Chapter 89 [Flustered Heart]
Su Jingyi was sorting out the documents on the table, and suddenly the company's manager walked in with a high spirit.
"I want you to think about the transfer I told you last time, I know that I don't want to go out of the province, but the new company is really short of people, and we need a group of employees to help in the past, and we don't have to worry about welfare issues, it must be better than here." The application forms have been distributed to everyone, so hurry up and report it! ”
The bottom was silent, for fear that one of his actions would arouse the "favor" of the manager and be hand-picked to the new company.
"In addition, everyone has performed well this month, the project has been completed as scheduled, and the company has prepared a benefit for everyone, do you want this surprise?" The manager looked pleasant, and everyone was instantly happy and looking forward to it.
"What kind of perks?" Colleagues couldn't bear it anymore.
"Jay's concert tickets in our Rock City, one per person, go directly to the Ministry of Affairs to get it!" The manager clapped his hands, "Leave work early today!" ”
"Thank you manager!"
"Wow, that's great, I'm worried I can't buy a ticket."
"It's a good benefit, it's a good time."
Colleagues squeezed into the HR office as they spoke.
"Don't worry, don't worry, they all have them, the locations are all about the same, you don't have to choose." The head of the personnel department distributes tickets.
"Could it be that all the good positions were hidden by your personnel department first?" A man said.
"How is it possible, you think too much! Everyone is fair, it's all 680 votes. ”
"680 huh? I thought the company would be able to issue tickets for the infield! ”
"You also think too beautifully, the position of 680 is good, I didn't give you 380, otherwise you have to bring binoculars to the concert."
Everyone got their tickets one after another, and they dispersed. Su Jingyi also walked out of the office with the ticket satisfied, but was stopped by his colleague Lao Li, and said to Su Jingyi: "This ticket is for you, you young people go, I don't understand or like this thing." ”
"Then I'll buy it from you." As soon as Su Jing spoke, he took out his wallet, thinking that if he had two tickets, he could accompany An An to see it, he originally only planned to give his ticket to An An, but now he actually has such a good opportunity.
"No, just take it. Didn't you say you had a friend who liked the star a lot? You can come with her. Lao Li shirked it and stuffed the ticket into Su Jingyi's hand, "Anyway, it's useless to me." Then she smiled at him and turned away.
"Thank you, Uncle Li!" Su Jingyi shouted behind him.
He was carrying two concert tickets, and his heart was happy, thinking that An'an would be pleasantly surprised if he saw it. I heard An An said that he wanted to go to this concert before, but he was reluctant to buy it, and by the time he watched it on the Internet himself, it was too late, and the tickets were sold out, but he didn't expect that there would be a free delivery, which was so lucky.
But as he walked on the road, he kept thinking, is this appropriate? Shouldn't he give the ticket to Regeneration and let him take An'an to the concert? But he also wants to go to this concert! It's a bit out of place for him to do that, isn't it?
On the street in the twilight, the street lamps began to light up, stretching Su Jingyi's shadow very long, the evening breeze not only blew his hair messy, but his brain and heart were also blown very messy, he stuffed the ticket into his wallet, closed the wallet, like closing his emotions, trying not to think about it.
The weather is neither hot nor cold, it is really comfortable, October is the season to feel comfortable, but Su Jingyi, who is walking on the road, has a lot of thoughts, he has too many secrets in his heart, he doesn't know who to talk to, and he doesn't know if he wants to keep his mouth shut like this. He knew that his heart had changed, and if he didn't tell the secret, would he become unable to do it himself? But when she said it, could she afford it? That should be more harmful.
He is like a man guarding a lighthouse, facing the passing ships, facing the rough sea, facing everything in front of him, he can change dramatically as long as he wavers.
Many times, he hesitated, but he still couldn't speak, even if it was reborn, he couldn't speak. Lin Mo has kept the secret for so long, and he can't break it so easily when he comes here, although keeping the secret is really a painful thing, but he can only insist, because he doesn't know what will happen when the truth surfaces one day, and whether the situation can still be controlled?
When he got home, he sat on the sofa, flipped through Xue Wanqing's diary, and suddenly missed her very much. He imagined that she had sent him that message at the last second of her farewell to this world, imagined how lonely and helpless she was in the face of the coming of the night, imagined if she would blame him for not being by her side in the last days, imagining whether she still existed in some corner of this world.
It seemed as if a long time had passed, and if he didn't look at her photos, he wouldn't even remember what she looked like. He obviously gave her all his heart, but he felt that she was dying and leaving little by little.
Could it be that as Rose said, he fell in love with An'an, did he empathize and don't fall in love? How can it be? He won't admit it, because in his heart, he has long regarded An An as his sister, he just wants to give her the best, he never wants to possess her, he just wants to be good to her. Whether it's An'an or rebirth, it's all his relatives.
"Xiaoxiao, why hasn't he replied to me yet?" Yan Xiaoxiao's roommate was in a hurry, a day had passed, and there was no response to the message of the regeneration in a private message.
"If you wait, if you are not a student of our school, how can you often watch the school forum."
"Really?"
"That's right. Eh, it's back. ”
"Say what?"
"Forget about apologizing in person, for the sake of her taking the initiative to delete the post, it doesn't matter, it proves that there is still salvation, and the matter will end here."
"Look, it's not as terrible as you think, but people are still quite generous."
"A false alarm!"
"You're lucky to meet a reasonable person."
regenerated the message, and just as he was about to turn off the computer, Su Jingyi's QQ avatar flashed.
"Are you there?"
"Hmm."
"Are you free this Saturday?"
"How?"
"I have two tickets for Jay's concert, and you can go with An'an."
"I took a leave of absence last week, and I shouldn't be able to do it this week."
"Huh?"
