Chapter 86 [She's the First]
"I don't remember why, anyway, I wasn't very sensible at the time, and if you did something that made you sad, I hope you forget."
This is not the answer that Rose wants at all, could it be that Su Jingyi really never cared about himself? Or has he been avoiding this matter, she thought of this, she felt a little angry, she was not a fool, even if she was stupid before, she is not stupid now, Su Jingyi must have liked her a little bit at the beginning, but unfortunately she was still an ignorant girl at that time, if she missed it, she could really only miss it.
"Will you ever come back?"
"Maybe, maybe not."
"I heard An An say that you were her playmate when she was a child, and you have such a good relationship, are you really reluctant to come to see her? She might miss you a lot. ”
"Well, I know, I'll miss her too." What does An'an want me to do with you, what I want is that you miss me. Rose couldn't talk anymore, why was he still the same as before, so difficult to chat, I didn't know what he had in his head.
"If I don't come back, will you still remember me?"
"Yes."
What do you mean you know? Will it be? Why does it feel so perfunctory, Rose felt annoyed, why was the fearless self so cowardly in front of Su Jingyi, he could say whatever he wanted, and he boldly asked whatever he wanted, and he was actually grinding and chattering here, saying some innocuous words.
"Su Jingyi, please listen to what I say next."
Su Jingyi was shocked by her sudden seriousness.
"I know you don't like me yet, you have another person in your heart, I originally wanted to leave without saying a word, but I can't do it, I'm afraid that if I don't say it this time, I really won't have the opportunity to meet you again and say these things." Rose bit her lip and took a deep breath.
"I know you already know my mind, but you're only partly aware. I've been liking you since junior high school, and I was really stupid at that time, and I didn't know that it was liking. ”
Su Jingyi was silent, his eyes kept looking into the distance.
"When I first saw you with Xue Wanqing, I cried, and I realized at that moment that I liked you, but it was too late. I know that her death is a big blow to you, you can't accept anyone now, all I won't pester you, I want to give you a little time, and also give myself a little bit to think things through. ”
"Thank you for understanding me!" Su Jingyi said, with a hint of sadness in his tone.
"You ask me if I'll come back, I don't know, but let's make a three-year appointment first, and if you think clearly, you can email me at any time. If, after three years, you still don't feel anything about me, then I'll quit your life and never bother you again. ”
"Rose!" Su Jingyi called out the name gently, thinking that he might never see each other in this life, even if it was an ordinary friend, he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart, Xue Wanqing's departure made Su Jingyi have a deeper feeling about the parting.
Rose turned her head and looked at him expectantly, expecting him to say something to herself.
Su Jingyi also looked at her, and then said slowly, "Rose, in fact, you deserve a better person, I hope you can meet someone who is sincere to you, you must take care of yourself outside, don't forget that there is also our group of friends waiting for you to come back!" ”
There was a sound of glass shattering, and several wine glasses were shattered on the dining table. Su Jingyi looked down and said to Rose, "I'll go down and take a look first!" Then he turned and walked away.
It was clearly not the glass that was broken, but Rose's heart was broken, and there was an uproar downstairs, but her world was so quiet that only tears remained. She cried and vowed never to shed any more tears for this man, love was forced to come. The world is so big, even if you can't find it in China, when you arrive in Melbourne, maybe you will meet the prince charming in her life, she comforts herself like this, she will definitely be able to forget him soon.
But now that she is here, can she really forget him?
When she went abroad, there was a suitcase filled with a bunch of "useless" things, all about Su Jingyi, the homework books he had written, the caps of the drink bottles he had drunk, his exam papers, and the novels he had read......
Although Su Jingyi rejected her that night, she was still reluctant to let go, maybe once she started to step into the track of unrequited love, it was a road without turning back, maybe she would have to wait until the next person appeared to meet the corner, or because she was leaving, these things about Su Jingyi were even more precious.
The rain was pouring outside the window, knocking on the window, accompanied by music, and bringing the rose into memory again.
The gymnasium opened early because of today's college flower competition, and Lingzi and Xiaoxiao did not go in advance, but accompanied An An in the dormitory.
An An slowly put on her makeup, "Am I too nervous, I feel that I haven't been able to wear this eyeliner well today." ”
"It's definitely just nervousness. You take your time, it's okay. ”
"Why don't you go first, the show should begin."
"I don't know other schools, so it doesn't matter if I see them or not."
"That's it, and how do you get it alone, this curling iron must be Lingzi to help you."
"I'm not going to do it alone, and I'll be fine."
"Then how can it be done, Lingzi finally borrowed it from the senior sister."
