Chapter 123: A Man's Love and a Woman's Love
Chai Shaoan hugged her and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.
"Am I being too rude, I'll be gentle in the future."
Tan Jiaren's eyelashes fluttered, and crystal tears slipped from her eyes.
It's like the cleanest dew on a summer morning.
Chai Shaoan only felt that his heart trembled a little.
He gently stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Tan Jiaren's shoulders, as if he was holding a rare treasure.
"There's no after."
Tan Jiaren said softly, as if talking to herself.
But she could clearly hear the sound of something breaking.
What they need is to sit down and talk, not to talk about it after they're done.
This is not only a difference of one word, in Tan Jiaren's opinion, it is a gap of 108,000 miles.
"What did you say?"
Chai Shaoan stroked her hair, held her hand lightly and kissed her lightly on the back of her hand.
Tan Jiaren withdrew his hand from his hand, slowly, but not to be refused.
"I said, there is no future."
Tan Jiaren looked up at him, only to see that cracks began to appear on his face, which was full of satisfaction and happiness just now.
"What did you say?"
His tone was noticeably heavier, repeating what he had just said, word by word.
Tan Jiaren took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind.
"There's no after."
After saying this, she seemed to be relieved.
His head tilted to the side and never looked at him again.
Tan Jiaren only felt that her body sank again, and Chai Shaoan twisted her face towards him.
The anger on his face seemed even worse than it had just been.
He was preparing to repeat what he had just done again.
But Tan Jiaren didn't want to resist anymore, she had no strength.
Men and women are different, men always judge whether a woman is willing to give him her body or not, and judge whether the woman loves him or not.
Women always judge whether a man loves her or not by whether he is willing to spend time with her, whether he wants to make her happy, and whether he is willing to spend money for her.
Tan Jia is like most women, but in many places it is different from most women.
She didn't need anyone else to spend money for her, but she felt that if a man didn't care about her feelings just because of his own and possession.
Is that kind of love really love?
Is that love?
Chai Shao'an's kiss fell on her body, just like just now, as if it was a plum blossom that had bloomed several times.
Tan Jiaren didn't say anything more, and a tear slid down her cheek.
Chai Shaoan suddenly stopped his movements.
He rolled over and lay down on the bed, took her in his arms with pity, covered the quilt, and kissed away all the tears on her face.
"It's all my fault, don't cry."
Chai Shaoan hugged Tan Jiaren and whispered.
"Let's go!"
Tan Jiaren said.
When she first learned the news, Tan Jiaren wanted to know whether Chai Shaoan loved her or not.
She was even tempted to ask.
She even thought that if Chai Shaoan loved her, even if he lied to her before, the recording and drugging were true, she could treat it as if it hadn't happened.
When she didn't know it before, wasn't it all good?
But now, she doesn't want to dwell on that anymore.
Why did he have to get her this way?
A woman's heart is sometimes very strong, as long as she loves you and you love her, she can even fight against the whole world for you.
But sometimes, a woman's heart is very fragile, as long as you look at it, a casual little action, her heart will be broken.
Chai Shaoan let go of Tan Jiaren, "What did you say?" ”
Was it because his ears were too back tonight or because she wasn't clear enough.
"Let's go! Don't come back again. ”
Tan Jiaren left Chai Shao'an's arms and shrank into the corner of the bed with her back to him.
Wrap yourself tightly in a quilt.
It should be too tired, she doesn't know when Chai Shaoan left.
When she got up, Chai Shaoan was gone, if it weren't for the physical pain and the traces of a room, she almost thought that Chai Shaoan had never been here.
While following Chai Shao'an and disappearing, Bai Yongzhen didn't see it in the past few days.
Tan Jiaren didn't mean to see him, and she didn't know how long Bai Yongzhen would stay with the filming of the TV series.
It's just that Chai Shaoan and Bai Yongzhen disappeared at the same time, which made her feel a little uneasy.
The filming of the crew in Zhangjiajie has come to an end.
Because of her fierce and warm voice in the hotel that day, Tan Jiaren was grateful for her help and chatted with her very much in the past few days.
The two are also now referred to as friends, not as before.
"Beauty, why do I feel like you've been in a state of mind these days? Is there something on your mind? ”
Tan Jiaren shook her head, how should she talk to Li Nuannuan about the matter between her and Chai Shaoan?
In fact, even she herself was a little confused.
She was almost used to the days when Chai Shao'an was there.
On the first night Chai Shao'an left, Tan Jiaren returned to the empty room.
An indescribable feeling enveloped her like a tide.
Tan Jiaren tried hard to make herself laugh, she tried to raise the corners of her mouth, and sat down with everything she had to do.
But when she saw her smile in the mirror, she realized how bitter her smile was.
Tan Jiaren looked at herself in the mirror, her legs suddenly lost strength, and she sat on the ground all of a sudden.
When she got to bed, she found that she couldn't sleep.
The room was filled with the breath of Chai Shaoan.
The more she forced herself to sleep, the more she couldn't sleep.
Every night when I open my eyes, I can't sleep until the second half of the night.
It's not the first time she's experienced such a day, and it's not the first time she's tasted it.
But last time there was Ran Ran by her side, this time, but
"I'm fine." Tan Jiaren smiled at Li Nuannuan.
Changed the subject, "I wonder how many days are left for the next shoot?" ”
Li Nuannuan sighed, "There are still five scenes, and it will take about three days!" ”
"Three days." Tan Jiaren nodded.
As long as these three days passed, she resigned from the crew, she thought, the filming went smoothly, she couldn't play much role here, and she didn't have much impact if she wasn't here.
She misses her son.
What's more, if she stays here, she'll just think about some nonsense.
But the reality doesn't seem to be developing in a good direction as Tan Jiaren thought.
Just the day before leaving, Tan Jiaren saw a small note in front of her door.
"Come to Qingfeng Cliff and have something to talk to you about."
The handwriting is strong and powerful, with a free and easy rule, and a bit of domineering in the delicate.
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