"Why do you eat so much?" Watching the song is so full that there is only one bite of rice in the bowl.

"What about weight loss?"

"You're not fat,"

"In the modeling industry, the weight of the body is kept at about 90 pounds, so that you can make yourself photogenic."

After listening to this, Zhuang Wanyi glanced at the rice in her bowl, was silent for a while, and then pressed the rice into Xu Xiaoxiao's bowl: "Xiaoxiao, you are too thin."

This meal is quite pleasant, so it is quiet and quiet, confirming the old saying "Eat without words, sleep without words." ”

Although the roommates have different personalities, they get along very well.

Dong Jiu and Su Ze were still discussing which university to apply for, they searched for more than a dozen universities successively, and finally struggled to choose between Suhui and Dongxun.

"Both universities are very good, and the majors are passable."

"One is more theoretical, the other is practical."

"I think practice will be better"

"But the theoretical basis, the court will ...... in the future"

Theory and practice are indispensable, but the final thought of the two is that practice is better.

Because the effect of practice will be more obvious, after all, in this society, there is not only that cold law, but also some special circumstances that have to be treated specially, so the two are more inclined to practice.

Theoretically, if you work harder, it's no problem.

"In the future, what we learn in society is to be flexible, rather than blindly following the law."

Suhui is biased towards theory, while winter training is biased towards practice.

"Then let's apply for winter training." Su Ze opened his mouth and said.

"Hmm... I'm fine. Dong Jiu nodded, and was about to pick up the pen to write the four big characters of Winter Training University.

For some reason, Dong Jiu's hands trembled a little, which vaguely made him feel that the two words Su Hui seemed to sound better.

It's like there's an attraction that makes him can't help but look at the two words Su Hui, and it's a little missed.

"What are you doing?" Su Ze had already written these four words, and gently touched Dong Jiu with his arm to remind him what he was thinking.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just a little disappointed." Dong Jiu touched his nose embarrassedly, and soon, the words winter training university fell on the volunteer form.

At this moment, Dong Jiu's sense of frustration in his heart gradually disappeared, and it seemed that he was thinking too much.

"What's wrong? Remembered that person? Su Ze pursed his lips, he wanted to ask, but in the end he used this most direct way, and he was not good at talking.

The relationship with Dong Jiu in high school made him understand this person better, so he knew a little about his high school and before, and he knew who Bai Yueguang was in Dong Jiu's heart.

"yes." Dong Jiu smiled bitterly in his heart, but there was not much expression on his face, his high school life was too depressing, and since he didn't have Xu Xiaoxiao, he rarely really smiled, although he was grateful to Su Ze for his company and this friendship, but he always felt that something was missing, maybe it was the lack of Xu Xiaoxiao.

Subsequently, Dong Jiu added another sentence.

"It always feels like there's going to be something missing."

I have to say that Dong Jiu's sixth sense is very accurate, although Su Hui is not the university that Xu Xiaoxiao went to, if he goes to Su Hui, he may meet that person.

Judging from that time, Xu Xiaoxiao's grades were not very good, and Zhuang Wanyi's grades were not very good, and I don't know if she studied seriously this year.

In the third year of high school, Dong Jiu's mother saved money and replaced him with a good mobile phone, as for the mobile phone card, he didn't have a mobile phone that year of suspension, so the mobile phone card had long been shut down.

He got a new mobile phone card and a new mobile phone, the mobile phone is a mobile phone with 64G memory, plus the memory of QQ and WeChat, Dong Jiu also downloaded the Glory of Kings and downloaded this game, just because this is the game that Xu Xiaoxiao liked to play before, and it is also the game that Xu Xiaoxiao called him to download and play.

Xu Xiaoxiao's words at the hot pot restaurant at that time also made him remember it now.

"It is said that college is the time to decide life, since I chose the winter training, it also means that there are people in the winter training that I should meet in my life, take your time." This sentence was said by Dong Jiu.

