit that Cheng Jiayi was right.
Cheng Jiayi has no reason to treat his mother as "not someone else".
"I shouldn't have asked my mother to listen, there should be a generation gap in an enlightened mother." Du Yiyi still said angrily.
"I'm confused now, whether it's the effect of crystals or the environment." Cheng Jiayi smiled bitterly, "But if you look at it, the environmental impact is still quite large." ”
Du Yiyi shook his head one by one, "I'm a special case, I can't be counted." I haven't finished talking to you yet. Just now, it wasn't just you, but many of the people I looked fighting looked like that. ”
Cheng Jiayi put away her smile and became serious: "If it's really a crystal influence......"
The two looked at each other, and Du Yi said: "I also hope that it is not affected by crystals." ”
Cheng Jiayi nodded: "Naturally." But you have a point, there is no reason why cannibalism will be animalistic, and absorbing crystals will be harmless. You say, do you want to remind Captain Lee of them? ”
Du Yiyi snorted one by one: "What do others have to do with me?" Besides, don't let everyone absorb crystals? Jiayi, I always feel that Li Li is not quite right. ”
Since the day before, in private, Du Yiyi no longer calls Captain Li, but instead calls him by name. If it weren't for the great opinions, Du Yiyi would not be like this.
Cheng Jiayi said thoughtfully: "Do you think he doesn't really think about Peace Jiayuan?" ”
Du Yi nodded and said, "If it's really for us survivors, shouldn't you enter the provincial capital?" Looking for military protection? Now we are asked to stay away from the provincial capital and go to the county seat.
The county over there is not even as good as our fourth-tier cities, maybe how many people have become mutants. Who are we killing mutants for? Speaking of which, isn't it just raising Gu? ”
said hatefully: "Knowing that you are a Gu, not only is you willing to be a Gu, but you also want to induce everyone to be willing to become a Gu." ”
Cheng Jiayi sighed and said, "You just said that what do others have to do with you." Now I'm angry again. Didn't we say okay, Gu will be Gu, anyway, it's Gu, and we have to be the most powerful Gu. ”
"It's just unwilling." Du Yiyi said helplessly.
"You're just unwilling, I don't know how to face my dad yet." Cheng Jiayi rubbed her brows sadly and stood up, "I'll go back first." ”
"Well," Du Yiyi agreed, "By the way, as long as you leave here, you will definitely greet me, and I will be Wang Peng's house except here." If you want to go, you must have a meeting with Wang Peng. ”
In front of Du Yiyi, Cheng Jiayi acted as if nothing had happened, turned around and left, and her mood immediately became heavy. She didn't dare to imagine that one day she would become a murderer, killing for the sake of killing.
Standing in the door of the unit, Cheng Jiayi didn't want to go out, she didn't want to face her father, she didn't want to see her father's sad and heartbroken eyes, and she didn't want to explain to her father that she was helpless.
But she had nowhere else to go.
Cheng Jiayi suddenly missed the nine days after the chaos. In those nine days, although they were worried every day and fled every day, they were still living a simple life compared to now.
Cheng Jiayi finally pushed open the unit door.
The video of the battle was still playing on a loop outside, and the uplifting music came, Cheng Jiayi listened attentively, and smiled slightly bitterly in her heart. There was a faint sound of shouting, and Cheng Jiayi couldn't remember if she was shouting at that time.
She took a few steps to the door of the next unit and stopped.
Wrong. How does it smell bloody? She sniffled, then turned abruptly.