18
My name is Chen Xuefen, this year is old, my children are already married and have children, they are very good, and they are also very filial to me, they moved out of the house when they had the financial ability, and took me over, this year is the twenty-second year of leaving, I will go back to see the house every year, this year I plan to move back, I am starting to forget things, but I don't want me to forget everything I have experienced with you, even a little, or not.
When I met you, I was also in high school, like the little dove met Xiaoxiao, in high school, but ah, we were much better than them, and there was not such a good environment at that time, and it was very dramatic to meet you.
Because of the start of school that day, I was very serious about dressing up, and I applied the rouge I saved money to buy, but it looked good, do you still remember, I looked like at that time, at that time eggs were considered a luxury, I saw how you ate eggs every day, but envious, I had no parents, grew up in an orphanage, at that time I was a little inferior, and I didn't dare to speak, sitting alone in the corner, watching others chat, and then you came in, came in and sat next to me, you still greeted me, I nodded, how dare I at that time, You seem to be a little unhappy, probably because of my attitude, you still kick my stool, oh! You, I recognize you, it's the little boy in front of the breakfast shop, my floating heart suddenly felt a little relieved, you suddenly handed me your eggs, my first reaction was to shirk, you said I deserved it, I helped you. In fact, what can't help is to help you when you fall down on a bike.
I saw that you insisted on handing me the eggs to eat, and refused to withdraw your hand, so I agreed if I had no choice, and then you walked away, you are very popular, a group of people surround you, and I secretly looked at it several times when I peeled the eggs, but you are so good-looking, what I thought at the time was that you are not good-looking and not mine.
By chance, we actually became table mates, and you walked in handsomely from the door and knocked on the table in front of me: "Hey, at the same table." I was already very scared of being born, and then you talked to me like this, I suddenly sat up straight, swallowed my saliva, didn't look up, just grabbed my bag, nodded, how did you describe me at that time, by the way, you said: "How is it the same as a chicken pecking rice, don't be afraid." As for me, of course I'm still silent.
I think you're like a star, shiny, eh, don't talk about me, I don't know how to describe people, I think it's been forty or fifty years since you left, and it feels like yesterday.
Every day, people come to you to play basketball, at that time, high school students' hobbies were similar to now, and they also secretly went to the Internet, playing basketball or something, you don't seem to like the Internet very much, others look for you to go online, you always refuse.
"Hey, tablemate, do you want to bring me water?" When you asked me, I was still shocked, you are not short of people to deliver water, I hesitated and did not dare to agree, you have been staring at me, I can meet your eyes as soon as I look up, you also smiled, I held back for a long time, before I said a few words: "How many ...... Some. ”
"Eleven o'clock over."
"Know...... Know. ”
"Then don't forget, I only drink Cestbon." You tapped me on the shoulder, and I went out with the basketball, and after you left, I felt a lot more breathing, and I patted my heart. I was struggling at the time, I was wondering if I should send it to you, will someone gossip, maybe I haven't been the focus of attention for a long time, so I still habitually don't become a topic of conversation in other people's mouths.
At twelve o'clock we all came to the classroom, you sat on the chair for a long time, crossed a Erlang leg, I walked in, wanted to sit on the chair, you moved away with a "whoosh-" sound, then I moved back by myself, you didn't speak, just looked at me and "hummed", I didn't dare to speak.
At the end of the lunch break, you may be looking for a notebook, your hand turned into the table, and then you took out the Cestbon mineral water I put in it, and then turned your gaze to me, I noticed your gaze, I took the book to block it, pretending not to see, I heard you say, it turned out to be like this to send water, thank you at the same table. I curled the corners of my mouth.
Seriously, my life is still mediocre, I don't have as good grades as you, although I tried hard. The dean told me that I should study hard, and she would sponsor me to go to college, and I felt like my mother, but she was still not my mother. After the final exam results came down this time, you glanced at my grades and said that you would give me a make-up class, I declined you, I don't want to waste your time, after all, it is very difficult to get into college, not to mention, whether I can study is also a problem. You seem to be disappointed, it seems to be, I don't know, because you pouted, but the next second you went to play basketball with someone else.
You haven't talked to me for a few days, and so have I, I won't take the initiative to talk to anyone, so we haven't communicated, and although I don't like to talk, my mind is very active, and I think you should hate me.