It's been two years, Dong Jiu didn't dare to log on to that WeChat, he didn't dare to look at his former self, he couldn't pass this hurdle in his heart, let alone Xu Xiaoxiao's hurdle.

Su Ze pursed his lips, he hadn't experienced this, so it was not good to comfort Dong Jiu.

Is it really a friendship, though? Su Ze was a little skeptical, just because he hadn't experienced it didn't mean that he hadn't heard it, he had read a lot of novels since he was a child, and the divorce incidents he experienced were not half as miserable as Dong Jiu.

He wanted to break it and remind Dong Jiu.

Dong Jiu saw that Su Ze didn't speak, so he talked to himself again.

"She didn't get good grades, but I think she'll do it. She has a good girlfriend, I also mentioned it to you, the appearance of the two, and you, I will never give up in my life. ”

Dong Jiu has lost weight now, and the acne on his face will be taken out of a little money saved by his mother every month, and he will wear him to buy some things to treat.

"Then why did you give up on them?" Su Ze was a little puzzled by this sentence, but he didn't think much about it, and then spoke.

Hearing this, Dong Jiu's eyes dodged slightly.

It's not that he doesn't understand, it's that he doesn't dare to understand. He seems to have feelings for Xu Xiaoxiao, as if it is love.

So many times of help, such an excellent girl, anyone will be tempted... And he is useless.

"I don't know." Dong Jiu touched his nose, a little weak.

But how could Su Ze not see it, his finger was on the table, and under his fingertips was the piece of paper that he volunteered, and he knocked on the table twice through this finger.

No one spoke.

"There's something wrong with your emotions." Su Ze tentatively spoke, he couldn't understand Dong Jiu's feelings for Xu Xiaoxiao, he could understand other things, but Xu Xiaoxiao Dong Jiu seemed to be deliberately hiding something.

Dong Jiu didn't speak, he was afraid that when he opened his mouth, it would be full of love.

"Are you deliberately hiding something? We are not children anymore, we can say what we need to say. ”

Su Ze's words seemed to be signaling Dong Jiu to look for Xu Xiaoxiao, but it didn't seem to be of any use.

Dong Jiu laughed, this wry smile looked a little stiff, but it was still good-looking.

Although the smile that squeezed out was a little out of this age, the eyes were full of regret.

Dong Jiu slowly looked at Su Ze, the world was a little still at this moment, "Maybe I'm too inferior, she is indeed a little different to me." ”

"I was afraid that they would find out about my family and stay away, I didn't want to experience this situation, and it happened that something happened at home and I went to take a leave of absence, so I was ready to leave by myself.

"But when I face you, when I reveal my heart, I feel that what should be there will be there, and what should be gone will go."

Dong Jiu's words made Su Ze not say anything.

"I'm sorry for her, but I've long been prepared to be without her in the future."

Su Ze is even more sure that Dong Jiu likes Xu Xiaoxiao, but he is too inferior, and he said so Dong Jiu did not have the idea of finding Xu Xiaoxiao, and did not make up for the mistakes he had made because of his inferiority.

It would be superfluous for him to say anything more.

So he was very amuseful and shut up.

"So I don't have to mention it again in the future, let's prepare for college life with peace of mind, if I am better, please God, let me meet him again." I want to start my university life all over again. ”

This time, Dong Jiu has no debts, his body has lost weight, the acne on his face is decreasing, and everything is slowly getting better, but the person who was willing to accompany him to slowly get better is gone.

It was he who chose to abandon it, and if there is really fate, he will definitely see each other again.

Dong Jiu still doesn't dare to pursue the person he likes now, so he has to bury it in his heart, and if he gets better, he may consider looking for Xu Xiaoxiao.

This may not be true to his original intention, his mother often taught him, and occasionally asked where the classmates who had a good time before the suspension had gone, and whether there was any contact.

And Dong Jiu replied to his parents with the same sentence, he didn't know if he didn't understand, and he didn't have any contact.

