Chapter 51: You Are More Valuable Than Money
She jumped into the river according to what the old monk said, pretending to fall into the water, the old monk put a spell on her, she felt that her soul had left her body, she floated in the air, only to see Yuan Cong come to her, cast a fairy spell, and her soul immediately returned to her body.
It turned out that what the old monk said was true, and it turned out that the somewhat stupid Yuan Cong in front of him was really an immortal in the sky.
"You're going to scare me to death! How can I live when you're gone? Yuan Cong hugged her tightly and said hoarsely.
His eyes were full of nervousness and fear, and he was afraid of losing her.
Song Shining was hugged tightly by him, the warmth on her body was transmitted, she also stretched out her hand to hug him back, she patted his back and comforted: "Am I not alive?" ”
Yuan Cong's eyes were red, and he choked up: "Don't leave me, never, never leave me." ”
Song Shining smiled, nodded and said, "I promise you." ”
At that time, Yuan Cong gave his most sincere love and everything to Song Shining, and Song Shining was everything to him and his world.
The sea of people is vast, and there is only one Song Shining in his eyes.
He almost forgot his original intention of coming to the mortal world - to save the world.
But as far as he is concerned, as long as Song Shining is by his side now, he feels that it is enough.
What does the mortal world do to him?
By Song Shining's side, he learned what relatives are and what happiness is.
She was an obsession he could never give up.
The dumpling stall ended the day's business, Yuan Cong took all the money he earned and put it in front of Song Shining, and said with a smile: "Ah Ning, this is the silver taels earned in one day." ”
Song Shining looked at him with a loyal dog-like smile, her eyes were full of soft light, she picked up a silver ingot in the wooden box and put it in front of her eyes to look at it carefully, she smiled and said: "You always don't hide a penny privately, give me all the money and silver." ”
Yuan Cong sat next to Song Shining and said with a smile: "Because I know that Ah Ning likes money and silver!" ”
"Because I like money, you're going to give it all to me?" Song Shining put down the ingot of silver in her hand and turned her head to look at Yuan Cong.
Yuan Cong nodded lightly and said, "Yes, I will bring you everything that Ah Ning likes." ”
Song Shining's nose suddenly became sore, her heart was inexplicably burned, and tears flowed down.
Yuan Cong watched Song Shining keep shedding tears, and hurriedly stretched out his fingers to help Song Shining gently wipe away the hot tears from the corners of her eyes as before.
"Ah Ning, smile, okay?" Yuan Cong looked at Song Shining and asked.
Song Shining looked at him, her eyes were full of affection, and the glimmer in her eyes was flickering.
Song Shining curled the corners of her lips and smiled, she nodded and hugged Yuan Cong, he was really warm, just like at the beginning.
She whispered in his ear, "Okay, Ah Ning promised that Yuan Cong would always smile." ”
Yuan Cong stretched out his hand to learn Song Shining's appearance, and also patted Song Shining's back gently, he smiled: "Yuan Cong will always accompany Ah Ning, so Ah Ning must always be happy and always smile." ”
Song Shining nodded, and hurriedly agreed: "Okay, I promise Yuan Cong." ”
If she didn't know Yuan Cong's true identity, if she didn't know, maybe she would be by Yuan Cong's side forever as agreed, but she knew everything, and she knew Yuan Cong's sincerity to herself.
Sometimes it's really strange to love this kind of thing, and you think that it is the right decision to think about others and make it privately, but you don't ask others if they want it.
What exactly is love?
Is it desperate to rely on each other, or to carry everything silently for the sake of each other.
There are too many forms of love, maybe it has passed, maybe it has long been dispersed, but that warmest and most heartwarming time still exists in the deepest part of memory, it silently glows, silently heats.
Warm you, move you.
Song Shining used the most annoying way to force Yuan Cong to leave, she went in and out with a rich son, and the gossip of the neighbors pierced Yuan Cong's heart like a sharp blade.
How could he believe it when he first heard it, how could he believe it.
He wanted to cover his ears and pretend he couldn't hear.
Obviously, she said that she wanted to be with her forever and forever, how could she break the appointment?
What others say must be false, and it must be all false.
But on that day, Song Shi Ning appeared in front of Yuan Cong with the arm of the rich boy, and Yuan Cong felt a heart-rending pain at that time, how could it be? Everything in front of you must be fake.
He rubbed his eyes vigorously, but no matter how many times, everything in front of him was true!
