As the roller coaster rushes down from its highest point at a near-freefall speed, he feels like he's dying! A strong feeling of suffocation made him breathless, and he screamed with a hideous expression! Everything in front of him swallowed him uncontrollably like a space-time tunnel. The feeling of weightlessness gives the adrenaline rush, and it's really exciting.

Suddenly, An An shouted to him beside him, "Regeneration!" Don't be afraid! ”

Only then did he remember that An An was by her side, no matter what, even if he died, he could be with An An, and he had no regrets.

The roller coaster drove into a smooth track, and the speed also dropped significantly to the feeling of crawling, and the regeneration was relieved. I thought to myself, those people who fall in love with this thrilling feeling are really incredible, for him, it is like a suicide person, if it is not for a mysterious sense of belonging to death, he will definitely not try.

"Are you alright?" An Shore glanced at him again.

"It's okay! Aren't you afraid? ”

"I'm afraid!"

"Are you still seated?"

"Didn't you say you were going to let it go? Isn't it exciting? Is it completely liberalized? Is there anything else the brain can remember? ”

Indeed, the brain is not moving, and obviously this stimulation is a good way to decompress, and now it feels like my head is falling apart.

"We should bring Su Jingyi to sit here, so that he won't think about anything!"

"You're so smart!" Reborn smiled, I didn't expect An An to have such a bold side, I really underestimated her before.

"Now you can play whatever you want, the most exciting ones are challenged, and the rest is not a problem!" Anan said proudly.

Suddenly, the regenerated mobile phone rang, it was Su Jingyi calling!

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"I'll text your address, and you can come too!"

"Are you outside?"

"Well, in the playground!"

"Where's the luggage?"

"Stored in the hotel, I returned the room!"

"Then you send it to me, and I'll come right over."

Regeneration hung up.

"Let's go play the merry-go-round!" Regeneration pointed to a place not far away where the lights were colorful and the lights were flickering.

An An looked at him incredulously. He took An'an's hand and walked there. "Take you to feel the joy of childhood!"

The music sounds, the merry-go-round is like a dreamy fairy tale, everyone rides on the wooden horse, as if flying, and wears it back to the romantic and ignorant childhood, the colorful lights are flashing overhead, like the stars on a summer night, and the children are turning around with their skirts in the wind. An An turned sideways to look at the regenerated face, and suddenly felt that he was also as innocent as a child.

When Su Jingyi appeared, it was just time to eat. They found a simple restaurant and sat down.

"Have you seen Aunt Lin?" Regeneration asked.

"See."

"How? What do you know? ”

"Nothing came of it, just said what it used to be. There is a fraternal twin sister in the late Qing Dynasty, who looks completely different, all of them are difficult to find now, she was held wrong when she was a child, her mother married her father, and went to Linjiang City, and later her father died of a heart attack and returned to Yanjia Village, and after the news of her sister, she took the late Qing Dynasty to transfer to Hucheng. ”

"So where is her sister now?" Regeneration asked.

"I guess it's still in our Lake City. Aunt Lin didn't say that she didn't have any news of her sister in the late Qing Dynasty now. ”

"Didn't Sister Qing's family know that night? Could it be that he is also looking for his daughter? ”

"Then I don't know!"

"Then didn't you say what characteristics the sister of the late Qing Dynasty has, birthmarks and the like?"

"You've watched too many TV series, right? Even if there is, how can you find it based on birthmarks alone? Aunt Lin also asked someone to inquire based on the information left by the family back then, but unfortunately there was no mobile phone at that time, otherwise such a thing would not have happened with a phone call! ”

yes, it's all in this goddamn age when there were no means of communication!

Su Jingyi didn't get any useful information from Lin Mo, and the only clue was that Xue Wanqing's sister was likely to be in Lake City. So they had to go back first and make another plan. He thought that maybe there could be some important clues in Xue Wanqing's diary.

Now for him, the most important thing is to help Xue Wanqing find his sister and help her fulfill her last wish. His brain has been staying on this matter, which can help him stay away from the sadness of Xue Wanqing's departure, he doesn't dare to think about the fact that she is no longer there, as long as a thought, his chest hurts and panics, as if she is still in this world, her voice and smile are still so clearly imprinted in his mind, it's just that she is far, far away, he can't meet her, that's all.

In the days that followed, except for meeting with Reborn, he buried himself in that diary, buried in the dark.

This summer vacation, as bad as he was, there was An'an.

After the start of the summer vacation, An'an's parents returned to Hucheng from Linjiang City and bought a house, finely decorated, with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, more than 80 square meters, and it was not crowded for a family of three. An'an didn't have to live in the fourth aunt's house anymore and moved back to his new home.

At first, the family was happy, unlike in Linjiang before, when they lived in a rental house, and now they finally have a home of their own. An'an also has a room of his own, where each item has a specific place and does not need to be placed in place.

