Chapter 203 [Desperate Mother]
An'an and Regeneration returned to the regeneration house, and Regeneration's mother gave them all the quilts in the sun, and the room was spotlessly cleaned, lying in the fluffy silkworm quilt, there was a smell of warm sunshine, which was very close to the taste of regeneration.
"My mother was afraid that you would be cold, so she added an extra quilt." Regeneration said.
"No wonder, I'm still wondering if it's because it's a lot colder here than Iwako." An'an turned to look at Regeneration.
"It's colder than Iwashiro, but I used to cover a quilt in the winter when I was alone."
"Then we'll need a quilt."
"Aren't you cold?"
"It's cold."
"That's it, don't get it."
"But you're going to be too hot to sleep."
Regeneration smiled and didn't speak.
"Actually, for me, one quilt is the same as two quilts, because no matter how thick the quilt is, I can't cover it hot, and the only thing that can help me cover it is the hot water bottle. In the past, when I slept alone in winter, the hot water bottle was cold at dawn, and I was also cold, and my legs were all icy. Ever since I fell asleep with you, you've been like a hot water bottle that never gets cold, warming me up. ”
"yes, I'm warm. No matter how cold and snowy it is, I only cover a quilt, and sometimes it feels very hot. ”
"All I can help you neutralize it, you won't be hot, and I'll not be cold."
"Then let's take the thick one on the inside, and remove the one on the outside."
"Okay."
An'an said and got up, but just wanted to get out of bed but was stopped by Regeneration.
"I'll go, you lie down!" As he spoke, he got up neatly and hugged the quilt, then opened the wardrobe and stuffed it into the quilt.
An'an lay down and felt warm in the quilt. Regeneration turned around and shivered and got into the quilt, kept An An'an and said, "It's so cold! It's cold! An'an only smiled secretly.
"Go to bed early, I'm going to get up early tomorrow." Regeneration reached out and turned off the lights.
"Wake up early?"
"Well, I'm going to the hospital to see a patient, we're fine anyway, let's go with my mother."
"Okay."
Early the next morning, An'an and Regeneration went downstairs after washing, and ate hot porridge and side dishes, as well as steamed bun fritters bought by Regeneration's mother.
The porridge of white flowers is fragrant and glutinous, crystal clear, even if you taste it directly, it is also a flavor snack, you will have a faint sweetness when you chew it in your mouth for a while, the sweet and glutinous taste in the water makes people's taste buds be satisfied, and the hot mist permeates the face in the dry winter to soothe the tight skin, and people wake up from the haze.
"We're going to see my granddaughter at the hospital later." Reborn Mom said to An'an.
"Oh!"
"This child is pitiful enough, only more than two years old, he fell out of bed, as if he had broken his brain, he had been in the intensive care unit before, and now he has been rescued, but he has not woken up, I don't know if he can wake up?"
"Huh?" An'an was shocked, such a thing really made anyone a little overwhelmed when they heard it.
"How did you fall off?" Regeneration asked.
"Who knows what her mother thinks of the child, both of them are sitting on the bed playing, and suddenly the child falls under the bed, but she cries very much, but she doesn't take it seriously, and then she falls asleep, and she doesn't wake up until the night, and when your aunt's son comes home from work, she finds out that something is wrong, and immediately sends him to the hospital."
"Didn't her mother know at the moment?"
So they all said they didn't know what was going on with her, and the child was crying so much that he was said to have thrown up. Maybe the pregnant woman is slower to react. ”
"Pregnant?"
"I'm pregnant with another one, and my belly is a little obvious."
"Then she must be sad to die, she must be very self-blaming."
"Now I am with the child in the hospital, and it is not a way to bring such a big belly to the hospital like this, and she is not willing to let her come back."
"Then it's not going to be a good year." Regeneration said.
An'an followed Rebirth and his mother to the hospital, where he met a middle-aged woman holding a little girl.
"You're coming to see the kids, huh?" The woman said to her mother, who had been reborn.
"Well, I'll come over and have a look if I just have time today."
"Oh, it's really unfortunate that something like this happened, I just saw it, the little girl is very tall, taller than our family Qinqin, and she looks like she is three or four years old."
"Yes, their girl is very cute, she can speak, she is smart, and her skin is white, such a good child, this kind of thing happens......"
"How much are you going to pack?"
"What do you mean?" Reborn mom said.
"Yes, we didn't buy anything, the child hasn't woken up yet, he can't eat anything, it's better to give money."