After asking a few times, his mother didn't mention it again, and probably understood what she thought, so she shut up and didn't reveal the scar.

"Okay." Su Ze nodded.

This conversation confirmed the seed in Dong Jiu's heart that he liked Xu Xiaoxiao.

But the timid Dong Jiu still didn't dare to go to Xu Xiaoxiao after all, he felt that he couldn't explain to Xu Xiaoxiao why he didn't say goodbye to Xu Xiaoxiao now, although his family is much better now, but he is still in debt, he still doesn't dare to show it to her, he said that in front of the person he likes, he must reflect the best of himself, he feels that he is not good enough, not enough for Xu Xiaoxiao to see himself.

The two went home.

"Mom." The first thing Dong Jiu saw when he came home was his mother sitting on the sofa, waiting for his son to get out of school.

Chen Xuefen nodded, beckoned to Dong Jiu, and motioned for him to come over.

Dong Jiu also happened to have something to tell his mother, so he passed.

"Have you decided which university to apply to?" Chen Xuefen's voice was a little excited, his son will be admitted to university.

After the year of Dong Jiu's third year of high school, he worked hard and saved a lot of money, and he calculated the tuition fee in the university that was suitable for Dong Jiu to enroll in, and it was completely enough to pay one year first.

Don't worry that you don't have the money to afford your child to go to a good university.

Other people's sons are admitted to college in the college entrance examination, and they will call relatives and friends to come to the hotel to make two tables of banquets, not that Chen Xuefen is reluctant to pay this money, firstly, because Dong Jiu's character does not like to be publicized, and secondly, coupled with the matter of debts, there is a lot of estrangement between him and his relatives, and after discussing with Dong Jiu, these are exempted.

"I've thought about it, Winter Training University." Dong Jiu spoke calmly.

"Do you want to apply for any majors?" Chen Xuefen took her son's hand and patted it.

"Don't worry that your mother can't pay the tuition, you also know that the family has a lot of savings this year, let's hold it up in the future." Chen Xuefen reminded.

Dong Jiu was stunned. I only cared about what university I could go to with my scores, but I forgot that there was still a tuition fee, but when I heard my mother's next sentence, I was a little less worried in my heart.

"Mom, I want to be a lawyer." Dong Jiu spoke again.

"It's good to study as a lawyer, and it's easy to make money in the future, but being a lawyer is very tiring, and if you encounter tricky things, you may be able to get into it." Chen Xuefen was a little worried.

Dong Jiu doesn't know about the lawyer industry, and she doesn't know either, but she has more or less seen some things about lawyers happen on the news.

"Mom, do you know why I want to be a lawyer? Because I want to uphold justice in this world, I know that the profession of lawyer can be bribed, suppressed, and tiring. ”

Dong Jiu is not afraid that his mother will not agree, but he is afraid that his mother will worry, maybe many people's original intention is for the justice of this world, but it is inevitable that when they go to society, they have experienced a lot of things, and they have seen a lot of things that they couldn't see when they were students, so they will forget their original intention and accept gifts or money from others.

Then he handled this matter with absolute unfairness.

"I'm afraid that you will see more people and worldly people in the future, and you will forget what you wanted to do in the first place." Chen Xuefen also expressed her worries, or her son understands herself, but she still has to remind Dong Jiu, "Promise your mother, your mother can agree to you to be a lawyer, but you also have to promise your mother, you must stick to your original intention, you know?" ”

"Got it, Mom, I will, I'll work hard for my dreams." Dong Jiu nodded.

The college life of the two was quite peaceful.

Winter training university, the first day of the start of coverage.

There are a lot of vehicles coming and going, and there are many cars parked in front of the door, and there are many vehicles even inside the school.

Su Ze and Dong Jiu came to the freshmen's place, and after finding their names, they came to the dormitory.

"It's a coincidence, a dormitory."

