Shen Sanniang led Yin Lingyue all the way to her bedroom, Shen Sanniang's bedroom was very exquisitely furnished, obviously it took a lot of thought, and the furnishings inside were all poetic and picturesque, which made people look pleasing to the eye.

Although it is only the owner of the Bieyunjian Inn, it stands to reason that for the existence of such a prominent position in the rivers and lakes as Chasing Cloud Villa, the owner of the inn can't even be called a distinguished guest, but, anyone with a little seniority in the rivers and lakes knows that although Bieyunjian is an inn, you must not treat it as an ordinary inn.

"Sister Shen, why don't you take a rest first?" Yin Lingyue looked at Shen Sanniang cautiously, seeing the unsubsiding tiredness on her face, she really couldn't bear to disturb her rest.

Shen Sanniang was lying on the beauty couch sideways, the light yarn with a good drape slid down from her wrist, revealing the delicate skin like mutton fat and white jade, the beauty was lying on the couch, her eyes were hazy, Shen Sanniang didn't have to do anything, just lay there, and she was so amazing that people couldn't take their eyes off it.

Shen Sanniang pointed to the chair close to her, and said to Yin Lingyue: "Yue'er, sit here, get closer to me." ”

"But ......" Yin Lingyue hesitated, and Shen Sanniang hadn't answered what she had just said.

"It's okay, I'm not tired, I'm just a little tired." Shen Sanniang said lazily.

"Tired?" Yin Lingyue was confused.

"yes, tired, tired of all this mess, tired of the endless noise, tired of ...... The man. ”

Although Shen Sanniang didn't say who that man was, in addition to his appearance, Yin Lingyue couldn't think of anyone else worthy of Shen Sanniang's boredom.

"Sister Shen, why are you ...... Tired of him? Yin Lingyue cautiously asked the question she was most interested in.

"yes, why are you tired of him?" Shen Sanniang muttered to herself, "I guess I can't forget it and can't let it go." ”

Yin Lingyue was about to ask Shen Sanniang what he meant by this, but Shen Sanniang had already explained, "I am reluctant to know and love him when I was young, but I can't forget the impact and harm he caused to me, although later I knew that he was actually just a victim, and the most important thing, I can't let go, and I don't want to let go." ”

"Can't let go of what?"

"The past grievances and grievances are not so easy to let go, and the willingness to give him a chance has exceeded my bottom line, but he wants to provoke me again and again, and my tolerance is also limited, I am no longer the aggrieved Shen Yuqing at the beginning, without him, I can still live well."

"But Sister Shen, you still want to live with him, I believe you will live a wonderful life no matter what, but there is still something missing in that kind of life after all."

"Oh, how so?" Shen Sanniang raised her eyebrows and asked Yin Lingyue with a smile.

"Because the person Sister Shen has loved from beginning to end is him, no matter how much you hide or escape, this is an indisputable fact."

Shen Sanniang couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Yue'er can see it clearly, I admit that I love him very much, whether it is love like a tide or hate, it is because I love him, this point, even if I deceive everyone, I can't deceive myself." ”

"Sister Shen, do you know what happened between you?"

Shen Sanniang closed her eyes and asked softly, "Oh, how dare Yue'er conclude that something happened between us?" I could have treated him coldly because of the estrangement between me and him. ”

"Impossible." Yin Lingyue was very sure, "Since Sister Shen decided to give him a chance, it means that you have forgiven her, and you are not a person who can be compromised." ”

"Yue'er really knows me!" Shen Sanniang sighed, "You're right, we've had some unpleasantness recently, and his presence makes me feel like a fish in my throat and a thorn in my back, reminding me of that gloomy time all the time." ”

When Shen Sanniang said this, Yin Lingyue had already guessed seven or eight points, and Shen Sanniang's next words confirmed Yin Lingyue's guess, "He hopes that I can go with him to lock the city." ”

Going back to Suoqing City, it seems to be a very simple request, but it is so heavy for Shen Sanniang, Suoqing City carries all Shen Sanniang's loneliness, all helplessness, all hatred and all grief, that city is left to Shen Sanniang only pain, the only light is her nurse, but it is also completely submerged in darkness.

"I think Muyang Gongzi he, by no means made such a request for no reason, he ...... There should be a reason for him, right? ”

Yin Lingyue generally said, while looking at Shen Sanniang cautiously, for fear that she would miss the fleeting anger or resentment on Shen Sanniang's face, but there was nothing, Shen Sanniang was very calm, calm as if she had fallen asleep.

"The lady of the city lord of Suoqing City is no longer good, the doctor diagnosed that her condition has been continuing to deteriorate, and if this continues, at most a year, she will leave forever." Shen Sanniang said lightly, as if she was stating a fact that had nothing to do with her, but Yin Lingyue understood that Shen Sanniang's heart should be extremely complicated at this time.

"How so? Is she seriously ill? ”

"Maybe it's a heart disease, maybe it's the pain of losing a daughter, or maybe it's a conscience discovery, in short, it's been stuck in her heart for a long time, so she collapsed."

Shen Sanniang said very vaguely, but it was easy to understand that Mrs. Shen's heart disease was actually Shen Yuqing, which was why Muyang risked being tired of Shen Sanniang and even resentful, and asked Shen Sanniang to go back to lock the city.

Even though that woman is not in a thousand ways, but she finally gave Shen Sanniang life, she is her closest relative in this world, Muyang doesn't want Shen Sanniang to have regrets or remorse when facing a handful of loess in front of Mrs. Shen's grave.

Even though Shen Sanniang always looks like she doesn't care when facing this world, she seems to be ruthless, but Muyang knows that Shen Sanniang is the most affectionate, and Shen Sanniang has too many feelings in her life, and she can't help herself, Muyang doesn't want to add another one to this, so even if he knows that he will distance the relationship he has carefully managed, he still has to say.

"So Yue'er, you should know why I hate seeing him so much, because he no longer forces me to make decisions and make choices all the time, why do I forgive him, I have to forgive the past, forgive City Lord Shen, Mrs. Shen, and even Shen Yuyan, doesn't he think it's too cruel for me to do this?"

Shen Sanniang suddenly turned over and sat up from the beauty couch, her chest rose and fell violently, and her emotions were obviously out of control, "What does it matter to me that Mrs. Shen is terminally ill?" When I almost died in the fog forest, did she care for me even the slightest? No! She didn't! Not only did she not, but neither did City Lord Shen! These people, and even the entire city of Locked Qingcheng, have given me nothing but harm! ”

Shen Sanniang clenched her fists, and her bones clenched with a gurgling sound, "Hehe, Shen Yuyan is dead, and Mrs. Shen is going to die too, it's good!" She was finally able to go down there to meet her precious daughter for the rest of her life, the precious daughter who would sacrifice everything I had to be fulfilled, and they were about to meet, so good! ”