Gradually, however, An'an realized that something was wrong. Mom and Dad always quarreled, inexplicably quarrelling, arguing fiercely, and her dad said viciously to her mom: "I want to divorce you!" ”

At night, they slept in separate rooms. An'an accompanied her mother to sleep in the master bedroom, and her father slept in An's room.

"Mom? What's wrong with you guys? An Shore thought for a long time before such a sentence came up.

"Who knows what nerves he has?" Her mother said angrily.

"Are you going to get a divorce?" An'an lowered his voice tentatively.

"Your dad is going to divorce me." Her mother shifted her head and looked on her back to the ceiling, looking thoughtful.

"Why?" Hasn't he always been nice to her? Although he was fierce and often used violence against himself, she had never seen her father angry with her mother, and it was the first time she had seen them quarrel so fiercely.

"Probably there's a woman out there!" Her mother's tone was unusually cold, as if that sentence could pull the temperature away from her body, and her eyes were misty and desperate.

An An didn't speak, lying next to her mother, with a quilt in between, the light at the head of the bed was dim, and she was also dazed. So, will he go with the woman and leave them?

"There are some things that my mother hasn't told you, that's because you were too young before, and now that you're older, we probably want to get divorced, you take care of yourself, don't worry about our adult affairs, you don't understand, and you can't help."

"I don't think you've been doing well, have you? How so? ”

"That's what I didn't tell you. Not long after I got married to your dad, I was pregnant with you, and your dad had someone outside, and your dad's friend saw them go to the hotel with their own eyes and told me everything. I wanted to divorce him after I had an abortion. When I arrived at the hospital, the words were signed! ”

"Then why didn't you fight in the end?" She asked weakly, she also felt idiotic, if she had a fetus back then, would she still be there now?

"I can't bear you! I felt that the child was innocent, so I fled! That's it! ”

"Then you can take me for a divorce!" An An turned her head to look at her mother, why is she so stupid, for the sake of a child she has not yet met, is she going to live her life?

"Silly child, if you are really divorced, how can I take you away, your father will not let go, you will definitely follow her then, find you a stepmother, your life will be miserable!" An'an's mother comforted that she didn't want her to take the blame on herself.

"Then if it weren't for me, wouldn't you have divorced him a long time ago! He's so bad-tempered! It turned out that she didn't know anything, he had been so fierce to her, how could he be the same to his mother? They've been acting all the time, right? He's not that good for her, right?

"Don't think so, it's none of your business." Her mother didn't want to continue this desperate topic.

An'an couldn't help but start sobbing, if it weren't for her, her mother might have been better off. For so many years, although she has not been with them all the time, but in the past few years in Linjiang City, she has had enough of her father's bad temper, and her mother has never said that her father is not in front of her, and she has endured it in her heart. If it weren't for her, she could have divorced and found a better man.

An'an's mother saw her crying and shed tears. "Silly boy, what are you crying about!"

That night, An'an didn't know when he fell asleep, so he hid in the quilt and cried silently, and finally fell asleep groggy.

The summer vacation was spent in fierce quarrels, and the hot weather stimulated everyone's emotions to the highest point, and finally broke out and the relationship was torn apart. An'an's father left the house and went to another province. Her mother also returned to work in the unit in Linjiang City, and An'an was the only one left in the house.

In the end, they divorced, divided the property, and sold the house, and An'an did not return to the fourth aunt's house, but only lived in the attic of a beauty club owned by her mother's relatives. The business of the club is not good, and it has not been done for a long time, but the rent has been paid, and the geographical location is more remote, and it has not been able to sublease, so it has to be reduced to a warehouse.

The clubhouse was huge, four or five hundred square meters up and down. An'an lives in the attic on top. Living alone at night is like living in an ancient castle that no one cares about all year round, and it is exceptionally quiet and cold. An An was already very afraid of the dark, and in such an empty and unfamiliar environment, she could only sleep with the light on. Every evening, I went upstairs, and I didn't dare to come down when it was dark, so I hid in the attic.

An'an doesn't know how to cook, and there is no kitchen in this big house, so she only bought a rice cooker, chopsticks, cutting boards, knives, etc. Sometimes I cook some porridge in the morning and drink it. Occasionally throw some vegetable vermicelli or something, and eat it in a mess. Most of the time it's worked out outside. The fourth aunt's house rarely goes again, and she prefers freedom to stay in someone else's house.

Regeneration will chat with her on QQ every night. We talked until she said she was going to bed. Once, when she sent it, she didn't respond for a long time, and she fell asleep. When I woke up again, there was still no news. She figured that he was probably asleep, so she turned off her phone and fell asleep.

The next morning, her cell phone rang.

"Hello?" Her voice was still sleepy.

"An'an, are you still sleeping? I'm sorry, I fell asleep last night and didn't reply to your message! ”

"It's okay, I'm asleep too!"

"Are you free tonight? Will I come to play with you with Jingyi? He was just about to get a haircut. ”

"Hmm."