The last time you asked me why I didn't fit in, I was alone at dinner, and no one teamed up with me when I was playing games. I didn't answer you at that time, I didn't speak, and you were silent for a long time, and then laughed awkwardly: "I'll just ask." I'll tell you now, I always feel that I don't deserve to play with those people, they are all happy, they have a father who loves and a mother love, subconsciously, I don't think they can accept people like me to get along with them, so I have always been alone, and when I was in the welfare home, because the children in the welfare home are very withdrawn.
This time you have been indifferent for a long time, it's been a month, and I haven't spoken in the class for a month, I used to talk to you, but if you don't look for me, I can only talk to myself.
I drew a flower and a person next to it, and I was bored, so I started talking to them, talking very quietly.
"What do you want to wear today, I'll draw it for you."
"Would you like to eat something?"
"Look, is this okay?"
"Childish." You spoke, I looked up at you, smiled stupidly, you smiled too, I think, we are reconciled.
That's right, we are reconciled, you still talk to me every day, I just listen, nodding from time to time to show that I am listening.
"Why don't we go to the movies on the weekend?"
"Nope." I rejected you, in fact, it's not that I don't want to go, but I'm in a different situation from you, the money for going to school is subsidized, and I can't spend it with peace of mind.
"Go, go, I'll invite you to a movie." I looked up at you, I think you think I'm worried about money, because in your eyes, I'm a classmate from a bad family, so you want to invite me to watch a movie, I suddenly feel very irritable, I don't like this feeling of pity, it makes me feel that everything is stolen, but even if I'm worried about it, even if I feel uncomfortable, I am cringe on the surface: "Really don't go."
"Okay." We wrap up this topic.
When school was out the next day, because the next day was the weekend, you came to me with a movie ticket and stuffed it to me: "Buy more, love to go." Then he pretended that nothing had happened and ran out.
There's no way you can make me say no.
In my room, I looked at the clothes, I suddenly found a gap, these old clothes, I always feel that I can't see you, I opened the drawer, and took out the skirt that had been locked inside, this is the dress that the dean's mother gave me on the day she turned 16, and I have not been willing to wear it.
"Here." You waved at me, it turns out that you have already arrived, and I actually made you wait so long, "It's beautiful." "I'm very happy that you praise me.
I rushed to pay for popcorn and Coke, after all, I had already asked you to buy tickets, and I really didn't want to let you spend money like this.
When I watched the movie, nothing happened, so I smiled occasionally and then exchanged plots.
"Eh, Dong Zihe, why are you here, is this your little girlfriend?" When she ran over to say hello, I felt familiar, but I didn't remember who it was.
"No, no."
"Hmm."
I and you make a sound at the same time, and then I look up at you, and you look at me, and then you smile at me.
"What's your business?"
"Gossip." The girl's gaze never seemed to take off my face, "Look at this sister is a little familiar"
I smiled, I didn't seem to have this person in my memory.
"Chen-Xuefen? Right? ”
Surprised, I nodded, not knowing what to say for a moment.
"Alright, alright, we still have something to do, let's go first."
You pushed me away, and it's kind of funny to think about how cramped you were back then.
"Don't you know the guy just now?"
"I don't know."
"Recreation Commissioner."
I didn't speak, I didn't fit in, I didn't fit in so much that no one noticed me, and I didn't notice.
"Haha, you don't need to know them, it's enough to know me." After you finished speaking, you still touched my hair, is this what was popular at that time for them to touch their heads?
A simple movie, but the follow-up is not so simple.
The whole class knows me because of you.
"Hello sister-in-law."
"Sister-in-law, it's early."
"This is Dong Zihe's girlfriend?"
It's been almost a week, it's all in this rumor.
I didn't dare to clarify, you didn't clarify.
"Bang-" The head teacher slapped the book on the table: "Tell me about the two of you, what's so good about early love, Dong Zihe, you are a person who wants to study, and you want to go to university...... Do you know? ”
"Yes."
"Knowing that you are still in love, you are really ......"
"Old, teacher, we don't have a puppy love."
"Dong Zihe, let me ask you, what can you give her now, do you have a stable income? Take your parents' money to support your girlfriend? Your parents didn't let you come to school to waste your youth. ”
"And you, Chen Xuefen, you are still so young, and you haven't seen anything, some small favors and small favors have bought you, you will read good books in the future, and you will meet more people, now the two of you should concentrate on reading, understand?"
After half an hour of education, the final result was to separate the tables, one for the leftmost group and the other for the rightmost group.
