I didn't know how I got out of the village, I didn't know what had happened, I lay groggily on the bed in Fuqingtang for a week.

After Cen Si's accident, I didn't go to school again, and about Cen Si's body, Zhang Mu contacted Director Wang, and people from their department in Chongqing came forward to deal with it. A day later, the police informed Cen Si's family that she had died in an accident while she was out playing. I didn't go when Cen Si was cremated.

I didn't go when she was buried, I lay on the bed in Fuqingtang alone like I had lost my soul, I didn't eat or drink for a whole week, and I didn't say a word, if it wasn't for Zhang Mu and Tengu desperately pouring some water into my mouth, I might have died a long time ago.

"Brother Zhang, what's wrong with my uncle! He hasn't eaten for a week, and he's lost at least thirty pounds! Tengu and Zhang Mu stood in front of my bed, and Tengu said anxiously.

"Li Hao! Get up and eat something, Cen Si is dead, and we are sad, but you have to think about the living. Zhang Mu stood beside my bed with a bowl of rice and a glass of water, and persuaded me bitterly.

I didn't look at him or speak, I just lay quietly on the bed, motionless. The biggest thing in the world is nothing more than the death of the heart. My heart really broke after Cen Si left!

I don't know why I chose to take this path, why I stepped into this industry, why the five disadvantages and three shortcomings of this day will appear in me! Why am I lacking love? I don't know the answer to all of this, and I don't know what I'm going to do now.

"Tengu! I can't help it, your uncle is a heart disease, and heart disease needs heart medicine to cure it! Zhang Mu stood aside and said anxiously.

"Uncle Shi, you have to cheer up! How can you go on like this? People can't be resurrected after death! Teacher! Tengu sat down in front of my bed and spoke to me with great difficulty.

I've heard this kind of thing countless times in the past week, and I will say it to persuade people, and I know that people can't be resurrected after death, but I don't want to eat anything, I don't want to move anything, I don't want to say anything.

Zhang Mu and Tengu took turns to accompany me, and the two of them took turns to sit next to me and say something to me. I can hear them, but I won't answer them.

One day half a month later, I finally got out of bed, and in this half a month, Zhang Mu and Tengu took turns to give me food in my mouth, forcibly poured water into me, I ate and drank mechanically, and I lived like this. Finally on this day I got out of bed.

"Li Hao! You're out of bed! After Zhang Mu saw me, he said in surprise. Teacher! Are you alright?! Tengu looked at me in surprise, his tone filled with joy.

I looked at them and nodded, then sat down on the couch, and wanted to pick up the cigarette on the coffee table, but I was stunned for a moment when I grabbed it, and then put the cigarette case down. After Zhang Mu saw this scene, his eyes that were originally filled with joy instantly became sad.

Cen Si once said let me smoke less, hehe, I remember! I sat on the sofa in Fuqing Hall, and my mind was full of memories of Cen Si, the whole Ciqikou, the whole Fuqing Hall, and even the whole Chongqing, there were memories of me and Cen Si in many places.

"Brother Zhang, thank you for taking care of you during this time." I looked at Zhang Mu and said my first sentence in half a month. Because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his whole voice became hoarse, as if his vocal cords had been torn by something, and he spoke slowly.

"Li Hao, there is no need to say this, as long as you can cheer up, it is stronger than anything." Zhang Mu lit a cigarette and looked at me with reluctance in his eyes.

"Brother Zhang, I'm leaving!" I looked at Zhang Mu and Tengu and sat down on the sofa. "Let?! Where are you going?! Zhang Mu took a step forward suddenly, holding a cigarette in his hand, and looked at me stunned.

"I don't know where to go, but I won't stay here anymore, there is only one thing left in the rest of my life, find that Ninth World Ghost Baby, and then slaughter it to avenge Cen Si!" My voice was small, but it was very firm.

"Uncle Shi, I'll go with you!" After hearing my words, Tengu immediately spoke up. "Get out of the way! It's none of your business! Zhang Mu rudely interrupted the tengu. Li Hao! What can you do in your current state! You said you went to find that ghost baby, can I rest assured that you are now? ”

"Hehe, Brother Zhang, what can you do if you don't worry? Cen Si is dead, is there any point in my life? Find that ghost baby, then kill it, and I'll go to the underworld to accompany Cen Si! "I laughed, the smile made people look distressed, what a laugh! It's clearly crying.

"Li Hao! Are you crazy! Cen Si is gone! I'm sad too, if you're gone, let me live! You have to think about the living! Besides! Even if you go down to accompany Cen Si, can you guarantee that she is not reincarnated! You know it! If you're dead! How do I live with the tengu! Zhang Mu shouted at me hysterically.