Yuan Cong rushed to Song Shining's front with an arrow step, grabbed Song Shining's shoulders tightly with both hands, and shook desperately and asked, "Ah Ning, tell me, who is he?" He's a friend of yours, isn't he? ”
Song Shining chuckled, raised her hand and was about to push Yuan Cong's hand away, her thick red lips lightly opened: "Friend? Yuan Cong, he's the one I like right now! How could it be my friend? ”
Yuan Cong felt that the whole person was stiff, like thousands of knives were struggling with him, his heart began to hurt like a heartbreak, and the whole person was like falling into an ice cave, this feeling might as well let him die!
"Impossible! That's impossible! Ah Ning, you lied to me just now, didn't you? How could he be someone you like? If he's someone you like, then what am I? Yuan Cong said in a trembling voice.
Song Shining's heavily makeup face slowly approached Yuan Cong, and sneered: "What are you?" You're just someone I'm tired of playing with and don't like anymore! ”
Yuan Cong felt that his heart was broken, he didn't stand firmly, took two steps back, his eyes trembled and said, "Impossible!" No way! How could Ah Ning not like me? ”
Song Shining laughed loudly and mocked: "How is it impossible! I just don't like you right now! ”
"Why? No way! No way! Yuan Cong covered his ears and didn't want to hear everything in front of him.
"Why? Because this Zhou Gongzi is rich, you see that he is covered in silk and satin, and he is wearing a jingle bell! You know, my favorite thing is money! He has everything I love, how could I not like him? Song Shining laughed, she even believed herself in these lies, yes! She loves money, how could she not like money? She loves it!
But only she knows how much her heart hurts at this moment!
This pain is worse than death!
Yuan Cong shook his head desperately, he didn't want to believe everything he heard, he would rather die himself than believe everything Song Shining said!
"Nope! Ah Ning! You lied to me, didn't you? Ah Ning ...... "Yuan Cong ran in front of Song Shining, wanting to get another answer.
Obviously, Song Shining once said to herself that she likes herself, and once said to herself that she wants to be with herself forever.
How could she abandon herself so ruthlessly?!
Yuan Cong's tears slipped down unconsciously, he held Song Shining's hand and kept trembling, and the whole person kept trembling.
"Let go! You're pinching me! Song Shining shouted at Yuan Cong.
After speaking, "Smack! With a sound, a loud slap hit Yuan Cong's face, Yuan Cong's whole person was like a thunderbolt, and he lost his breath in an instant, his heart seemed to be shattered in an instant, and there was no trace of broken scum left.
Yuan Cong fell to the ground, he felt so cold, his heart hurt.
It hurts so much that you can't breathe.
Song Shining looked at Yuan Cong condescendingly, and laughed loudly: "My favorite is silver!" Do you think you're a poor bastard worthy of me? I was with you because you could make money for me! ”
Yuan Cong raised his head and looked at Song Shining, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, full of tears, his face was pale, his lips moved, his throat seemed to be stuck with a knife, he was crying blood word by word, his throat was full of blood, he asked with difficulty: "Ah Ning, I just want to ask you, have you ever really liked me?" ”
Song Shi stared at Yuan Cong, and her heart was cramping to the extreme at the moment, but she was only one step away from success, and she must not be soft-hearted.
Song Shining strongly controlled her emotions, she looked at Yuan Cong, gritted her teeth and shook her head, and replied forcefully and clearly: "Never!" Never, I'm just a hypocrisy to you! ”
Yuan Cong felt that he was in extreme pain, if he put himself on the Ling Chi platform and was cut raw over and over again, maybe the pain was extreme, he would be numb, and he would not have any consciousness.
He yelled into the sky, it turned out that everything was paid by mistake!
It turns out that the true feelings I paid are just my own wishful thinking, and it turns out that I am not as good as those worldly money two!
He hung his head and remained motionless, tears red his face and soaked his clothes.
Suddenly, he burst out laughing, he was laughing at his own affection, at his wishful thinking, at his belief that there would be true feelings in the mortal world!
How can a human heart, a heart covered with dust, become clean?
The human heart is dirty! It's dirty!
He laughed for a long time, as if he had released all his emotions, and then he stood up with a trembling body, and he turned around and walked forward with a slight trembling.
He didn't know where he was going, he just knew he was going to get out of here forever.
It wasn't until Yuan Cong's figure disappeared from sight that Song Shining released her long-suppressed emotions, she knelt on the ground, tears flowed down, drop by drop, slowly soaking the ground.