"It's okay, next time I'll try to be the first in the exam and change you back, you know? Obedient. "You touched my head again, and I noticed that you seemed to like to touch my hair, and since that day on, you have been touching my hair from time to time.
I nodded.
It's been just a month since the end of the semester, you haven't spoken to me, and I have quietly turned my head to look at you, you are all writing questions, and I found that you haven't gone out to play basketball much, and you will greet me when you meet me during dinner, but you don't speak.
I asked you a long time later, and you told me, "I think it's painful for you to have an affair with me, I know you don't like to be the focus of attention, and I want to work hard to get you back to me." ”
My eyes were red when I listened to it.
At the end of the term, you're kind of willing to come and talk to me.
"You want to contact me during the holidays, how do you celebrate the New Year, do you want to come out together."
"It's still early for the New Year." I don't know how to celebrate the New Year, I used to have a meal with the dean's mother and other children, but this year, there should be another batch of children, and the children who were still there last year have also been taken away.
"What do you want to do on the first day of the holiday, tablemate."
"Why are you still calling me ......?"
"Because I'm sure I'll be the first in the exam, and I'll change you back."
I looked at you, and suddenly I couldn't help laughing, is this just a firm choice?
"I'll take you home."
The word home, hearing it, suddenly felt a little flustered, "No need." ”
I don't want to show this side of me so soon, I'm afraid you'll stay away from me.
You were silent for a few seconds, and then finally said, "Okay, then I'll take you out of school, and I'm leaving when I can't see you."
The first time I realized that you might be chasing me was in my sophomore year of high school.
Because of your insistence, the teacher can't help it, the two of us are still at the same table, but the teacher said that I can't see your grades slipping, and if you decline, I will transfer you away, and I found that you even started to read in the history class and self-study class where you used to sleep.
"I can't let my little table mate go."
I was passing by the hallway after going to the bathroom that day, and I heard someone say your name, so I deliberately slowed down and listened carefully.
"Dong Zihe is not very good, he has been chasing his little tablemate for so long, and he hasn't caught up yet."
Then I didn't hear what the next one said, and walked back to the classroom quickly, are you chasing me? I glanced sideways at you, and you look good when you sleep.
Are you chasing me?
After that, I avoided you, intentionally or unintentionally, and you seem to realize it.
"Don't you hate me, little tablemate."
You were writing your homework, and you didn't look up at me, as if you were saying something inadvertently, but the tone was like an angry little daughter-in-law.
"Nope."
"You've been avoiding me lately."
"Nope."
"Look at you, you're so cold."
I turned my head to look at you, and you still asked the same posture as the first sentence, even if I kept staring at you, you were still in the same posture.
I see that your notebook is also blank, pretending to be calm.
Yes? I suddenly found out that you were so cute at that time, and my heart melts when I think about it now.
"You...... You, it's okay."
"What do you say?" You finally turned to look at me, frowning fiercely.
I was too frightened by you to look at me and shook my head desperately.
"Scared, scared you, don't be afraid, I'm not fierce...... Oh, I ...... "You're so nervous you can't speak."
"It's fine."
"Then tell me, okay?" When you say this, you can be gentle, how gentle, I can't describe it, it's just that between falling in love, you make a small mistake, and he still tolerates all your gentleness.
I bit my lip and couldn't get the words out of my mouth several times.
"It's almost class, and we'll talk about it later."
You're really a stubborn person.
"Why are you following me, follow me all the way?"
"I'll protect you home."
I know you're lying, I said, I don't want you to send me home, you've always been reassuring of what I've said, so you're like this, obviously exposed.
I don't speak, I just look at you.
"I just want to know what you ...... that day"
"It's okay, go home, it's getting dark."
"If you don't tell me, I won't go home, and I think about this when I go home, and I can't sleep well every day because of this thought."
I turned around and walked away.
"Don't be angry, little tablemate, I'm going home."
I didn't look back, I continued to walk, I walked almost ten meters, I didn't want to hold it in my heart anymore, I turned my head to catch up with you and ask for clarification, but found that you were still looking at me in the same place.
"Why didn't you leave?"
"Get used to not seeing you and go again." You touched my hair again.
"You ......"
"Huh?"
"You, that's your ......"
"Well, don't rush, speak slowly."
"They said you chased me, huh...... I'll just ......"
"Well, don't think about it, it's chasing."
At this moment, my mind was blank, and I suddenly felt that my body was stiff, and I didn't know how to move, "Let's go home first." Then straighten up and turn around.
"Slow down, don't go on a crutch."
