Chapter 25: Contradictions
Every time Yang Yuchen would tutor Xia Xue'er, and the same was true on this day
"Why are you so late for a few days," Yang Yuchen asked puzzled
"I just don't want to study all of a sudden," she said, her eyes red
"How can you give up so easily?"
Her eyes were full of complaints
"Do you think I'm you? Can I learn it if I say it? Do you know that the harder you try, the worse you feel? No matter how she looked at Yang Yuchen, she just wanted to yell a few times
"We may not have the right way to learn, let's change it," he said patiently
"It's this sentence every time, it's every time, won't you say something new?"
"Sorry, I haven't found a revision method that works for you"
"Then tell me, why did you use to tutor Mu Yating so effectively from time to time? Why can't you pay attention to me here? ”
"Why did you say where Mu Yating went?"
In fact, it's like this occasionally, no matter how you look at it, you will feel that the person is not pleasing to the eye, as if everything he does is wrong, and any excuse can trigger a conflict
Whenever this time, Yang Yuchen will choose to be soft, or to owe, he loves more and more carefully, so that he loves carefully every day, he thinks that as long as he follows her, it will be fine, because she is a girl
"I don't want to see you now, you go"
Originally, Yang Yuchen was already at a loss, as soon as he opened his mouth to drive him away, the first thing he thought about was that the boy felt that he would avoid everything first, and then come back to comfort her when the girl was in a better mood, but he didn't know which thunder he was destined to detonate from the moment he left
"Don't come back if you're gone"
Yang Yuchen wondered, should I go or shouldn't I go? Yang Yuchen stood there and didn't move, deciding to stay
Then she shouted angrily again
"I told you to go, did you hear me, told you to go" She began to cry after yelling at this sentence
"Xue'er, don't cry, I'll go, can't I go?"
Yang Yuchen almost thought that he was angry and cried her, admitting his mistake and apologizing, and then only dared to stand and speak from a distance
Love, at that time, it may not have grown up, the more I grow up, the more I understand that love is an evenly matched combination, and no one is obliged to meet all your vexatious, perhaps out of thin air. But in real life, there are many girls who always have a bad sense of proportion when dealing with emotional matters, and they still can't figure out which is more important, and habitually bring their negative emotions to him
During that time, Yang Yuchen was at a loss, he didn't have the coldness he used to have, nor did he have the kind of secondary two disease, except for class every day, he tried his best to make Xia Xue'er happy
That's actually love is also very simple, if you want to be good to her, you will be good to her unconditionally, even if you make her unhappy everywhere, even if you want to love carefully, you won't complain a little
Time is still passing day by day, the closer they get to the day of the college entrance examination, the busier they are, after Yang Yucheng changes the way to lecture her every day, and even he doesn't have time to brush the test papers, Xia Xueer's grades finally picked up
"Xue'er, congratulations, you have found your previous state" Gu Lei congratulated with a smile
"No, thank you for helping me with tutoring for so long, and buying so many things, I'm afraid I'm malnourished"
"It's okay, we're friends," he still laughed
Girls often confuse emotion with liking, perhaps it is at this time that she begins to sprout a bad idea in her heart
"If we were together from the beginning, it would be nice if we didn't Yang Yuchen"
Gu Lei didn't agree when he heard this, he also thought about it himself, now she is Yang Yuchen's girlfriend, and he is Yang Yuchen's brother, so it's impossible
"I just don't think we should be left behind"
Yang Yuchen doesn't know these things, maybe that's it, something that is too easy to get is not easy to cherish, and the same is true for feelings, a person who steps into your world first is also the most likely to leave first
With such stumbling and stumbling, Yang Yuchen and Xia Xueer, who had some small quarrels from time to time, were waiting for the college entrance examination to come, and the college entrance examination came as scheduled
Yang Yuchen returned home that night, everything was ready for the exam, he was even a little impatient, Yang Yuchen, who was lying on the bed, sent a message to his friends for a day
"Come on tomorrow, for the last time, we will all get what we want"
Everyone's reply is, come on
Only she is different from Xia Xue'er
"I know, I've been you off, maybe it's not the right way I love you, but I hope we can be okay, work hard for the exam tomorrow, and go to a university together"
After sending it, he wanted to wait for her message, but no one responded to him for a long time, and he was still holding his mobile phone until he fell asleep, and the exam was going smoothly, Yang Yuchen was very confident in himself, and the smile on his face was a little brighter
"How did you do in the exam?" a few girls surrounded him and asked
"Not bad"
Almost everyone knows that this person said that it is not bad, which means that there is a certainty of ninety, where are many people discussing, and when the last big question is difficult, where is Yang Yuchen speaking
"Yang Yuchen, how are the questions in this exam?"
