Chapter 280: To be a human or a ghost

Mu Dianke didn't say a word, and looked at Xu Younan coldly.

Xu Younan continued to speak: "There is a way: know yourself and know your opponent, and you will not be defeated in a hundred battles." Go back, I'll ask Jinyi to help you collect more information, and you're not out of luck. ”

Mu Dianke doesn't even have a tantrum. Looking at Xu Younan, he sneered, and said coldly: "Then I really want to thank you." ”

"Yes, my own people." Xu Younan waved his hand, and accepted it when he saw it, and then said: "As for Hu Zhu and Wu Luzhi's families, are you too slow to react, since Tan Zhou wants to use them to make a fuss, he must have done it before the fire, will you wait until you arrest people now?" ”

This was to be expected.

Mu Dianke lowered his eyes, pondered silently for a moment, suddenly raised his head, looked at Xu Younan solemnly and said, "I ask you something, you have to answer me truthfully." Does what happened today have anything to do with you? ”

Xu Younan smiled elegantly, and was about to deny it, but Mu Dianke asked again: "Have you deliberately guided Tan Zhou, or are you fueling the troubles behind your back?" ”

Her tone was very solemn, with a hint of unconscious trilling.

The smile on Xu Younan's face faded, and in an instant, it became deep and serious as if he had changed someone.

"What do you want me to answer you?" He said.

Just as he knew Mu Dianke, Mu Dianke also knew him. She asks this question, not because she wants to know the answer, but because she already has the answer in her heart.

She hoped that Xu Younan would deny it, but even if Xu Younan denied it, Mu Dianke would not believe it.

"Let's just say I'm not involved in it. It won't cause trouble and cause you to lose the trust of Chang Qianfo. ”

This has been said clearly enough. Even if Xu Younan did not participate in the planning of this conspiracy, he would never be innocent.

has been fighting together for nearly ten years, how could she not know about Xu Younan?

What Xu Younan is best at is to guide others in a subtle way, so that others can act according to his ideas, so as to achieve their own goals.

"Okay, I ask, you answer."

At this point, Mu Dianke calmed down and asked, "You did everything possible to send me to Huairentang, is it to make Tan Zhou mistakenly think that he has a chance to take advantage of it, so that he can make a move against me." Are you going to reap the benefits again? ”

"It's not." Xu Younan said: "At first, it was just because Chang Qianfo was coming to Chuzhou, and I wanted you to go to him." ”

"And then?"

Xu Younan didn't speak.

"What did you let Yun Yang get close to Wu Luzhi for?" 【1】

"Stir up a dispute between Tan Lang and Huairentang."

"So the poisoning of Solon Street was your handiwork?" 【2】

"They can't-"

"Of course I know I can't find out!" Before Xu Younan's words were finished, he was angrily beaten by Mu Dianke: "How smart you are." You, Xu Younan, are the number one smart person in the world. You just need to find a few people to play around and ruin the business of Shou'an Pharmacy, so that Hu Zhu will be jealous of Huairentang, and even hateful. Then he stumbled upon the method of refining the plague.

The evil heart was born by himself, and the poisoning was planned by himself, from beginning to end, you Xu Younan have not done anything, you are innocent, cleaner than a blank piece of paper.

That's what you've always done! You've always loved psychomagic, borrowing a knife to kill people! I-"

She suddenly bent down and buried her face in the mattress, trembling all over.

Xu Younan has always done this. She never felt that there was anything wrong with doing so. She even admired Xu Younan's clever methods.

If Xu Younan hadn't hurt someone who Chang Qianfo cared about today, she still wouldn't have felt that there was anything wrong with what he did.

Their hands are stained with blood and their feet are white bones, just to one day be able to avenge their hatred. For this goal, they are not afraid of life or death, and they are not afraid of any suffering in this world.

She shuddered and felt deep fear in her heart. It's the fear of yourself!

She turned out to be such an ugly and terrible person!

"If you feel pain, cry it." Xu Younan looked at Mu Dianke with pity and sighed.

Mu Dianke's fear, how can he not know? When the blood gradually cools, when the face in the mirror becomes more and more unfamiliar, when the ideal of guarding Qingping turns into an obsession to kill and stop anger...... He was also dazed and miserable. 【3】

I was also deeply afraid of my ugliness.

It's not terrible to be a human or a ghost, it's the most bitter to be a half-human and half-ghost. So later, he became a ghost.

"Si'er, have you ever seen a python molt?" Xu Younan said slowly: "Every snake, from birth, has to shed its skin every three or four months, which lasts for several hours, bears unimaginable pain, goes to old clothes, and changes into new clothes.

If you get through it, you will be reborn; If you can't survive it, you can only die in despair with the dry and lifeless scales.

You're young, not like me. It's not like your sixth cousin, he has no turning back. ”

If Mu Dianke looked up at this time, he would see Xu Younan's eyes as desolate as a desert: there was no life, not a single inch of grass grows, and it was so barren that it was desperate.

He raised his head, raised his left hand, and with his four remaining fingers, struck the table lightly and heavily, striking the knots and singing loudly:

"The night beach is urgent, and the north wind is cool.

Wushan Chuze traveled all over the country, only owed to Xiaoxiang.

I bought a flat boat and returned, and the matter was paid to me by heaven, and the waves fell in June.

Outside the cicada dust, the butterfly dreams of water and cloud township.

……”

At the end of the song, his eyes are empty. Like a thousand sails to the distant Yanbo Lake, there is only a melancholy left.

Mu Dianke gradually calmed down in Xu Younan's singing. She hugged her knees tightly, and her bare feet were exposed, snow-white, thin, and a little pitiful.

"Xu Younan, do you think I can still turn back? Just shed that sinful skin and start over? ”

"Are you sinful?" Xu Younan smiled, and returned to his usual elegant and pleasant appearance: "People in troubled times are like dogs, it's not easy to survive, who hasn't killed a little karma in their hands?" ”

He said leisurely: "I can't answer your question, you have to ask the person who can answer you." ”

"Who?" She asked, already having the answer in her mind.

"A thousand Buddhas." Xu Younan said: "Only Chang Qian Buddha can give you the answer. After this incident, you will know where to go, whether to leave or to stay. Whether it is real gold or fake copper, put it in the fire and refine it, and it will be clear. ”

Mu Dianke fingers tugged at the hem of his clothes, and his knuckles were faintly white.

She had never doubted Chang Qianfo, but she knew that this fire would be very prosperous, even if it was real gold, it might not be able to withstand such a calcination.

"Of course, you can also tell him what I did. If he is angry with you for this, he will be able to rebuke you for other things. Then this branch of his can't perch on your wings with wind and snow. ”

Mu Dian was a little puzzled.

"Aren't you hell-bent on getting me away?" She lifted her face from her knees and looked at Xu Younandao.

"Who knows." Xu Younan said with a smile: "This person, once he gets old, he is easy to be indecisive in doing things, and his ideas always change. Sometimes, I wish you were gone. Sometimes, I feel a little lonely. ”

He stood up, brushed the hem of his robe, and paced away leisurely. Just as it came.

It's just that there is a little more gloomy taste in the back.

He sang: "Outside the cicada moulting the dust, the butterfly dreams of the water cloud township...... After the old leaves turn into mud, the flower hair is a new branch...... "I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Yi Shinuo", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~