My name is Chen Xuefen, this year is old, my children are already married and have children, they are very good, and they are also very filial to me, they moved out of the house when they had the financial ability, and took me over, this year is the twenty-second year of leaving, I will go back to see the house every year, this year I plan to move back, I am starting to forget things, but I don't want me to forget everything I have experienced with you, even a little, or not.
When I met you, I was also in high school, like the little dove met Xiaoxiao, in high school, but ah, we were much better than them, and there was not such a good environment at that time, and it was very dramatic to meet you.
Because of the start of school that day, I was very serious about dressing up, and I applied the rouge I saved money to buy, but it looked good, do you still remember, I looked like at that time, at that time eggs were considered a luxury, I saw how you ate eggs every day, but envious, I had no parents, grew up in an orphanage, at that time I was a little inferior, and I didn't dare to speak, sitting alone in the corner, watching others chat, and then you came in, came in and sat next to me, you still greeted me, I nodded, how dare I at that time, You seem to be a little unhappy, probably because of my attitude, you still kick my stool, oh! You, I recognize you, it's the little boy in front of the breakfast shop, my floating heart suddenly felt a little relieved, you suddenly handed me your eggs, my first reaction was to shirk, you said I deserved it, I helped you. In fact, what can't help is to help you when you fall down on a bike.
I saw that you insisted on handing me the eggs to eat, and refused to withdraw your hand, so I agreed if I had no choice, and then you walked away, you are very popular, a group of people surround you, and I secretly looked at it several times when I peeled the eggs, but you are so good-looking, what I thought at the time was that you are not good-looking and not mine.
By chance, we actually became table mates, and you walked in handsomely from the door and knocked on the table in front of me: "Hey, at the same table." I was already very scared of being born, and then you talked to me like this, I suddenly sat up straight, swallowed my saliva, didn't look up, just grabbed my bag, nodded, how did you describe me at that time, by the way, you said: "How is it the same as a chicken pecking rice, don't be afraid." As for me, of course I'm still silent.
I think you're like a star, shiny, eh, don't talk about me, I don't know how to describe people, I think it's been forty or fifty years since you left, and it feels like yesterday.
Every day, people come to you to play basketball, at that time, high school students' hobbies were similar to now, and they also secretly went to the Internet, playing basketball or something, you don't seem to like the Internet very much, others look for you to go online, you always refuse.
"Hey, tablemate, do you want to bring me water?" When you asked me, I was still shocked, you are not short of people to deliver water, I hesitated and did not dare to agree, you have been staring at me, I can meet your eyes as soon as I look up, you also smiled, I held back for a long time, before I said a few words: "How many ...... Some. ”
"Eleven o'clock over."
"Know...... Know. ”
"Then don't forget, I only drink Cestbon." You tapped me on the shoulder, and I went out with the basketball, and after you left, I felt a lot more breathing, and I patted my heart. I was struggling at the time, I was wondering if I should send it to you, will someone gossip, maybe I haven't been the focus of attention for a long time, so I still habitually don't become a topic of conversation in other people's mouths.
At twelve o'clock we all came to the classroom, you sat on the chair for a long time, crossed a Erlang leg, I walked in, wanted to sit on the chair, you moved away with a "whoosh-" sound, then I moved back by myself, you didn't speak, just looked at me and "hummed", I didn't dare to speak.
At the end of the lunch break, you may be looking for a notebook, your hand turned into the table, and then you took out the Cestbon mineral water I put in it, and then turned your gaze to me, I noticed your gaze, I took the book to block it, pretending not to see, I heard you say, it turned out to be like this to send water, thank you at the same table. I curled the corners of my mouth.
Seriously, my life is still mediocre, I don't have as good grades as you, although I tried hard. The dean told me that I should study hard, and she would sponsor me to go to college, and I felt like my mother, but she was still not my mother. After the final exam results came down this time, you glanced at my grades and said that you would give me a make-up class, I declined you, I don't want to waste your time, after all, it is very difficult to get into college, not to mention, whether I can study is also a problem. You seem to be disappointed, it seems to be, I don't know, because you pouted, but the next second you went to play basketball with someone else.
You haven't talked to me for a few days, and so have I, I won't take the initiative to talk to anyone, so we haven't communicated, and although I don't like to talk, my mind is very active, and I think you should hate me.
