Chapter 59: See You Again (59)
The latest news in the circle of friends was posted yesterday, saying that he wanted to eat barbecue and wanted to eat hot pot.
Jiang Lanzhou grinned, sure enough, he was still a child. Although she is twenty years old, she is still a child compared to her.
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When the pain is so real, you find that you don't want a lot of things. Inner peace only requires calm, abandoning all the ups and downs, the surging, and the vigorous. I am the ship of Theseus that stopped, I see the distance, I am the ocean. Thank you for all the warm hugs, even though the debris has drifted away.
Judging from this, his situation has indeed improved. I didn't expect that not only is the drawing good, but his writing is also very beautiful.
Isthereanygluecanbondingbrokenhear? Is there glue that can stick and break hearts?
Jiang Lanzhou frowned, looking at this sentence in English, feeling a little sorry for him.
But scrolling down, the content is more suffocating, and it should be posted during depression.
If it is not complete, it is better to perish. If you can't rise, you will indulge willingly. Meijin injured the beetle burrow and burned it first. A blunt sword is better than a broken one.
The sorrow of the soul, the sickness of physical strength, the waste of time, all the sorrows of the weak, all fill my life!
No one can save me, and I can't save myself, when will this vulgar drama wait for the end.
Please reject me! I will seek the accomplishment of "destruction" to pay for the shortcomings of my sick.
I can't catch up with the medicine if I want to die, I really beg God to let those who want to live live, I can die for them.
Seeing this, Jiang Lanzhou couldn't help but put down his phone and took a deep breath. Looking at his circle of friends, you can feel the change process of his depressed state.
Looking at the recent one he wanted to eat hot pot and barbecue, he thought it was really like what his grandmother said, and the situation improved. But what was before...... It's really shocking.
Ou Du is manic and depressive, whether it is a manic side or a depressed side, she has seen it. But this child has been tormented by depression for a long time, and in that sentence, just to abandon the idea of wanting to die, he is already exhausted.
In such a situation, can you really help him? Even the doctors couldn't get him out of the bottom completely, so what could she do?
At that time, Mr. Lu Xun gave up medicine and practiced literature, trying to wake up the numb Chinese people with sharp words. But now, Jiang Lanzhou has a feeling that he wants to abandon literature and practice medicine.
Whether it is Ou Du or this boy named Tian Ziyu, he feels so helpless in the face of the pain and torture they suffer.
I went back to my room, changed my dress, grabbed my car keys, picked up my bag and went downstairs.
Although Ou Du returned to his room, he was always concerned about the movement outside. Hearing the sound of Jiang Lanzhou going downstairs, he also hurriedly came out of the room, came to the handrail of the stairs, and leaned slightly to see Jiang Lanzhou closing the door and leaving.
Picked up the phone and immediately dialed her.
"Where are you going?"
Jiang Lanzhou, who was walking in the yard, turned his head to look at the second floor, in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with the lights on, and in the next second, the curtain was opened, and Ou Du's figure appeared in front of him.
He was dressed in a turtleneck, loose sweatpants, hands in his pockets, and looked at himself condescendingly, like a king.
"I have something to do and need to go out."
"Where?"
Jiang Lanzhou licked her lower lip and said a little impatiently: "Young Master Ou, although I signed an agreement with you, the contract did not say that I would report my itinerary to you all the time." ”
"There is no such thing, but the agreement says that it is not allowed to do anything that is detrimental to the Ou's Group. So I have the right to know where you're going, so I can judge if it's going to be bad for Euclidean. His voice was cold, and he was angry because Shen Tu had mentioned Zhao Liwen leisurely just now.
Tilting her head and staring directly at Ou Du, she expressed her displeasure with silence.
Jiang Lanzhou replied after a while: "I'm going to the library." ”
"What are you doing in the library?"
"Of course, it's to read books and check information, otherwise what else can you do? Dating behind your back? ”
"It's hard to say, what if. So you wait where you are, and I'll go with you. After saying that, Ou Du deducted the phone and closed the curtain.
In less than three minutes, the door in front of him opened, and Ou Du appeared in front of him and walked towards her. The clothes inside were not changed, but a coat was hastily approved.
Bent down slightly, took the car key in Jiang Lanzhou's hand, and walked straight towards the garage without saying a word.
Jiang Lanzhou turned around, looked at Ou Du's back, bit his lip and showed displeasure, and then could only sigh and follow.
Sit in the passenger seat and fasten your seatbelt. Jiang Lanzhou found that since he was with Ou Du, he sat in the co-pilot more and more times.
"You drink and drive? Why don't I open it? ”
"Is that wine still called wine?"
"Although there is only a glass of red wine, it also has an alcohol content, in case it is found by the traffic police, then you ......" Thinking of this, Jiang Lanzhou couldn't help laughing at himself, the son of the Ou Consortium, his car, who would dare to stop it?
"Where?" Ou Du's voice did not have any emotion, and for a moment, Jiang Lanzhou had to wonder if he was a precursor to the disease?
"Library."
Ou Du glanced at Jiang Lanzhou and complained: "The library is closed at this point." ”
"There will always be an opening."
Regarding Jiang Lanzhou's answer, Ou Du was speechless: "If I don't come out with you, do you plan to run all over the city?" ”
"No, I can search the Internet for libraries that are open 24 hours a day."
"Even if this kind of library is open, it may not have the materials you want."
Jiang Lanzhou rolled his eyes and thought to himself: Yes, yes, yes, yes, what you said is right, you have said both the right and the opposite, what else can I say?
"What kind of information are you going to see?"
"Medically."
Hearing this, Ou Du turned his head to look at Jiang Lanzhou and found that her mood tonight was completely different from when she had just returned from the banquet, and she looked preoccupied.
Could it be that a relative or friend is sick?
Turn on your turn signals, turn the front of the car, and do what you want.
At night, there are a lot fewer cars on the road, and the speed of Ou Du is also relatively fast, and after half an hour, the speed of the car slows down a little bit, and it is time to enter the gate. Jiang Lanzhou poked his head out and looked outside, and when he saw the words Medical University, he looked confused: "Didn't you go to the library, why are you here?" ”
"Doesn't the school have a library? You may find the books and materials you need at a medical university. Moreover, the university cooperates with CNKI, and you can access the Internet in the computer room of the library. The literature and the latest research articles are authoritative. ”
Hearing this, Jiang Lanzhou felt that what Ou Du said was very reasonable, and sure enough, this guy's thinking was fast.
Remember that Ou Shao is sick again and has a permanent address