"Well, it doesn't feel too good, this time it's just the last question at a little level, and the others can't show their strength at all."
Several people gave him a roll of the eye, and there was no way to learn the world of scholars, perhaps hoping that the more difficult the test paper, the better
Yang Yuchen, who was so proud, looked around for Xia Xue'er's figure, but he didn't find it, but it was not surprising that he came out fifteen minutes early, and he kept staring at the staircase, because he knew that the later Xia Xue came out, the less ideal it was
Yang Yuchen began to be a little worried, but as a boyfriend, he had to hand in the papers too early in advance, and because he couldn't stay at the door of the exam anymore, he chose to wait, but Gu Lei did a better job than him, and kept pretending that he had just come out, wandering back and forth, until they waited for Xia Xue'er to hand in the papers, and they didn't come out together
Yang Yuchen asked with a smile
"Cher, how did you do in the exam?"
In fact, Yang Yuchen didn't do anything wrong, but she just felt a little upset when she saw Yang Yuchen laughing, as if she was laughing at herself
"How do I know"
Yang Yuchen, who was poured cold water, did not continue to be boring
"Gu Lei, how do you feel?"
"It doesn't feel like there's anything wrong with it"
In fact, the three of them are a little awkward when they walk together, but the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear
Yang Yuchen never doubted Gu Lei again, and he didn't suspect Xia Xue'er again, and he didn't suspect that their relationship was not good, maybe the fundamental reason was that Xia Xue'er compared him with Gu Lei
Although they walked together, several people were silent, and they all went their own ways along the way, and that was the first time Yang Yuchen felt a little tired, because no matter what he did, he would feel a heavy depression
Only when a girl has a man who really loves her, she is easy to have no fear in her heart, she doesn't understand that feelings need to be paid in both directions, and she is even dissatisfied with it
Back home Yang Yuchen looked at his phone, Xia Xueer actually didn't reply to any of his messages, although he was very disappointed, he continued to send a word of encouragement
"Cher, come on tomorrow" actually has a lot of disappointments, and it's not like the love I see
"Got it" When she was about to fall asleep, Xia Xue'er replied with three words, even so, Yang Yuchen was very happy, as if he had received some favor
He got up early the next day, made his own food, and specially made a breakfast for Xia Xue'er, which was a breakfast that his parents had prepared for him when he was in school
With a well-prepared breakfast and excitement, he made his own mushroom chicken polenta, which can be said to be a good breakfast. This porridge and chicken are tender, full of ingredients in every bite, the chicken is tender and juicy, and it is super delicious with corn kernels and carrots. It is low in calories, but high in protein and high in nutritional taste
He was the first to come to the school gate, and many people thought he was a little surprised to come so early, after all, he was a person who rarely got up early, and occasionally got up late, but there were exceptions to everything
It seems to be holding a beautiful lunch box in his hand, and it looks very small, and a pair of expectant eyes look into the distance, hoping that he can look forward to the arrival of that person
The other classmates came one after another, but unfortunately she still didn't come, just when he hesitated to make a phone call to make sure she didn't get up, he saw Gu Lei and Xia Xue'er coming over together
"Cher, you're here"
Why is this person who was smiling a second ago unhappy when he suddenly sees him?
"You came quite early today," Gu Lei said
Xia Xue'er didn't speak, she just kept a straight face
"That's the porridge I boiled this morning, for you"
Xia Xue'er's face was really full of impatience, because in her opinion, what is not good to give? Sending breakfast, and how many people in front of it, it's really embarrassing
"Eat it yourself," she said, and walked towards the school
"Alas, Xue'er, don't be angry, I'm afraid you didn't eat breakfast" Yang Yuchen is not so humble again, and he is not so humble in front of anyone again, and the only person is her Xia Xueer
"Take it away, don't you feel ashamed, I still feel ashamed? I didn't see that boyfriend deliver breakfast again, you were the first."
But ...... he didn't know what to say anymore
She snatched the lunch box in Yang Yuchen's hand and threw it directly in the trash, she looked at Yang Yuchen's eyes full of disgust and disgust, Yang Yuchen stood in place, his heart really struggled again and again, why was it a breakfast he specially made, and he got up so early in exchange for the result?
Many people secretly feel sorry for Yang Yuchen when they see him like this, especially girls, but there is no way, they feel that they are not as beautiful as Xia Xue'er, and Yang Yuchen is also a person with Xia Xue'er in his eyes
"Do you really hate me that much?" He stood there and asked
She stopped abruptly, yes, she hated him a little bit, but why should I? I just don't want to see him for some reason