The last time you asked me why I didn't fit in, I was alone at dinner, and no one teamed up with me when I was playing games. I didn't answer you at that time, I didn't speak, and you were silent for a long time, and then laughed awkwardly: "I'll just ask." I'll tell you now, I always feel that I don't deserve to play with those people, they are all happy, they have a father who loves and a mother love, subconsciously, I don't think they can accept people like me to get along with them, so I have always been alone, and when I was in the welfare home, because the children in the welfare home are very withdrawn.
This time you have been indifferent for a long time, it's been a month, and I haven't spoken in the class for a month, I used to talk to you, but if you don't look for me, I can only talk to myself.
I drew a flower and a person next to it, and I was bored, so I started talking to them, talking very quietly.
"What do you want to wear today, I'll draw it for you."
"Would you like to eat something?"
"Look, is this okay?"
"Childish." You spoke, I looked up at you, smiled stupidly, you smiled too, I think, we are reconciled.
That's right, we are reconciled, you still talk to me every day, I just listen, nodding from time to time to show that I am listening.
"Why don't we go to the movies on the weekend?"
"Nope." I rejected you, in fact, it's not that I don't want to go, but I'm in a different situation from you, the money for going to school is subsidized, and I can't spend it with peace of mind.
"Go, go, I'll invite you to a movie." I looked up at you, I think you think I'm worried about money, because in your eyes, I'm a classmate from a bad family, so you want to invite me to watch a movie, I suddenly feel very irritable, I don't like this feeling of pity, it makes me feel that everything is stolen, but even if I'm worried about it, even if I feel uncomfortable, I am cringe on the surface: "Really don't go."
"Okay." We wrap up this topic.
When school was out the next day, because the next day was the weekend, you came to me with a movie ticket and stuffed it to me: "Buy more, love to go." Then he pretended that nothing had happened and ran out.
There's no way you can make me say no.
In my room, I looked at the clothes, I suddenly found a gap, these old clothes, I always feel that I can't see you, I opened the drawer, and took out the skirt that had been locked inside, this is the dress that the dean's mother gave me on the day she turned 16, and I have not been willing to wear it.
"Here." You waved at me, it turns out that you have already arrived, and I actually made you wait so long, "It's beautiful." "I'm very happy that you praise me.
I rushed to pay for popcorn and Coke, after all, I had already asked you to buy tickets, and I really didn't want to let you spend money like this.
When I watched the movie, nothing happened, so I smiled occasionally and then exchanged plots.
"Eh, Dong Zihe, why are you here, is this your little girlfriend?" When she ran over to say hello, I felt familiar, but I didn't remember who it was.
"No, no."
"Hmm."
I and you make a sound at the same time, and then I look up at you, and you look at me, and then you smile at me.
"What's your business?"
"Gossip." The girl's gaze never seemed to take off my face, "Look at this sister is a little familiar"
I smiled, I didn't seem to have this person in my memory.
"Chen-Xuefen? Right? ”
Surprised, I nodded, not knowing what to say for a moment.
"Alright, alright, we still have something to do, let's go first."
You pushed me away, and it's kind of funny to think about how cramped you were back then.
"Don't you know the guy just now?"
"I don't know."
"Recreation Commissioner."
I didn't speak, I didn't fit in, I didn't fit in so much that no one noticed me, and I didn't notice.
"Haha, you don't need to know them, it's enough to know me." After you finished speaking, you still touched my hair, is this what was popular at that time for them to touch their heads?
A simple movie, but the follow-up is not so simple.
The whole class knows me because of you.
"Hello sister-in-law."
"Sister-in-law, it's early."
"This is Dong Zihe's girlfriend?"
It's been almost a week, it's all in this rumor.
I didn't dare to clarify, you didn't clarify.
"Bang-" The head teacher slapped the book on the table: "Tell me about the two of you, what's so good about early love, Dong Zihe, you are a person who wants to study, and you want to go to university...... Do you know? ”
"Yes."
"Knowing that you are still in love, you are really ......"
"Old, teacher, we don't have a puppy love."
"Dong Zihe, let me ask you, what can you give her now, do you have a stable income? Take your parents' money to support your girlfriend? Your parents didn't let you come to school to waste your youth. ”
"And you, Chen Xuefen, you are still so young, and you haven't seen anything, some small favors and small favors have bought you, you will read good books in the future, and you will meet more people, now the two of you should concentrate on reading, understand?"
After half an hour of education, the final result was to separate the tables, one for the leftmost group and the other for the rightmost group.
