Chapter Seventy-Eight: Yang Li's Past
Yang Li remembered the scene when she first met He Yehua, although almost twenty years have passed, she is still shy and her eyes are blurred, as if everything is as clear as yesterday!
"The weather that day was as good as today," Yang Li whispered and looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, "I was only seventeen years old at that time, and I accompanied my boyfriend to the car race. Unfortunately, I didn't be able to talk to him at the time, and my boyfriend and I drove away after the race, but since then, I've been following a racer named He Yehua, his every success and failure. Almost to the point of going crazy, every day in my heart but him, I can hardly see anyone, in this regard, my boyfriend has a big opinion of me, saying that I want to continue like this, and break up with me. My boyfriend and I were classmates in middle school, and my relationship with him was not easy to come by, so it doesn't seem appropriate to give up my first boyfriend for the sake of a person who can only fantasize all day long.
In order to win back my boyfriend, I began to ignore all the news about He Yehua, thinking that in this way I could have a long-term relationship with my boyfriend. I didn't expect that during the summer vacation, I went to see him there, he was actually with me, with other girls, I was very sad, I ran to the bar alone and drank a lot of wine, and at this moment, a few hooligans in the bar came to harass me, I was a half-drunk little girl, how could I be their opponent, so I was pulled out by them and stuffed into their car, I know very well who those are, if they take away, my reputation in this life will be ruined, I really want to despair, But at this moment, I suddenly felt as if the people who were pulling me were pushed away, and before I could figure out the situation, a force pulled me forward and ran to another car, and then I saw the appearance of the person in front of me, who was the same racing driver I had been thinking about all day, and I did not hesitate to get in the car and leave.
It was the first time I was so close, I looked at him so clearly, and for the first time I experienced his superb driving skills. At this moment, it seems that the damage caused by my boyfriend's betrayal doesn't matter to me. I hope in my heart, I hope that our road together will never end, and the car will never stop for the rest of my life.
But God wouldn't even help me, and he had only been with me for ten minutes when his car stopped. Moreover, I still stopped next to the woman I thought I was.
"Little girl, it's safe here, you can take a taxi back by yourself. Remember, next time, don't go out drinking alone, how dangerous it is. ”
After he told me, he got out of the car and walked to the woman's side, and I saw him naturally wrap his arms around the girl's waist, and the girl looked at him, and at a glance she knew what their relationship was.
At this time, the feeling of betrayal of my boyfriend, which I ignored, surged in my heart again, and I knew very well that this emotion was no longer because of my boyfriend's betrayal, but because I watched He Yehua and that woman be intimate. But I knew better that I had no right to be sad about his intimate behavior with that woman!
I got out of the car and walked in front of them, and I didn't even have the courage to look up at him, and whispered, "Thank you just now." Then, turn away from them.
I was walking fast, but I still heard the woman ask him who I was, why I was in his car, and if she was looking for other little girls. Then I heard him explain to the woman that he saw some ruffians bullying me, so he came to his rescue. Also, he didn't know me at all, and swore to the woman that he had no one in his heart but her, and he wouldn't want anyone in his life except her. ”
When Yang Li said this, she still seemed to be unable to hide her sadness at that time, and chuckled at herself, "At that time, I was really jealous of that woman, as if it was me who stood by his side." And at this time, my father was sick, and my sister abroad took him to the United States for treatment, and my mother and I also went to take care of him. Although I knew that he had a girlfriend and knew that I didn't have a chance, I still couldn't help but think about him. And that kind of longing is getting stronger and stronger, no matter how hard I try to keep myself from being idle in the future, I can't withdraw from the thoughts of him.
Later, my sister got married there, and we both settled there, but I still didn't give up, and three years later, I secretly ran back alone to inquire about him, but I finally got the news that he was going to have a wedding with someone else.
I quietly went to the wedding venue, but the bride was not the girl I saw that time, do you know what kind of mentality I had at that time? Regret, regret, regret. If I hadn't left with my parents to settle abroad, would I have been the bride standing next to him at the time, or maybe it would have been? If I had known that he had broken up with that woman, I would definitely pursue him desperately, like he confessed.