"It's better for you to accompany An'an."
"But ......"
"It's okay, it's your ticket anyway, who's going to be different?"
"I'm afraid of An'an's embarrassment."
"No, it's no one else with you, I'll tell her then."
"If you don't give her roommates, let them go with her."
"Who are you good for? She doesn't have just one roommate. ”
"I want to think about it."
"It's not good to give to anyone, it's not good to offend people. It's better for you to go with An'an. ”
"Good. I originally wanted the two of you to go together, and An'an would definitely be very happy. ”
"She will be very happy to see her idol and go the same way."
"That's fine."
"You bought the ticket?"
"No, it was sent by the company, and it happened that a colleague gave it to me if he didn't go."
"The benefits are so good."
"yes. It's a pity. ”
"I'm fine, it's good that An'an can go."
"I'll probably have to be transferred to another province later."
"So suddenly?"
"Hmm."
"Why do you want to leave all of a sudden? Can't you go without it? ”
"It's my own request, the treatment is good when I go out of the province, and I also want to prepare for the future."
"When are you leaving?"
"Just this month."
"So fast?"
"I'll come back to see you."
"You caught me off guard so suddenly."
"It's not going abroad, it's not far."
"Are you going alone?"
"I'll be there with my colleagues."
"Remember to contact me when you're fine."
"Well, that's for sure."
"You'll tell me before you go, right? Don't go stealthily. ”
"Okay, I will."
"Don't tell An'an just yet."
"Huh?"
"I want to wait until she finishes the concert, you know she's quite sentimental."
"Well, I don't say. But you have to tell her before you go, or she'll blame me for lying to her. ”
"I know."
Regeneration didn't know what to send, so he sent a cheering emoji.
"If I'm not here in the future, I won't be able to help you take care of her."
"Don't worry, I'll take care of her myself."
"Don't give her to anyone, it's not safe."
"I see what you mean. I won't be at ease with anyone but you. ”
"I hope you can do well, and you must find me as the best man when you get married, of course, if I am not married at that time."
"How did you talk as if you hadn't been in touch with us for a long time, and explain the rest of the matter so clearly."
"Hahaha, I can't see it often if it's far away, so I'll say it in advance."
"What about you? When are you going to find a girlfriend? ”
"I don't know this yet, it may take a while, or it may be soon, depending on fate."
"Notify me as soon as there is good news."
"Of course."
"Then I'll go down first and call An'an."
"Well, bye!"
Su Jingyi stared at the computer for a while, then picked up the application form next to him and began to fill in his information. I'm going to submit my application tomorrow.
Maybe leaving was the best decision for him. He has to guard the relationship between him and Xue Wanqing, but also to protect the relationship between Regeneration and An'an, when he is wavering, it is the best time to leave, if he is not cruel to himself, he will be cruel to Regeneration, and even cruel to An'an. He took out the document bag in the drawer, took out the documents, and determined that this was the information given by Lin Mo, with the name "An'an" on it, and he carefully put it back, sorted it out, and stuffed it into the suitcase. Even if he had to leave, he would take the secret with him.
At first, he approached An An because of this secret, Xue Wanqing's sister is his sister, he must protect her and protect her, she is the only person in this world who has anything to do with Xue Wanqing. But the longer he spent with her, the more confused he became, he couldn't tell whether he liked her or because she had the shadow of Xue Wanqing, anyway, he had already begun to think of her involuntarily, and his involuntarily made him feel scared.
At first, he planned to tell the reborn the secret, but now he can't even control himself, he doesn't have the courage to tell the secret, he is afraid that the regeneration will be hit, and he is afraid that An An will not be able to bear it. So he couldn't stay with them anymore, he began to be exposed, he thought he was hiding well, but he had indescribable feelings for An An, and if it went on like this, it would be out of control sooner or later, and he didn't want to cause a tragedy, so he could only choose to leave.
Whether it's just because she is Xue Wanqing's sister, or because she is An An, anyway, he plans to give up, he won't pursue it, he wants to escape, he believes that time will help him solve the problem.
"An'an, there's a huge surprise for you this Saturday!" Regeneration's tone on the other end of the phone was mysterious.
"What surprise?"
"But this surprise is not for you, it is for Jingyi."
"Huh?"
"Listen, don't faint with happiness."
"What's the matter? Say it quickly! ”
"Jay's concert tickets in Rock City! Jing Yi has it, and I will take you to see it then, just this Saturday. ”
"Really?"
"Really, he originally wanted to give me the ticket and let me take you there, but I took a leave of absence last week, and it is estimated that it is not easy to ask for leave in a row."
"It's okay, it's okay!"
"With Jay's ticket, you don't care who goes with you, do you?"
An'an has been silly on the phone.
"Then you have to thank Jing Yi for me then."
"How thanks? Invite him to dinner? ”
"Hmm...... Just say it verbally. ”
"So slammed?"
"Hahaha, whoever made him is my brother, regardless of him."
"I'm sorry for you."
"I'm sorry I can't go with you this time."
"It really doesn't matter."
"Next time, and next time, I will definitely accompany you."
"Next time it might be after I graduate."
"Then we can make money to buy the front row seat, and I'll accompany you to see it."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Great, I'm so happy. I've never been to his concerts. It's going to be good-looking, I'm finally able to meet Jay! ”
"Isn't that my blessing?"
"yes, yes, it's all because you have such good friends!"
"Are you praising me or Kyoyi?"
"All praise, you are all good."
"One must be said."
"You'll be better."
"Why?"
"Eh, that's too much, say hello and ask me why. You're cheap and good! ”
"Then you should pay attention to safety when you go out with Jingyi at night."
"I know, what else are you worried about?"
"I'm worried that you're giving Jingyi trouble!"
"You!"
"Teasing you!"