Chapter 205: The End Is Death
Or, don't want anything, just let fate play tricks, starve to death under that bridge, no one cares?
Thinking of this, she felt extremely frightened and rushed to the bridge where she met for the first time. Unfortunately, she didn't get to see the girl.
It's still a bustling street market, an ancient bridge, the splendor of fireworks, and the warm sunshine, but she can't see the girl she wants to see.
Frightened, panicked, confused, accompanied her all the way. Until, meet again.
Knowing that she was doing well, she was relieved.
In the face of intense study life, in addition to remembering that person in my heart, more time is spent on studying.
The results of the midterm exam came out, and Wei Jin did even better than expected. Jiang Se lived up to the expectations of the wind and his party, and won the reward of the wind and his party in the class.
None of that Jiang Se wanted.
After the midterm, everything went according to the established trajectory. Physical education class in the afternoon. The classmates were drowsy, and the moment the person next to him fell, Jiang Se's heart instantly rose to his throat.
"Wei Jin!"
"Little Jinzi?"
"Wei Jin, what's wrong with you?"
A commotion sounded, and before Jiang Se could wait for the teacher to speak, he hurriedly ran to the infirmary with someone on his back. The scenery on this road is far away, like an illusory movie. Sweat rolled down his cheeks, obscuring his vision, Jiang Se shook his hair, draped off the water stains, and ran hard.
Zhang Huan kept following his footsteps and didn't dare to stop.
When he arrived at the infirmary, the doctor hurriedly gave Wei Jin a full body examination.
Zhang Heng at the door patted Jiang Se's shoulder and comforted: "It's okay." Don't panic! Panic whatever, it'll be fine. ”
"Well, I believe it!" Jiang Se stared at the door that blocked his view, and his eyes still couldn't help oozing worry. Zhang Huan only felt that his heart was being pulled by something, and he was so bored.
This boredom from the inside out makes the feet tremble and the mood is depressed.
The door suddenly opened, and the minds of the two of them were quickly drawn to it. Hurriedly stepped forward, Jiang Se looked at the doctor and asked, "Doctor, may I ask, my classmate ~ How is he?" ”
The doctor took off his mask, waved his hand and said, "Fatigue." I know you can stay up late to study, but it's not a long-term solution. Health is the first essence of life, if there is no health, what is there?
Pay attention to rest and recuperate these days, otherwise, the body will not be able to bear it. ”
Jiang Se nodded, thanked him, and watched the doctor walk away.
Is it overtired? Is it because I have gone too far? Are you pushing yourself too hard? That's why he collapsed from exhaustion?
He hated his recklessness a little. If something happened to Wei Jin, he would feel guilty, lost, and blame himself.
He thought, or give up the monitoring of Wei Jin! Let him live well and live happily. It would be nice if he took care of everything.
Yes, that's good.
In the hallway, Ember listened to the doctor's words and stood dejectedly against the wall. Some things, what you gain, you inevitably lose something.
Wei Jin chose the latter between his body and Jiang Se. Painting in the middle of the night is accompanied by a complicated learning process, so naturally it can't survive. Steel also decays one day, let alone the body?
In the room, Jiang Se stared at the pale face, his eyes full of sorrow.
Wei Jin cares about him and will not refuse him. He is favored unscrupulously, doing everything at his own pace, step by step, ignoring the feelings of others.
Perhaps, in the future, there is no need to care about other people's hopes and requirements. What I want in my heart is that he is a stable and carefree person, within his sight, and just spend his life in an ordinary way.
Fame, fortune and money, he can earn it. In order to care about the health of the person you care about, you can live a long life.
The eyes slowly opened at some point, staring warmly at the sitting man. Jiang Se raised his eyes slightly, and saw that those bright eyes had been looking at him.
"Are you awake? Blue Ash: They went out to buy some fruit. Tonight, I won't go to the evening self-study, accompany you. ”
"Really?" Wei Jin stretched out his hand, Jiang Se smiled, held it, put it in his hand and touched it lightly, and left it in his palm.
"Of course it's true. You're so tired. Wei Jin, I'm sorry, I pushed it too hard. I think that everyone has their own dreams and pursuits, and they are the ones who know how to do best.
It's me who has been too conceited and made your body collapse. I'm sorry! ”
"Say what?" Wei Jin didn't care, and said dotingly: "My body is not like this because of what you said. Jiang Se, I haven't told you yet, actually, I have a secret. ”
Jiang Se followed his words and asked, "Huh? What secret? What kind of charm does I have to listen to Brother Wei's secret? Wow, what an honor! ”
The hand holding the salt water was pale, Jiang Se felt very distressed, and his eyes couldn't help but exude a little softness.
Wei Jin's fingers slid over the back of his hand, and the corners of his mouth were fixed with yearning.
It's a unique look that flows when you talk about what you like. Determined, happy, confident.
"My dream is to become a painter. I've loved it since I was a kid, and when inspiration strikes, it's mostly in the middle of the night.
I often get up in the middle of the night to paint, and those beautiful landscapes, beautiful moments, and memorable things will become my preferences. ”
So, that's why you always sleep during the day?
You don't sleep much at all every night, you don't get enough sleep, and you make up for sleep during the day.
But since I assigned you those tasks, you haven't slept much during the day, and you study and draw at night, so you can't support it for a long time, right? ”
Jiang Se liked the feeling on his face. The origin of the likes and yearnings, in the face of all interference, is really a little inferior.
"Hmm." Wei Jin closed his eyes, but there was a happy smile on his lips.
"Xiao Ser, you don't need to blame yourself so much. It's all my choice, and you're doing it for my good.
You're too good, too good. How can I compare to you when I look like this now?
People say that good people should be with good people.
When I'm with you, I have to make myself better. Otherwise, I am deeply afraid that the person I love will be robbed by others, and I am deeply afraid that such a self will not be worthy of you and will not be able to keep up with your footsteps.
If in the future I am a lonely and nameless person, and you are already at the top, then I will be ashamed of myself. ”
"It's a lot of progress! There is a level of speech. Jiang Se leaned back in his chair, looked at Wei Jin's open eyes, and said firmly:
"Definitely. One day, we will be controlled by this world. But I love Wei Jin, I will not change in this life. ”
"yes!" Wei Jin sighed, "The end of life is death. Even if I knew the end, I was not willing to give up living. In the same way, what reason should I give up loving you?
At least, my heart has been beating wildly for you.
Only Jiang Se can make me dream. What can it be doomed to be the result of separation?
People who love each other, over mountains and mountains, and hardships, can't stop them from being together. ”