Dong Jiu smiled: "That's a coincidence."

There was no one in the dormitory, Dong Jiu and Su Ze began to choose a bed, Dong Jiu watched Su Ze take out something similar to a compass from his bag, "What are you doing?" ”

"Measure Feng Shui." Then Su Ze began to take this left and right.

"This and this are all good, clean up."

Dong Jiu felt that he was a little speechless, but he still walked to the bed that Su Ze said.

The environment of this school dormitory is good, with a separate bathroom, air conditioning, a desk and wardrobe per person, and a dormitory for four people, which is generally very in line with Dong Jiu's wishes.

The two of them were almost packed, and the other two arrived.

One with glasses, Sven Text.

A hairstyle is an inch head, and it looks very straight.

"Hello, Dong Jiu."

"Suze."

"Hello, my name is Su Suqi."

"Hello, Ma Zhijie."

After a simple greeting, they all packed their luggage, and after about an hour or two, Ma Zhijie suddenly proposed to play a game.

"King, are you coming?"

"Yes."

Dong Jiu nodded without a problem.

"I'm sorry, I never play games, games affect my learning." Su Suqi helped the frame of his glasses and said to Dong Jiu.

"Nerd." Ma Zhijie teased him without a hint of ridicule.

"Then let's go online."

Boys' friendships are always built quickly, especially for boys who want to share hobbies, and it only takes one game to build friendships.

"Don't go up, don't get on it, develop first."

"Jungler cut back row."

"Bao Sun Shangxiang, Bao Shooter"

"Ahhhhh Ma Zhijie threw his mobile phone on the table, "No, how to play that assistant, the shooter won, I was angry." ”

Dong Jiu smiled and quit the game: "It's just a game, don't care."

Su Ze didn't speak, put on his headphones and went back to bed to plan to sleep, anyway, there was nothing to do on the first day of school.

Xu Xiaoxiao's dormitory is also very harmonious. Before she knew it, she was already a sophomore, and she was someone else's senior sister.

"yes yes yes......" Xu Xiaoxiao's phone rang.

"Hello."

"Hello."

"Is there anything going on with the senior?"

"Do you want to come out for a meal?"

"You're really punctual, you come to me for dinner as soon as I start every semester."

"People are iron, and rice is steel."

"I'll see you that night when I'm free."

Xu Xiaoxiao hung up the phone and called Zhuang Wanyi: "Wanyi, seniors are about to have dinner in the evening."

"Huh? According to my observation over the past year, Ye Lan is interesting to you. Zhuang Wanyi quickly got out of her quilt and came to Xu Xiaoxiao's quilt.

"What can it mean?"

"Tut-tut." Xu Xiaoxiao patted Zhuang Wanyi's head, "It's boring to look for you every day, he looks for you more often than normal seniors and juniors." ”

"Why, maybe I'm dating you, but I'm embarrassed to ......"

"Excuse me, I don't have that time to spare."

"Hahahaha, it's good to be happy." Xu Xiaoxiao raised her eyebrows.

Zhuang Wanyi hit her with a pillow: "It's not good, it's not good at all."

Ye Lan really helped Xu Xiaoxiao very much, the final papers of the last semester were also written by Ye Lan, and she also got an A+, and every time she went out, Ye Lan rushed to pay for it, so that Xu Xiaoxiao and Zhuang Wanyi felt that they were prostituting in vain, and the red envelopes for the birthday and New Year's holidays did not fall, it wouldn't really be like what Zhuang Wanyi said, he liked me.

Xu Xiaoxiao thought about it, and finally came up with an answer, if you are not familiar with life, you still have a chat with the younger sister in your hometown, and you have to communicate more.

Ye Lan did feel that it was not easy for Xu Xiaoxiao and Zhuang Wanyi to be in the field at first, so he thought about helping more, and he had no other ideas, and later he saw that Xu Xiaoxiao was really gentle, and the seed of a subtle crush was planted in his heart.

