If regrets are always there, then I'd rather be alone here for the rest of my life.

- Yun Yan

My background was not originally illustrious. It was only because of the strong friendship between my mother and her mother that our marriage began.

When I was a child, I saw her. At that time, she was still a small lump, her eyes were bright, and she looked at me with a simple and innocent appearance, which made people's hearts tremble.

I think it was when I was three years old!

Her mother, gentle and easy-going, was able to get along well with my mother.

When they were discussing our marriage contract, I sat next to her, looking at her in the baby room, smiling, white and soft, like a marshmallow, making people feel comfortable.

At that time, I didn't know what marriage was. I just roughly understand that in the future, we will be together, forever and ever. This desire comes to my dreams from time to time......

She's your princess.

Mother once said so.

I remember this sentence for a long, long time.

More than 20 years.

No one could have predicted what would happen in the future. The rise and fall of the royal family may only be a moment. Later, it was a separation that lasted for more than 20 years.

Memories will cool and faces will blur. But after experiencing something unforgettable, it will stay in the mind forever. Time has passed, and I want to be my most ideal appearance, worthy of being shallow to me in this life.

So I studied hard, was positive, and stayed up for time to move forward slowly. His mother left with the queen, and his father was angry at the time of civil strife, and he was not there...... So, I can't live too humble, can I?

Master's life can't be meaningless for no reason, right? The reason is indeed this.

Over the years, everything I have learned in the piano and what I have learned in Lelian is all about improving myself and saving the world. I don't want to, just plainly

Alive.

Perhaps, the boundless love can accommodate the resentment and composure in my heart in harmony and happiness. Because of the death of my father and mother, because of all the pain of separation in the world. I want to do my part to change that.

Now, I've done it. The only regret is that life is short and boring, and I can't ask for it when I meet someone I like.

"Yun Yan, you are just cowardly! The woman you like, why don't you fight for it, that's the girl you finally met! ”

Gilbert once said to me. Speaking of this person, we have known each other for many years. He is the son of a minister, and his status is not inferior, but he is not good at using his status to oppress others.

Although he is informal and suave, he is also generous and treats people without dirty thoughts, which makes people feel that their heads hurt.

"I've got a lot of people in love with me! There are all kinds of things, fat and thin, heaven and earth, beautiful appearance...... It's all lingering in my head for a long time.

I don't understand you, there are so many beauties around you, why don't you feel at ease? It's fine if you look at one or two...... Isn't there any of them, isn't that embarrassing for me, dude? ”

"When I went to play, you were reading. I'm sleeping in class while you're studying. While I slept, you were still studying. Can you have something else in your head?

If not. Can you let me pretend? Can I take you to the world? You don't know how good the scenery is outside without seeing the world. ”

"Hey, can you hear me? Dude, why are you still studying? ”

His "Tun Dun Teachings" rang in my ears from time to time, and I watched her play the world, but there was not much leisure to waste.

He also said, "I think the person who chased you the day before yesterday was not bad, and yesterday's was not bad." And today's ...... There are all kinds of types, and if you like it, others will definitely rush up without hesitation. "Every day

I don't want to pay attention to this man.

His words are impolitely tight, and he always says something insulting. It's always talking, and I'm used to it.

"If you don't like it, all kinds of things around me can completely match your aesthetics. Yan, you have to look up, there are many people around you......

It's exactly what you like! Why don't you have a long heart? In life, you have to have fun if you eat a deflated child, right? ”

"Get out! Get out! ”

I couldn't listen to him. Every time he came to me, he said gibberish words. When it comes to interest, there is naturally no end.

"How can you get out? You're not stumbling on me, are you? How did you come to my life, with your stone-like nature? I thought you could drill something different in your heart.

In this case, I forced it. ”

"So, you!"

I still say so.

Later, he told me the news that he had a crush on someone...... Her name is Liqin, and she is in the same school as us.

While experimenting in the lab, I would occasionally feel hopeless when this man suddenly broke in.

It's just that it seems more and more that he likes that girl far more than I realize. He was always there for me to whisper in my ear, and the girl talked to him, made friends, made an appointment, and maybe ......

It's almost time to be together.

However, unexpectedly, his enthusiasm was finally lost in the final wait. That's just his wishful thinking, not a mutual affection.

Knowing this result, I was relieved. Fortunately, not all of them are so lax and inappropriate.

A few years later, he told me that he had met the girl again. Maybe it's because we meet and have feelings? As a result, it was another failure.

If you are not the person you like, it is naturally impossible to obey. And the other person I chose, of course, I've seen.

It was Su Ling's subordinate, Xu Liu. During my stay in Lelian, Xu Liu came to see me. The condition is naturally to leave Jiangzuo by yourself, and don't have some thoughts that you shouldn't have.

Su Ling's way was clever and found out her identity. Later, I found Kotori, which was also expected.

The chips that leave are naturally willing to bet on thousands of gold. However, I never compromised, I didn't need those things.

I don't want to, the only thing I hope and believe in is to wait quietly with my true heart, when she can see my loneliness.

However, Gilbert said to me, "How can a fool like a man be so strategic?" You always wait in the same place and don't take the initiative, will she see your sincerity?

Of course it is impossible. I like someone, and I definitely have to go for it at all costs. Even if it was, there was no good outcome, at least, I was really passionate about it, didn't I? ”

It's just that such heartfelt words came very late. The love flower bloomed too late, the fate came too suddenly, after all, I couldn't catch it, and I lost this life in vain.

Perhaps, there will be a time to meet, right?

If I am destined to just fall in love with someone in my life, will I have to wait for the rest of my life in a bottomless long time?

Or, I am suitable for me to save the world and fulfill the justice in this world, just to make up for the regret that has never been consummated!

That's all!

"End"