"It's okay, next time I'll try to be the first in the exam and change you back, you know? Obedient. "You touched my head again, and I noticed that you seemed to like to touch my hair, and since that day on, you have been touching my hair from time to time.
I nodded.
It's been just a month since the end of the semester, you haven't spoken to me, and I have quietly turned my head to look at you, you are all writing questions, and I found that you haven't gone out to play basketball much, and you will greet me when you meet me during dinner, but you don't speak.
I asked you a long time later, and you told me, "I think it's painful for you to have an affair with me, I know you don't like to be the focus of attention, and I want to work hard to get you back to me." ”
My eyes were red when I listened to it.
At the end of the term, you're kind of willing to come and talk to me.
"You want to contact me during the holidays, how do you celebrate the New Year, do you want to come out together."
"It's still early for the New Year." I don't know how to celebrate the New Year, I used to have a meal with the dean's mother and other children, but this year, there should be another batch of children, and the children who were still there last year have also been taken away.
"What do you want to do on the first day of the holiday, tablemate."
"Why are you still calling me ......?"
"Because I'm sure I'll be the first in the exam, and I'll change you back."
I looked at you, and suddenly I couldn't help laughing, is this just a firm choice?
"I'll take you home."
The word home, hearing it, suddenly felt a little flustered, "No need." ”
I don't want to show this side of me so soon, I'm afraid you'll stay away from me.
You were silent for a few seconds, and then finally said, "Okay, then I'll take you out of school, and I'm leaving when I can't see you."
The first time I realized that you might be chasing me was in my sophomore year of high school.
Because of your insistence, the teacher can't help it, the two of us are still at the same table, but the teacher said that I can't see your grades slipping, and if you decline, I will transfer you away, and I found that you even started to read in the history class and self-study class where you used to sleep.
"I can't let my little table mate go."
I was passing by the hallway after going to the bathroom that day, and I heard someone say your name, so I deliberately slowed down and listened carefully.
"Dong Zihe is not very good, he has been chasing his little tablemate for so long, and he hasn't caught up yet."
Then I didn't hear what the next one said, and walked back to the classroom quickly, are you chasing me? I glanced sideways at you, and you look good when you sleep.
Are you chasing me?
After that, I avoided you, intentionally or unintentionally, and you seem to realize it.
"Don't you hate me, little tablemate."
You were writing your homework, and you didn't look up at me, as if you were saying something inadvertently, but the tone was like an angry little daughter-in-law.
"Nope."
"You've been avoiding me lately."
"Nope."
"Look at you, you're so cold."
I turned my head to look at you, and you still asked the same posture as the first sentence, even if I kept staring at you, you were still in the same posture.
I see that your notebook is also blank, pretending to be calm.
Yes? I suddenly found out that you were so cute at that time, and my heart melts when I think about it now.
"You...... You, it's okay."
"What do you say?" You finally turned to look at me, frowning fiercely.
I was too frightened by you to look at me and shook my head desperately.
"Scared, scared you, don't be afraid, I'm not fierce...... Oh, I ...... "You're so nervous you can't speak."
"It's fine."
"Then tell me, okay?" When you say this, you can be gentle, how gentle, I can't describe it, it's just that between falling in love, you make a small mistake, and he still tolerates all your gentleness.
I bit my lip and couldn't get the words out of my mouth several times.
"It's almost class, and we'll talk about it later."
You're really a stubborn person.
"Why are you following me, follow me all the way?"
"I'll protect you home."
I know you're lying, I said, I don't want you to send me home, you've always been reassuring of what I've said, so you're like this, obviously exposed.
I don't speak, I just look at you.
"I just want to know what you ...... that day"
"It's okay, go home, it's getting dark."
"If you don't tell me, I won't go home, and I think about this when I go home, and I can't sleep well every day because of this thought."
I turned around and walked away.
"Don't be angry, little tablemate, I'm going home."
I didn't look back, I continued to walk, I walked almost ten meters, I didn't want to hold it in my heart anymore, I turned my head to catch up with you and ask for clarification, but found that you were still looking at me in the same place.
"Why didn't you leave?"
"Get used to not seeing you and go again." You touched my hair again.
"You ......"
"Huh?"
"You, that's your ......"
"Well, don't rush, speak slowly."
"They said you chased me, huh...... I'll just ......"
"Well, don't think about it, it's chasing."
At this moment, my mind was blank, and I suddenly felt that my body was stiff, and I didn't know how to move, "Let's go home first." Then straighten up and turn around.
"Slow down, don't go on a crutch."