"Well, yes, that's what we think too."
"Then you are busy, I will leave too, and my daughter will go home for lunch after work in a while."
"Well, let's get busy."
"Next time, I'll come to play at home when I have time."
"Okay."
Before he entered the ward, he saw a woman with a bulging abdomen standing outside the ward, and when she looked up and saw the words "bed 35~37", she said to his mother: "Bed 35 is here!" ”
"Well, I saw your aunt's daughter-in-law."
An'an followed behind the regeneration, and entered the ward with the reborn mother, and the woman also entered the ward. The small body was lying on all fours, with an oxygen mask on his face, and all kinds of inexplicable tubes inserted in his body, An An felt pain when he thought about it, how could such a small body withstand this toss.
The child's grandmother and grandmother were standing guard by the bedside. The grandmother held the child's little hand with her big hand and said, "I sometimes massage her arms and legs, I feel very uncomfortable, and sometimes her hand will suddenly move." ”
"Yes, don't say it's a child, even if an adult has so many tubes, he definitely can't stand it."
"The doctor said that he would have to observe for another half a month, and it is not certain whether he can wake up."
"If you want to go to a big hospital, maybe there is another way."
"We also discussed, but I'm afraid that no one can take care of me when I go to a big hospital, I don't know her grandmother well, and I'm afraid I can't figure out the road outside, so I can only wait for Guoming to ask for leave and then transfer to the hospital."
"Yes, now the little ones are in their stomachs, and it's not convenient to run that far."
The child's mother didn't say a word all the time, she sat and watched her child with her hands, whether she touched her with her hands, and didn't greet them as if no one was around, and she didn't hear what they said.
The nurse walked in and said she was going to put the child in a gastric tube, and the woman turned and walked out.
"Her mother is crying dry, we told her not to cry, the child in the belly is also important, let her go back to rest and don't listen, she has lost more than ten days here."
"Let you tell her, you say that she will definitely not listen, and it is not okay to be tired if you go on like this."
They chatted like this, and it was as if the whole ward was gray air, so black and oppressive, that everyone was out of breath. Even though she was unconscious, the little girl's body still had conditioned reflexes, which made An'an feel a little uncomfortable and even frightened. An An pulled the corner of the regenerated clothes, and when the business came, the two of them walked out of the ward and waited outside against the wall.
An An saw the child's mother standing outside the ward, leaning against the deputy railing of the wall, silently holding back tears, wiping with one hand, and covering her bulging belly with the other, tears still poured out like a broken embankment, her body was twitching, trembling slightly, as if she was restraining her emotions, not daring to let it gush out.
An An frowned, and her heart was also pinched together, this scene was really silent and tragic, how should a pregnant woman face her child who has lost her will, and what kind of mood should she use to face it? Thinking that the child had an accident when he was with him, it is probably the most difficult thing for a mother to blame, and this kind of self-blame is really uncomfortable.
"Let's go, let's wait outside!" Seeing An'an's expression, he felt that this was really not a good place to stay for a long time, and the gray emotions would spread in the air like poison, and if you took a sip, you would be choked by your throat and unable to breathe.
"Hmm." An'an silently followed behind the regeneration.
"This kid is really pitiful!" Regeneration sighed.
"Her mother is also very pitiful. What should we do? What if I can't wake up? An Shore sighed.
"You still have to think about the good in everything."
"I really hope this kid must get better. It's just a fall from the bed, how can it be so serious? I've fallen off when I was younger, more than once. I remember waking up several times on the floor, and the bed was still high. ”
"How so? Sometimes things are just so unlucky, and many small things become big things if you don't pay attention to them. ”
"Last time, I heard that a person died on the bridge near my house, riding an electric car and carrying a watermelon, this summer, I fell, and no one hit him, and the watermelon didn't crack when it fell to the ground, but he just fell to his death."
"What? Didn't the watermelons crack? How could that be? ”
"Yes, sometimes, human life is really more fragile than imagined."
This is probably the impermanence of life, sometimes very tenacious, sometimes very fragile, no matter how strong a person is in the face of the accident, he is so vulnerable, defenseless, without warning, he can only watch the accident come. No one knows where they will live, they don't even know if the sun will be visible the next morning, they don't know which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident, and when that day comes, they are often caught off guard, because no one knows what time their day is.
Living each day as if it were the last day on earth is like the words of a wise man, but it is a very difficult thing to achieve!