That Zhou Gongzi hurriedly ran to Song Shining's side to put his arm around her shoulder, and chuckled: "Little beauty, you have been separated from your poor husband, when are you willing to marry into my mansion and become my concubine?" ”
Song Shining pushed Zhou Gongzi away, and suddenly the nausea hit violently, and she yelled at him: "Get out!" Get out of here! I'll never see you! ”
That Zhou Gongzi knew that he was not interesting, so he snorted angrily, stomped his feet and turned to leave.
Song Shining lay on the cold ground and cried heartbreakingly, just like that, she lost Yuan Cong forever and lost the person who was the best for her.
Lost the person he loved the most.
Seeing this moment, Tianxuan and everyone only felt that their hearts were throbbing violently, in fact, Song Shining could say everything she thought in her heart, Yuan Cong loved her so much, even if she had to be punished by heaven, he was willing to be with Song Shining.
For him, Song Shining is everything to him.
If Song Shining left him, then he would no longer be himself.
It was then that Yuan Cong felt that mortals' hearts were too dirty, and even if they did everything to be good for them, they would not feel anything, they would only use everything to hurt others.
So since then, he has hated mortals, mortal hearts.
He stubbornly believes that people's hearts will never change.
So when he saw those mortals with dirty thoughts, he took up his sword and slashed them for a moment.
Never give a chance.
That year, he killed many, many mortals, killed red eyes, and had a fallen heart.
He traveled all over the world and never returned to that sad place.
By chance, he traveled to the South China Sea, where he pretended to be an injured rich man and was rescued by a fisherman, who knew that the fisherman coveted his possessions and saw that he was seriously injured, so he became greedy and wanted to kill people and plunder money.
Yuan Cong saw through everything, but never broke it, watching those greedy humans stab themselves with knives, they thought he was dead, but he didn't, he quietly watched them count the money in their hands.
This action reminded him of Song Shining, he was instantly occupied by hatred, and in a fit of anger, he cursed all the fishermen in the South China Sea to live in the sea forever! Eternal life and never go ashore again! Eternal life and eternal suffering of being mutilated!
And Song Shining lived in grief all day longing, and finally died of depression at the age of twenty-seven.
Yuan Cong hated her so much that when her soul was taken away by the Imperial History of the Underworld, he went to snatch it and fell to the eighteenth layer of hell alive.
He was above Hell, grabbed her arm, and asked, "I'll ask you one last time!" Have you ever liked me? ”
Looking at the rolling sea of blood and flames under her feet, the creepy ten thousand ghosts crying, she was really scared, but she still gritted her teeth, shook her head, and said calmly: "Never! Not at all! ”
just extinguished the last bit of fire in Yuan Cong's heart, what else did he have to look forward to!
This is something he already knew, so why should he ask again?
Looking for pain, have you found enough?
He let go of the hand holding Song Shining, and watched Song Shining slowly fall to the eighteenth layer of hell little by little!
He floated high in the sky, looking at the sinking sea of evil, he closed his eyes, and a bitter tear fell from his socket.
He didn't have a heart anymore.
Coming out of Song Shining's memories, everyone's eyes were wet.
Love this kind of thing, if you give too much, it will be cheap, and if you give too little, it will not be love.
Yuan Cong's eyes were in tears, he pursed his lips and looked at Song Shining in front of him. He wanted to hug her again, to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes again, but now it was impossible.
Song Shi stared at him, and said with a smile while shedding tears: "Yuan Cong, in fact, I lied to you!" I'm such a great liar that I've managed to fool you for so long.
In fact, what I want to tell you is that Yuan Cong, the person I have always liked is you, even if all the gold, silver and jewelry in this world are not as valuable as you, even if you give me all the money and silver, I will not exchange it for you.
From beginning to end, the only person I love most is you.
I have always missed you, and I am afraid to see you, so I spend every day and night in the constant expectation of seeing you, and the thought of letting myself give up that thought.
Yuan Cong, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have deceived you.
You can not forgive me, but I hope you don't give up on yourself.
You're so warm, please keep warm, okay? Don't let me get cold, I'm not worth it. ”
Song Shining's soul fragments gradually faded and became more and more transparent.
"Ah Ning, I'm sorry! Ah Ning, I listen to you all, don't leave me, okay? Ah Ning, I really, really like you! Yuan Cong cried loudly.
Song Shining shook her head and said with a smile: "Yuan Cong, you have to remember that I have never left you, because I have always been in your heart.
Always with you. ”