Chapter 159: You're Dissatisfied with Me
There are cars and horses like dragons of openness, and the bridge is magnificent. The staircase opens the loop, and the night light flashes. High-rise buildings in the distance, as far as the eye can see.
The life of the night market has just begun.
The street lamp next to it is far away, as if it is close to darkness, and it is like being in the light.
The figures of the two slowly moved to the side, sat down and leaned together. The sparkling waves in the eyes and the light in the heart reflect each other, complex and different, indescribable.
"Smell, look, do you feel the same way you did at the beginning? After so many years, in our twenties, it seems that we never have the opportunity to sit together quietly and enjoy such a time.
We always think about how our lives will be in the future, whether we will get together. The five years of separation...... I've always wondered why I chose to be with you in the first place.
Until later...... I've been through so much, and it's good to change my life...... The vicissitudes of life, everything changes. I thought that my life would have nothing to do with you. Until I see you again...... Because of Hayashitori.
Actually, I'm thinking of you. The time I was separated from you...... I can hear all kinds of news from you. Jealousy, unwillingness, longing, loss, despair......
Too many feelings are intertwined, until the moment I met, I suddenly felt that my years were wasted after all. I love you from the bottom of my heart...... Hopefully we can be together for the rest of our lives.
Dream...... It's really hard. ”
"Really?" Su Wen felt that the wind by the river was a little cold, and slowly picked up the blazer he had brought over just now and put it on him, his soft gaze was dotted in his eyes, which was bottomless.
"Having said this, I listened and was very happy. But it doesn't have to be that way. It doesn't matter what you've been through in the past. In my eyes, you are the most important thing.
The past time did not take away our feelings. Aga, am I not good enough for you to make you feel like you're suffering from gains and losses? ”
"Nope." Li Wei looked at the coat on his body, and his heart was a little sour. Moved the thing halfway away and distributed it to Su Wen's shoulder, he sighed a few times, but smiled with relief.
"It's not because I don't get enough, it's because I feel that I get too much."
He knew that this person was born to stand on a high place, and he had too many and too thick things. And he is just an ordinary person.
Su Wen, that's a topic from childhood to adulthood. When I was a child, I was talking about this person's wealth and wealth, which was the pursuit of many people. His location is really what many people are looking forward to.
When I met him in high school, I was prejudiced and curious, but because of that curiosity, I fell into his trap. I regret struggling, trying to run through it and get out of it.
However, after all the emotions have overflowed, what remains is the most authentic reaction of the heart. If you want to get close, if you want to leave, you will give up, or even destroy.
"Smell, why do you like me? Why do I have to? ”
Su Wen touched his hair and smiled: "Fool! What more reason do you need to like someone? I like you as a person, I just like you. It's not about where you're in, it's not about the direction you're heading, it's just who you are.
You're always asking me that question, and I have to wonder if I'm not doing well enough. That's fine, you just wait, and from now on, you'll be alone in my life.
I also told you last time, everyone else is acting on the spot, only you, I am sincere. ”
"Hahahaha!" Li Wei's chin rested on his knees, watching the river flowing below, tears slipped out of his left eye, quickly dripped to the ground, and then disappeared without a trace.
"You seem to be pretty good at sweet talk. I just believe in your evil and fall into your trap, and I will never be able to escape from it in the future. ”
"That's just right!" Su Wen didn't notice his emotions, and raised his eyes to look at the tall buildings in the distance, "It's because I have such charm that you like me, don't you?" If it weren't for the fact that I was so powerful, how would you like it?
I'm the best...... I'm the one you like, the best, of course. You see, how good your vision is, you have a crush on the best people. I'm the best......
Praise me? ”
"How to praise?" Li Wei asked.
"Don't you have an idea in your heart?" Su Wen laughed.
Li Dao tilted his head to the side and said loudly, "I don't know what you said. Can it be normal? Don't always think about what you don't have. Su Wen, you should focus on somewhere else. ”
"What to do?" Su Wen just didn't plan to let him go. "The more you say that, the more I think so. If you don't say it, I still think so. I just want to do this, I just want to think like this, and I can't stop it.
What to do? You just like that, don't you? You knew that from the beginning, didn't you? Haha, do you still like me? ”
"The poisoning is deep and hopeless." Li Wei looked back into his eyes.
"I know." Su Wen shook his shoulders happily, raised his eyebrows and said, "I knew you felt this way." So, you don't want to escape my clutches in this life.
I want to keep you by my side forever. I think I'll always be the only one in your heart. That's it, it's okay to live for the rest of your life. ”
"Hmm." Li Wei tilted his head slightly, his heart turned, his expression suddenly became serious, and he asked in a low voice: "I want to ask you a question." ”
"Hmm, ask."
"You ......" hesitated tone, but slowly passed away, turning into determination.
"Have you ever regretted it? It doesn't matter if it's someone you've tortured in the past, or ...... Later, because I was not in Hayashitori, for those who lost their lives...... Have you ever regretted it for a moment......
Ever regretted the preciousness of your life? ”
Even for a moment.
Even if it's just a little bit, isn't it?
"Regrets?" Su Wen's eyebrows jumped, and his face turned expressionless.
"How can you regret it? They deserved to die...... There are always some people who don't have long eyes who want to ascend to the sky in one step, delusional about things that should not belong to them.
Their fate is to perish...... I'm just helping them, I'm perfecting them, am I?
Are you dissatisfied? You don't want me like that? ”
Glancing at the lowered forehead, there was some coldness in his eyes, and he continued: "The existence of ants should not be delusional in the first place. Aga, don't pity these people.
Thankfully, they didn't stand in the delusional position. Otherwise, one day, it will be the people below who will suffer. For example, your ex-girlfriend......
Do you think she's drawing someone from you? No, what she cares about is the Li family behind you, material, not you. I just took care of it for you.
What did I do that wasn't good? I'm doing justice, not doing wrong. ”
Momentarily speechless. Such an excuse, although clever, is shoddy.
It's right to leave everything to the person in charge, so why use such a reason to do things?
Su Wen saw that he didn't speak, and then pinched his face and asked, "Are you dissatisfied with me?" ”