Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

Yin Piaohua recounted her living conditions outside in the past few months.

I finally summed it up: the outside world is not as mixed as I imagined.

She said: "Yin Piaoxu, I hate you......"

I know, she never liked me.

"When I was a child, my father only had you in his eyes, and he played with you and bought you food...... Why, the same is the daughter of a father, why can you get so much love from him? ”

"Because I don't have a biological mother!" I looked at her and said.

She was visibly stunned for a moment, staring at me for about fifty seconds, and finally squeezed out a smile: "You...... Sure enough, I knew......"

I smiled, "Can you not know?" Your voice is so loud, don't you just want me to hear it? ”

When I was eighteen years old, she cried in front of her mother and said that my father had bought me new clothes and delicious food...... In the end, in order to make her happy, the mother told a secret.

"She's a person who has a mother and doesn't have a mother, what's your name with her?" That's what Mom said.

Then, she knew the secret of my life experience, and at the same time, she asked loudly: "What, Yin Piaoxu is not your mother's biological child?" ”

"Yes." Mom replied.

"She's a momless child...... Wild Child!! Her voice almost knocked the room upside down. I, on the other hand, walked to the door of her room with a piece of cake, and she glanced at me and said.

"Her mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to her and died on the delivery bed......" Yin Piaohua repeated her mother's words. It's a little bit of what I know about my own mother.

"Then she's a broom star, an inauspicious person. I killed my mother when I was born!! ”

Yin Piaohua's words were like ten thousand sharp swords piercing my heart.

My ears kept ringing:

She's a broom star.

She is an inauspicious person.

She killed her mother!

Killed his own mother!

Killed his own mother!

Then, I ...... He was sick. Stay in bed for a week, don't eat, don't drink, don't talk or laugh......

This kind of self almost broke my father, he shed tears, cried in front of my bed, and said, "Son, you have to be strong, you must live well!" ”

At that time, I thought, just like me, the broom star who killed my mother when I was born, an inauspicious person, Dad, what qualifications do I have to live in this world!!

I lay in bed without being angry, and my father was anxious to get angry, guarding my side without eating, and telling me many, many happy times when I was a child.

A week later, I was finally alive.

After walking in front of Hades, I suddenly understood the preciousness of life, especially when I saw my father looking haggard, I felt distressed. I heard what my father was saying, and he was begging me to live well.

Well, I'm going to live well!!

The first thing I said when I woke up was, "Mom! ”

Then, my mother hugged me tightly: "Piaofu, are you finally awake?" Mom is so happy! ”

Later, I knew that the mother who hugged me and talked was not my biological mother, but at that moment, I decided that she, Huang Jingyin, was my mother, my biological mother!

Ever since I was a child, I was the only mother of her!

Therefore, I selectively forgot what I heard Yin Piaohua and my mother talk about about my biological mother a week ago, and buried it deep in my heart. Because, I'm afraid that if I admit that fact, I will admit that I am a broom star, an inauspicious person, a person who killed my biological mother at birth!!

The thoughts are far away, the facts are painful, and when I think about it, I still have trouble breathing. However, after this period of precipitation, I accepted that fact in my heart. Therefore, when I said "I don't have a biological mother", my heart didn't hurt as much as it did at the beginning.

I kept my composure.

"Yin Piaoxu, you are really right!" She said angrily, "You, knowing that you are not my mother's own, have been pretending not to know...... Can you make it? ”

“...... I was raised by my mother! "So, even if you know that you have a biological mother, what can you do? That, the mother I haven't met, is just a concept in my heart, and the mother who has always been by my side is the real desire in my heart, my desire to have a mother.

"Since, you ...... I think my mother is my own mother, why can't I listen to her......"

"I've always listened to her!" I interrupted Yin Piaohua's words, "So, my studies have become what they are now...... She said, you are an older sister, you have to let your sister, and you can't get higher than your sister's grades in the exam, it's best to count down...... Dad won't be angry because I didn't do well in the exam, but Dad won't let you get into college because you didn't do well......"

I calmly told such things as if they had nothing to do with me.

"You look like a saint!" Yin Piaohua said disdainfully.

I don't care about her attitude: "yes, why did I do that in the first place?" I thought you would go towards your mother's expectations, but who knew it would become what it is now? ”

"You ......" Yin Piaohua was speechless by me, so she found a topic, "Qin Guotai is persecuting his mother and asking for his 30,000 yuan." ”

I glanced at her and said lightly, "That was originally his!" ”

"But he's already given it to his mother, can he go back what he gave to someone else?"

I sneered: "If you don't want to give, you can go back!" ”

"You promised to get engaged to him, and ...... money," Yin Piaohua said thoughtfully, "Won't he ask for it?" ”

"30,000 yuan, mom gave it to you?" I asked for my own guess. I know my mother's partiality about her.

"Huh? That I ...... I wanted to start my own business....... So ......"

"You're in a pyramid scheme?"

“...... Didn't ......."

Her expression had already told me everything, was it really what I had guessed?

No wonder my mother bit the 30,000 yuan and thought about selling me for 30,000 yuan!!

"So, what are you looking for me today? No money in hand, no face to go home to see your mother - your mother! "I hit the nail on the head with her purpose. She was annoyed and angry: "Who, who doesn't have a face to see people? Anyway, I'm not like you, living in a boy's house with no face and no skin! ”

At this point, there is no need to continue. I got up, intending to leave.

"Wait!" She hurriedly called out to me, "Pay the money!" ”

I gave her a cool look, paid for the cake, and finally gave her a tenth of the salary I had just paid today.

"Only three hundred?" Yin Piaohua said dissatisfied.

I...... suppressed the anger in her heart, reached out, and pulled three hundred out of her hand.

"Hey, what are you doing?" She screamed.