Chapter 116: I've Always Been Afraid of You

"You can refuse me."

She lowered her eyes, and never dared to raise her eyes to look at Fang Shengjing.

But Fang Shengjing stayed where he was.

The clenched fist slowly loosened.

He opened his mouth to say something, but found that he couldn't open his mouth at all.

"What to do, you're usually too good to me, and I like you all the time." There was a cry in her voice, "At the beginning, I was really conscientious to help you block the peach blossoms, but I found that I didn't seem to have the ability to help you block the peach blossoms." ”

"Isn't it bad to use this incident to keep asking you to help me with physics?" She raised her right hand and touched a handful of tears to herself, feeling like a sinner, "Actually, I've always been afraid of you. ”

"I've seen you several times and tried to hide from you."

She sobbed, "Because of that incident in junior high school, I am especially afraid to face you." When I saw you at this school, I didn't even know if I should greet you or not. ”

"We met once in the cafeteria during military training. At that time, I went to the restaurant with Shen Yilin and ran into you. I used to walk and look down all the time, and I didn't see you, blocking your way, and I looked at you like I was looking at a white wall. I gave way to you, and you gave way to me, and I didn't look up during that time, just for fear of embarrassment......"

"Later, it was Shen Yilin who dragged me in another direction, and it was only after walking in that direction for a while that I looked up and glanced in that direction......"

Only to find out that it was you.

"I know it's not the right time to say I like you at this time, but I'm scared ......"

I'm afraid you'll ignore me.

I'm afraid you will misunderstand me and He Jing.

Fear that you will suddenly appear and disappear suddenly.

disappeared without a trace just like He Jing at that time.

"Okay, you can refuse me." Gu Xinran wiped a handful of tears, still keeping his head down, "You don't have to worry that after you reject me, I will look for death and life, don't worry that I am not that kind of person." ”

If she was that kind of person, maybe she would have been gone as early as junior high school.

"I ......"

Fang Shengjing moved his lips and didn't make a sound for a long time.

Then the silence was broken by the sudden sound of the preparatory bell.

Gu Xinran also heard the bell, so she raised her head sharply and wiped her tears with her sleeve.

As if what happened just now didn't happen, he took Fang Shengjing's hand and ran towards the teaching building.

"It's getting late."

She ran ahead, and he followed.

In this silent campus, only the two of them are still running wildly in the corridors of the campus.

……

I spent a night of self-study without incident.

If it was usual, Gu Xinran would go with Fang Shengjing after self-study next night.

This time, before class ended, she began to pack her school bag.

After the bell rang, she was the first to rush out of the classroom.

Fang Shengjing stared at the girl's back, and the corners of his mouth rose imperceptibly.

[Gu Xinran: Lin Ning! I did something stupid. 〕

[Lin Ning: What stupid thing?] Speak out and make me happy? 〕

[Gu Xinran: ......]

[Gu Xinran: Is your happiness based on my pain?] 〕

[Lin Ning: It seems that it is.] 〕

[Lin Ning: Thank you today, thank you for letting my idol comfort me.] 〕

[Gu Xinran: He told you?] 〕

[Lin Ning: No, but I guessed it.] However, looking at what you said, I guess, it should be true. 〕