"Then why did you give birth to me in the first place? You can choose to knock me out, don't you? ”

"Yes! I wanted to get rid of the child countless times, because for me, she shouldn't have existed, and she reminded me countless times that that dark and filthy night, how the stinking man would not let me go despite my begging for mercy. I even sat on the operating table and tried to kill the child, but when it was time to inject anesthetics, I gave up. ”

"Why?"

Yan Feifei couldn't figure it out, why didn't she beat it? Although the child who should not have been born is her.

"The child is innocent."

Shui Xiyin's words made Yan Feifei stunned.

She actually thinks that the child is innocent, doesn't she feel ashamed? Is the existence of a child the biggest stain on her life?

It takes a lot of virgins to say this sentence and achieve this result.

"I hated her coming, I was afraid and afraid to think back to that night, and even now I wake up from the dream of that night. But now that you're growing up healthy, it's all worth it. It was the sin of your own father, but if I had chosen to shed it, I would not be where you are today. Every child has the opportunity to choose to come into this world, and even I should not be easily stifled it. ”

"If you think so, why did you give me to my mother to raise?"

This seems to be a bit inconsistent with her philosophy.

"Because I'm selfish."

Shui Xiyin smiled bitterly, with guilt and remorse.

"When the baby was born, I was really happy and happy to have the baby coming. It just so happened that Wan'er had a child with me, but she died, and seeing her helpless crying, I hesitated to let my daughter live instead of her dead daughter. Although I told myself countless times that I was helping Yun'er, I knew deep down that I didn't dare to face this child. Especially after the birth of the child, John found me again, and I was even more convinced that the original choice was the best choice for me and the child. ”

"So, you came to see me at first, and then after my mother died, you didn't even want to come to see me?"

"I thought that after Wen Wan died, you would be my daughter's business, and you would disappear with her, but I didn't expect that more than 20 years later, you would still guess it."

"Are you afraid that my existence will ruin your happiness!"

"I don't deny it."

Yan Feifei took a deep breath and nodded slowly. "Even so, I still have to thank you for giving birth to me, even if you abandoned me."

Ask Yan Feifei to blame the sound of water? She doesn't!

Shui Xiyin is also a victim, it was her biological father who harmed her, and being able to give birth to her selflessly is already the courage that countless people don't have.

What's more, with John's status, how could he tolerate the existence of her, the daughter of a homeless man. also understands that Shui Xiyin wants to erase the traces of her existence, after all, her existence is to remind Shui Xiyin countless times that she has been raped by a homeless man.

And it wasn't growing up in the Bryce family that gave her the opportunity to meet Orlando.

If she grew up in the Bryce family, although she seems glamorous, she will be pointed at and raised up.

Orlando will not fall in love with Shui Xiyin's daughter either.

He hates Shui Xiyin so much, how could he fall in love with Shui Xiyin's daughter.

"Feifei, you should know that you have to leave Orlando, you and him are destined to have no results. I was a sinner who ruined his parents' marriage, how could he have accepted the daughter of the woman he hated most as his wife. You are lonely, the young lady warms you with a movie