Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

Mr. Ge turned out to be my cousin...... Distant cousin.

Xu Caijing, what's so great about them? I'm also a member of the school!

"Cousin, oh no, Mr. Ge...... This is my make-up fee. "I saved more than 3,000 yuan from a part-time job.

"Since they all call me cousin, I'll pay you for your make-up fees." Cousin Ge said very generously, looking sincere, and wanted to help me from the bottom of his heart.

He did it with good intentions, I know. However, I feel very uncomfortable in this way.

My poor self-esteem made me feel that if I was special, I would have even more low self-esteem.

Before, Brother Wang Yang and Gong Jingyang also wanted to help me, and it stands to reason that I want to thank them.

But when they did that, I felt even more uncomfortable.

Please give me a little dignity, if I can't even pay this money, how far can I go in the future?

Besides, I'm not nothing. My dad talked to me before he died, and I actually had an education fund.

Therefore, I think that I can face my future life, and besides, this tuition fee is really only 100 yuan, and I don't need more people to be special to me.

I don't want their sympathy and pity!

I don't need anyone's sympathy and pity!

I just want to be myself, like everyone else, independent and strong.

I looked poor, poorer than all my classmates, so poor that all I had left was my self-esteem.

So, now I live only on my self-esteem. Why, don't you even want this!

"Thank you, cousin, I will look for you when I need you in the future. The little things don't have to bother you. "I rejected his kindness.

Cousin Ge stared at me and said, "It's me who missed the exam." Okay, if you need me in the future, just ask. ”

"Hmm. Deal! ”

In this world, there are suddenly more relatives and friends, which makes me feel very good.

Back in the classroom, Brother Wang Yang looked for me.

"Floo, this is the dumpling my mother made, and it's still hot. This one is yours, so eat it while it's hot. ”

Dad Wang and Mom Wang, yes, I really feel like a daughter.

I took a bite of the dumplings. A smell of vegetables and a smell of meat, mixed together, full of aroma, is really delicious in the world.

"Well, it's so fragrant." I said vaguely.

"Eat slowly, no one will rob you." Wang Yangyang said with a smile.

"What to eat? So fragrant? Gong Jingyang walked over, grabbed a dumpling by the way, and threw it into his mouth.

"Well, that's delicious. Delicious! He swallowed quickly and went to pick up a second one. Brother Wang Yang's eyes were quick, and he snatched the lunch box aside: "It's delicious, and I won't give it to you." ”

"She eats it, why don't you give it to me?" Gong Jingyang is still unsatisfied, he can't eat dumplings, and he vows not to give up.

"Of course she eats. My mom made it for her...... Celery minced meat. Brother Wang Yang said smugly.

Gong Jingyang glanced at me and induced me without giving up: "Celery meat filling, just to my taste." The food in the cafeteria today was too salty...... Let's eat together? ”

"The ......"

"Don't even think about it!" Brother Wang Yang rushed in front of me and said.

Gong Jingyang thought for a while, rubbed my head, and said, "So...... Okay, Piaofu, you eat quickly, if you are full, I will be full too, who let us be called alone! ”

Me: "Ugh! ”

I was choked by his words, not by dumplings.

"No skin, no face, no shame!" Brother Wang Yang couldn't be thick-skinned after all, put down the lunch box, told me to "eat while it's hot", and then went out of the classroom.

It's lunchtime.

I sent the dumplings to Gong Jingyang to eat.

"Eat it!" He said.

"Aren't you underfed?"

"How so? I was deliberately angry. ”

"Why?"

"It's not like the two of us are alone now...... How nice. I hate him with a big light bulb......"

"Ugh!" Once again, I choked on his words.

I know that yesterday he must have known about my origins.

I saw that he talked a lot to Uncle Wang.

Uncle Wang, as soon as he is happy, he will not be able to control his mouth, and he will not be able to say everything, but he will not be able to say everything.

Moreover, I was delivered by Uncle Wang's wife. Therefore, my life experience, the two of them know best.

Therefore, I understand the reason why Gong Jingyang looks at me in a daze from time to time, he is sympathizing with me and taking pity on me.

As I said, I don't need sympathy, and I don't need pity.

That secret, the secret that I have always been afraid to face, I don't want to know what this secret means to me, and I don't want to know it from anyone's mouth, and I don't want more people to know.

Gong Jingyang, I don't want him to know, I don't want him to sympathize with me, take pity on me.

I miss my own mother, and I miss my father.

Do they often stand on the side of heaven and look at me?

I didn't want them to see my vulnerability, I had always been their strong daughter.

I smiled towards somewhere in the sky. Dad, Mom, I will be very strong, I will live well for you, enjoy the meaning of life, and enjoy the beauty of life......

"What are you laughing at?" Gong Jingyang pinched my face and asked.

"Don't move your hands......" I deliberately disliked him.

"Sample!"

In fact, although we are "rebels" and "bad youths" in the eyes of the public, I swear, we really have nothing to transgress except holding hands.

The day passed quickly.

In the morning, everyone was collecting the make-up fees, and in the afternoon they were withdrawn. It is said that the school does not charge it, and it is still the same as before, and the teacher is obliged to make up the class.

At this time, everyone looked at each other, feeling that they were very ashamed of the teacher, especially when they thought of the big paper, the guilt was even stronger.

If you think about it, teachers don't want to sacrifice their vacation to make up for classes.

But under the pressure of the college entrance examination...... Hey, what more can I say? The only thing I felt was that I had wronged the teachers.

After the evening self-study, I went to the back of the teaching building alone.

The moon is sparse, and it is a slightly warm night, I like to be alone and quiet, look at the sky, and look at the stars in the sky.

So, under the psychological effect of thinking about my parents at this moment, I came to this place again...... In a circular flower bed at the back of the school building.

A corner that seems inconspicuous to others, just when I was a sophomore in high school, a person came for a walk first and found it, and did it in that place, thinking that a lonely person like me belongs to such a quiet world.

So, in the later years, my head office would come to this place to find his place between heaven and earth.

Especially, I saw the starry sky that day.

The sky is full of stars, twinkling and shining, like the brightest eyes in the world.