He remembered that he was in a very heavy mood that day because of the death of his grandmother, and the whole person was depressed, it was Xu Xiaoxiao who ran over to ask him, how is it now, people must understand that these may be useless chicken soup in life, old age, sickness and death, but he was still moved, after all, everyone will only be comforted a little, but Xu Xiaoxiao comforted him for several days, and called him every once in a while to tell him jokes and tell him TV series, so that he could divert his attention, and later, he had a fever, and Xu Xiaoxiao accompanied him in the hospital, He suddenly felt that the girl in front of him was so good, he should take advantage of the opportunity, and he couldn't let such a girl miss it, so he began to contact Xu Xiaoxiao frequently, and found various reasons to ask her out, but Xu Xiaoxiao didn't seem to be enlightened, and he didn't realize that he was chasing her.

At the end of the game, Dong Jiu was also bored, lying on the bed, staring at the top of the mosquito net in a daze, he felt that Xu Xiaoxiao's absence seemed a little uncomfortable, he took out his mobile phone, switched the WeChat login interface, entered the password of the previous account, and finally confirmed the login but he couldn't press it, obviously he had made up his mind, just take a look, and retreat without looking back, but he still couldn't press it down at the critical time.

Su Ze didn't know when he woke up, he just looked at Dong Jiu like this, turned on the screen and turned off the screen, and finally couldn't stand it, grabbed the phone, clicked on the login, Dong Jiu was a little expectant, but also a little scared, the circle turned and turned, obviously it was only two or three seconds, and it had been a long time in Dong Jiu's heart.

It's a pity that because he hasn't logged in for a long time, he needs a verification code to log in to the WeChat account, but his mobile phone has long been down, Dong Jiu shook his head and smiled, maybe this is fate. Dong Jiu sighed, then lay down, intending to sleep, there was a faint sense of loss in his heart, and tears also rolled his cheeks onto the pillow, ah? What should I do? I lost her only contact information, and I can't reach her in the future.

Suddenly, Su Ze pushed Dong Jiu under the bed: "What's the matter?"

Dong Jiu quickly wiped a handful of tears, pretended to be fine, and handed over the phone.

After Su Ze finished reading it, he was silent: "Let's go and buy that number back, just do it."

Dong Jiu thought for a while and said, "No need, there is fate to meet."

Su Ze looked at him complicatedly, "Whatever you want." ”

It must be false to say that you are not sad, but this sadness has to be hidden in your heart Maybe Xu Xiaoxiao has forgotten who Dong Jiu is now, it is difficult to remember a person, and it is very simple to forget an unimportant person.

Dong Jiu's will was depressed for a night, and he got up early the next day, took a deep breath, he couldn't be so depressed, he came to study, not to chase love, and with his current own conditions, whoever is with him will have eight lifetimes of blood mold, why should he harm others.

Xu Xiaoxiao hasn't thought about Dong Jiu very much, but it doesn't mean that she has forgotten, it's just that she doesn't want to say it, after all, Dong Jiu's original goodbye was really too much, she really couldn't figure it out, how could a good student quit school and quit school. And it belongs to the evaporation of the world, and no one can be found at all, let alone help him solve these problems. But Dong Jiu's friend she has not deleted, she has an intuition that Dong Jiu will come to her again, so she has not deleted it, and has been doing it, hoping that he will one day board this VX number and send her a message, and what she sees will not be a red exclamation mark!

Dong Jiu for military training, because the usual exercise is still easy to deal with, and there is no military training, he was suddenly named by the instructor: "To!"

"Can't you hear, haven't you eaten, be louder.

Dong Jiu stood straight and straight: "Here!" He shouted out loud.

Because no one will answer for him because he is too timid to speak, like Xu Xiaoxiao, there are really few people who help him speak and praise him for singing well, alas, how can I think of Xu Xiaoxiao again, I have been cut off from her for more than a year, but I think she is still everywhere.