Chapter 10: A Dream in the Night
What exists in society is often an equivalent transaction. If it is not expected, it will cause unnecessary trouble. For example, you need to pay off your debts with your heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and kidneys.
She cherishes her life very much, no matter how important money is, it should not be life-important.
The other end immediately replied to the message: mental damage fee!
It turned out to be a mental damage fee?
As if he suddenly had a similar point of view, Jiang Zuo's mood relaxed a little, and he replied:
Mr. Su wasn't kidding, was he? My mental damage fee is so high? I have two kidneys, but I am too timid to sell them, and I have one of the others, and there is nothing superfluous, and I am flattered by you like this.
The computer screen in front of me was huge, minus the tiredness of the eyes. Su Ling supported his chin with one hand, and his right hand sped quickly on the keyboard, with a smile on his lips that was neither deep nor shallow.
"Don't be flattered, you're worth it!"
The finger was sent a little, and he regretted it again and quickly withdrew.
As soon as Jiang Zuo saw the first few words, the news was withdrawn, and he couldn't help frowning in annoyance:
This guy, can you have a good chat? Is there a reason for the message that was sent out to be withdrawn? What is this operation?
Su Ling filtered it in his mind, and slowly typed it out and sent it over.
"It should be me who started because of me. In my mind, not much. I don't want your kidneys, don't worry! ”
Jiang Zuo read the words on the page, lifted his lips and smiled.
"That'...... Have an appointment for dinner tomorrow night? ”
Su Ling looked at the words above, and a smile overflowed on his face that had always been as cold as ice, so vivid that it was about to light up the night.
"Okay, you can decide the time and place. Just send it to me if you want to. ”
Jiang Zuo didn't expect this person to be so good at making an appointment, and ended the topic: "Okay, Mr. Su go to bed early, bye!" ”
Su Ling immediately replied to the message: "Okay, Miss Jiang, good night!" ”
Jiang Zuo put his phone on the counter and closed his eyes. It's zero o'clock now, and the hands of time are turning thousands of times in my mind, echoing, exploding.
"Bang bang bang!"
"Boom!"
"Boom~"
She slammed over, facing the wall. The mind is becoming more and more sober, more and more sober. With a click, he turned around and faced the window again.
The curtain opened the gap, and the cold moon always hung incompletely in the sky, lonely, lonely.
It's only August 15, and it's extraordinarily round. It was hoping for a reunion, an encounter, and reluctance. Maybe one day, we will always face parting.
Unable to sleep, Jiang Zuo opened his eyes and thought about the past.
Rolling in the quagmire a lot, people will always remember those simple stories especially deeply.
At that time, when she was still in elementary school, she would go with her friends in the village to cut pigweed, collect firewood, pick up seeds on the bridge by the river, and walk old cows when the air was fresh and the sunset was beautiful.
On the green ridge, she still wears a high ponytail, and she and Yu Laosan lie on it to sleep, thinking about the future, which is also very good.
When the third child was young, his grades were not good, and he was the third son in the family, he was not welcomed, he was always whipped and taught a lesson by the skin.
As for her, her grades are good, and she is quite liked by her teachers, but she is not liked by her family.
In their eyes, there is only that son. The son is the world of the family, even if it is just a piece of breadcrumbs, it must follow the son's heart.
She was like picking it up, scolding and calling around, especially handy.
Since she came to the city to work hard in her first year of junior high school, she is fortunate that she is not bullied. Accepting child labor for work always faces a huge risk, so she has many aunts, uncles and aunts in her life.
The extra relatives, due to the passage of time, she has lost count of how many.
The only thing that impressed me was that when she first came out, she was twelve years old that year, working in a restaurant, and later after eating the food delivered by the proprietress, she foamed at the mouth and had a fever of 40 degrees.
The proprietress was afraid that someone in the store would be unlucky, so she took advantage of the night to throw her into a big pit in the back mountain, and covered people with trees and flowers to escape all responsibility.
Consciousness was completely gone, her hands and feet began to be cold, and she thought that she was really about to leave this world.
I will never see those childhood friends again, I will never see the third child again, and I will never see her again with loving eyes, and say:
"Xiao Zuo, you must work hard, the teacher believes in you, with your intelligence, it is absolutely not a problem to get ahead in the future.
Don't give up your right to a better life just because you were born badly. I'm sure you can. The teacher will definitely help you. ”
Her tears fell down, screaming, crying, struggling, trying to get out of this darkness, wanting to jump out of the cliff of her dreams.
"The Third ......"
"Pinkie......
"Daddy...... Mommy ......"
"Mom's ......"
"Auntie......"
"Be kind and righteous ......"
"Be kind...... Be ...... I'm not going to die...... I'm definitely not going to die~"
"I really can't die......"
"When you're dead, there's nothing!"
"Really, if you're dead, there's nothing!"
"Jiang Zuo, don't die. When you die, no one will remember you. You're dead, and the world is really like a dream.
No more, no more. I'm not a god, and I don't want to die! No! ”
That night it rained heavily, drenching people both physically and mentally. When the morning glow rose, the earth warmed up, and Jiang Zuo seemed to be dead once, lingering in a boundless nightmare.
If you don't move your mind, your tears will go down like worthless droplets. The whole body is soft, as if immersed in a sea of filthy sludge water.
Jiang Zuo's consciousness was gradually swallowed up by the haze.
Human life is as short as a dream, and the longer the vision, the shorter the life, the narrower the vision, and the long life.
Happiness and fear are always with each other, she is glad that the things in this world are not enough, but she is also afraid that the end of her life and the feeling of organ failure are not very painful.
The sun rises in the east, bringing hope, but also more than hope.
The restraints on her body were pulled away layer by layer, and she vaguely heard someone calling herself: Little sister! Little sister!
She thought, it turns out that hell is not so cruel. Someone is calling her sister!
Her body rose into the air, the sun shining hotly on her body, and I don't know how long later, when she opened her eyes, she was already lying on the lawn under a large tree.
The person who was staring at his face in a daze slowly became clear, and then blurred.
Through the fog, the man's voice rang in his ears.
"Do you want to die? Sister, are you like me, don't want to be in this world anymore? ”
"The world is terrible, my mom is gone, they say, she's dead!"
"Those who die, never come back."
"But, you say, is it true that only death can save the world? Is it also necessary to die to make everything here disappear? ”
"What to do? Mom said that the thing I wore around my neck was for my bride. She said that only her daughter-in-law deserves to wear the necklace.
Okay, sister, my brother put it on for you. One of us, never separated. When it came to death, there was someone by his side, and it seemed to be fine. ”
There was something hanging around his neck, and Jiang Zuo wanted to see the person in front of him clearly, but he couldn't open his eyes. She heard that before people die, they will return to the light.
So, please give her one last bit of luck and let her see the person in front of her clearly!
However, the heavens were not beautiful, and she could not fulfill the last wish in her life, so she sank into the bottomless abyss.
“This through the dream of life and death, always just to meet you. This symbol of love ring, has been in my mind. I love you, it's not about time and years, that's all.”
The alarm clock rang suddenly, and Jiang Zuo woke up from his dream and sat on the bed.
The contents of the neck exude a piping hot temperature.
This dream hasn't been done for a long time, and it suddenly came last night, and there was a sense of amazement as if it was another world.
Get up and wash your face.
In the mirror, I obviously have dark circles under my eyes.
She picked up the powder she bought casually and smeared it, and it finally looked like it.