Tengu listened silently and did not interject. "Hehe, does it have anything to do with me?" As soon as my words came out, Zhang Mu's anger was instantly extinguished.

I slowly stood up, walked to Zhang Mu's side, picked up Zhang Mu's hand and put it on my chest: "Brother Zhang, you touch me, do you still have a heart when you touch me?" Zhang Mu's face was no longer angry, and instead it was a look of unbearable expression. Brother Zhang, my heart is dead, why do you say you still let me live? ”

I put down Zhang Mu's hand, slowly walked to the door of Fuqing Hall, turned my back to Zhang Mu and Tengu and muttered: "This place has too many memories of me, Ciqikou, Fuqing Hall, every corner of Chongqing has too many memories of me and Cen Si, I have no way to face all this, and I have no way to be relieved." So I chose to leave, I chose to escape. I'm a coward, and I failed to protect my beloved. ”

I didn't feel sad, I didn't feel sad, I didn't cry, I didn't even shed a tear, as I said, my heart is long dead, my heart is gone, how can I be sad? As for the tears, they dried up as early as the day Cen Si left.

Zhang Mu looked at me and didn't speak, Tengu walked up to me with a glass of water in his hand: "Uncle Shi, shall I go with you?" I'll accompany you to find that ghost baby. ”

I turned my head to look at the tengu, with an ugly smile on my face, and stretched out my skinny hand that I had collected and gently patted the tengu's shoulder: "Tengu, I promised your master to take care of you, now I can't do it, you will follow Zhang Mu in the future, he will take care of you." Don't follow me, let me go alone, let me be quiet, okay? ”

Tengu held the cup in his hand and didn't know how to answer. "Li Hao! You can go, and the tengu and I won't follow you, but you can wait for me for a while. After finishing speaking, Zhang Mu walked out quickly. After a while, Zhang Mu walked in with a bag.

After coming in, Zhang Muyi stuffed the bag into my arms: "There are 100,000 yuan in here!" If you want to go, you can, take the money! You just want to live with that ghost baby! If you don't have money, you won't be able to move an inch in this society. ”

I hugged the bag that Zhang Musai gave me and did not refuse, but accepted it. Although I don't feel that I still need money or such a thing, I don't want my brothers around me to worry anymore, I take this money, which will more or less make Zhang Mu feel a little more at ease.

"Uncle Shi, where are you going? Where is the first stop? Tengu stood aside, looking very depressed. I don't know, I should go to Beijing, I want to ask Director Wang's department to help me find this Ninth World Ghost Baby, their department has branches all over the country, they will find it much faster than me alone. ”

After listening to this, Zhang Mu nodded: "Well, that's right, I thought you were going to go all over the country to find it alone?" "Hehe, how can I have this time, I don't want to wait a minute now, I can't wait for a minute, I can't wait to kill it right away!" I looked at the people coming and going outside Fuqing Hall, and said through gritted teeth.

"Li Hao, if you take revenge, then what do you plan?" Zhang Mu took two steps forward and stood side by side with me.

"Plans? What can I do, go to the underworld to accompany Cen Si! I didn't look at Zhang Mu beside me, my eyes were stunned and I looked at the recliner not far away, that recliner used to be the place where Cen Si and I sat and chatted when we were okay at noon.

"Li Hao!" Zhang Mu moved my shoulder suddenly, looked at me with red eyes, and said word by word: "I hope you can tell me after you take revenge, and then think about it before making a decision, okay?" ”

I looked at Zhang Mu's eyes, stunned for a few seconds, and then nodded: "Okay, I will." After finishing speaking, I broke away from Zhang Mu's hand and walked into the back room alone.

A few minutes later, I walked out with a bag on my back and a box for my fishing rods. "I'm leaving!" After saying hello to Zhang Mu and Tengu, I walked out of the door of Fuqing Hall. When I went out, it was raining outside, and pedestrians and tourists on the street ran under the eaves to hide from the rain.

And I was carrying a bag alone, without an umbrella, letting the cold rain hit me, walking alone on the street, even if the rain was cold, it couldn't be cold in my heart at this time. Zhang Mu and Tengu stood at the door of Fuqing Hall, watching my blurred back gradually disappear into the street in the rain.

Tears flowed from Zhang Mu's eyes, and the tengu sat directly on the ground and cried, which attracted countless onlookers who were hiding from the rain. And Zhang Mu and Tengu completely ignored everyone's gaze and stood motionless at the door of Fuqing Hall.

I left Chongqing alone on this rainy day, leaving this place that made me sad, I don't know what was waiting for me in front of me, and I don't want to know.

Ghost Baby! I'm coming! Even if you die, I have a way to let you know that death is not the most terrible!