But why would God make me miss him again and again! I secretly liked him for so many years, and my love for him became deeper and deeper, but I could only see him with others again and again, swearing with others!
At this time, my sister returned to China to find me, because my parents had settled abroad, so my sister forcibly took me back to them, and when I saw him marry someone else, I left with my sister in frustration, let my sister take me away, and even swore in despair that I would never be in this sad place again.
After settling down abroad, I quickly found a job because of my brother-in-law, and I worked hard to stop thinking about He Yehua in order to stop thinking about him, and no longer gave myself any time to think about him. But I didn't hesitate to reject the suitors who had a good impression of me.
Although he didn't let himself love him anymore, he didn't allow himself to like anyone else. At that time, my mother, who didn't know about it, thought that I had a problem with my sexual orientation, and even forced me to see a psychiatrist.
Seeing my parents and sister anxious because of my negative attitude towards life, I was really sad and felt very unfilial, especially when my father finally recovered from a serious illness, but he was anxious for me.
In order to appease my family's worries, I agreed to the courtship of a boy in the company and agreed to date him, but I knew very well that he could not arouse any desire for love and marriage at all, as if he was perfunctory family expectations, pretending to cater to him. Married to him from love to love, everything seems to be so natural.
The days after getting married, for me are still so salty, I can't show rejection, but I can't do how happy, the first few years are okay, I am fighting for my career, working hard to move forward, I don't have much time to sigh about marriage, but later our careers have stabilized, and when it gets better and better, the contradictions in marriage are getting bigger and bigger.
My parents were very conservative and traditional, and they were very satisfied with my marriage at that time, so when I first questioned my marriage, my parents were even more excited than when I wanted not to get married, and under the constant 'reminders' and 'teachings' of my family, I didn't dare to have any thoughts about divorce and continue my numb life.
Unexpectedly, after I 'settled', my husband was restless, and I caught him with another woman.
Actually, I didn't deliberately want to 'catch. 'adulterer', just looking for an opportunity to divorce without making his parents angry. So when I watched him and the woman in bed, I couldn't be calm, just like watching a plot about a man cheating on me in a TV series.
In fact, my ex-husband also had a big opinion of me, he said that he really couldn't stand my cold treatment of him, and he couldn't experience the kind of satisfaction that any man has for a woman. So everything was as I expected, and my parents no longer had any objection to my disloyalty to the marriage and my filing for divorce.
Because we are all Dinkists, the divorce process went smoothly, and after the divorce, I didn't have to face people I didn't like every day, and my life was much easier, except for the occasional thought of the figure on the racing track, I thought that the rest of my life would be spent like this.
But I didn't expect that at this moment, I saw the woman who was married to him on the streets of a foreign country, and that woman was with a foreigner, and with them, there was a teenage child, and the child was a mixed-race child at a glance.
I accosted them by pretending to ask for directions, knowing that they were husband and wife, and that child was the child who made them both.
And I, who knew all this, had a sealed heart in my heart, and once again enthusiastic, he was divorced, and he had been divorced for so many years.
I decided to return to China at that time, although I was not sure if there would be another woman around him, but I still couldn't control the idea of looking for him, and my parents, who didn't know it, perhaps because they were getting older and more homesick, approved of my return to China and came back here with me.
When I came back, I immediately inquired about his news, and finally learned that he had been single, so I desperately contacted his family by bridging the relationship, and successfully got the recognition and trust of my mother, and successfully established a relationship with him, and now I am married. ”
When Yang Li was doing this, her tone had always been very flat, as if she was talking about a familiar friend, but no one could understand that she had missed He Yehua again and again, and even blocked the door of her feelings for him, and lived numbly for all these years.
Therefore, she looked at Duan Shulian, no matter what this noble woman meant to He Yehua, it was useless, because in this world, the person who loves He Yehua the most is her Yang Li. It was she Yang Li who used her whole life to love him and follow him, so the person who deserves to be with He Yehua can only be her!