"I just plugged in the curling iron, and it was hot right away, so I'll get it for you, soon."
"Thank you! I didn't dare to sit in the audience for too long, for fear that this person would be nervous after waiting for a long time. ”
"Yes, I understand that the earlier you play, the better."
"Alright, sit here, I'll get your hair done!"
An An sat down beside Lingzi, who carefully curled a handful of hair like this.
"Just mess around."
"How's that going to work? The image of our school depends on you! ”
"That's it, An'an, you can calm down, and now you have time to practice the song you prepared."
An'an prepared a song, Jay's "Snail", an inspirational lyrical song, and I really don't know what else to perform besides singing. Fortunately, singing doesn't require any special preparation, just find a song that you are good at.
When he came to the stage, I don't know if it was because the weather was getting cooler or because of my nervousness, An'an's hand trembled slightly, and he held the microphone tightly to barely relieve it. Fortunately, it is not a trembling leg, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to be seen by the audience. She stood still on the stage, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled it, and the music started before she slowly calmed down.
The show was perfect, nothing went wrong.
It was Yan Xiaoxiao's turn to perform, she danced a folk dance, which was like a shock, and the audience applauded warmly at the end.
An An, who was sitting in the audience and watching the performance, sighed, "She is so beautiful when she dances!" It's not too much to take the first place! ”
"You're also very good at singing, okay?" Reiko said.
"It's far worse than Yan Xiaoxiao, I really didn't think there was anything special before, I really despised her, it turned out to be hidden. No wonder girls who are so temperamental and can dance are different. ”
"You are too good at praising people, Yan Xiaoxiao must know that you praise her so much, and you are unwilling to go to heaven."
"I really think it's so good-looking, what do you think?" Anan turned and asked Regeneration.
"I think so." The regeneration expression is very muna.
An An looked at Su Jingyi, "I think it's okay!" ”
"What's the situation? It's so beautiful, but am I different from what you admire? ”
"You're exaggerating, how can you be as good as you say?"
"It's obviously good, what do you boys know?"
"They boys, they only look at their faces!" Xiaoxiao said with a smile.
"I think so too."
"Superficial!" Anan glanced at Regeneration.
"Why am I superficial? I'm a demanding person, okay? ”
When the last girl came on the stage, An An was stunned, that person was none other than Qinghe, I hadn't seen her for a long time, she was still the same as before, but she was much more mature, tall figure, three-dimensional facial features, even more beautiful under the illumination of the stage lights, she danced a jazz dance, and her gestures revealed an extraordinary temperament, and the audience exclaimed. This is the real school girl, An An thought to herself, as soon as she came on stage, all the girls were eclipsed, and she seemed to be born for the stage.
An'an whispered to Reborn, "It's Qinghe." ”
"Well, it should be her." Regeneration is completely undisturbed.
When the results of the competition were announced, An'an prayed in his heart, although I knew that I was a little greedy, but I was not the most greedy, so I would take second place and take a Phuket double tour.
From the tenth to the third place, An'an's name was not called, Yan Xiaoxiao was only ranked sixth, An'an panicked, didn't he be selected?
As soon as I thought of this, I heard the host say: "Second place, An'an student of Z University, please come up and receive the award!" ”
"Really? It's true? An'an excitedly shook Regeneration's hand and shook it.
"You're so happy for second place, aren't you?" Looking at her cute like a child, she frowned and smiled, "I thought you could be first!" ”
"What do you want to do first? The second best, great! An'an cheered and laughed all the way to the podium.
"An'an-san, I want to ask you a question before presenting the award!" The moderator handed the microphone to An'an.
"Okay, you ask." Where is An'an in the mood to listen to what the host says, there are only strings of bubbles in his heart, constantly bubbling the six words "Phuket Duo Tour".
"I missed the first place like this, I have no regrets, can you share with us any feelings?"
"Regret? No! I don't have any regrets, I think it's good. ”
"It seems that our An'an classmates are quite content. Then I would like to invite Mr. Chen Bing, the person in charge of Huanyu Group, the organizer of this event, to come to the stage to present the award to our school flower! ”
"Our 2nd place winner was a five-day, four-night trip to Phuket for two! Congratulations An'an! ”
An An took the crystal trophy from Chen Bing's hand, took a group photo and stepped down.
As expected, the first place is expected, Qinghe. She held up the trophy and smiled at everyone, her eyes sharp, and when she swept it up the audience, she nodded and smiled at him when she saw it. At this moment, she proved that the choice of regeneration was wrong, no matter what it was for, An'an couldn't compare to her, she was the best and brightest one.