At this moment, he finally couldn't help but kneel down at the moment when he abandoned his green shirt, tears rolling down.

Revenge has been avenged.

But death does not come back to life.

Even if Ding Hao had great magical powers, he would not be able to resurrect the old man with long hair and carrying a wine gourd all day long.

These days are very busy, half of the reason is that Ding Hao needs to do his best to ask the Sword Sect to be in ruins, and the other half is because Ding Hao wants to use his crazy busyness to make himself forget the sorrow in his heart.

After knowing the news of the death of Qi Qingshan and others, Ding Hao did not shed a single tear.

Now that everything has been resolved, tomorrow I will get up and leave Selangor, this way is long, after solving the biggest enemy of the [Heaven Splitting Sword Sect], Ding Hao will directly join the senior monk of the Great Lei Yin Temple, Jin Chanzi, and go to the Southern Regions to find his sister Ding Ke'er.

Before he was lucky, Ding Hao finally couldn't help but come here.

"Master, Senior Brother Tang has told you everything that happened in the sect, right? The disciple didn't disgrace you......" Tears rolled down from his eyes, and Ding Hao leaned on the tombstone, muttering to himself.

The old man who rests underground behind the tombstone is the first elder who really supports and helps him after crossing over.

If it weren't for the fact that he had been secretly paying attention to protecting himself, he was afraid that he would have died under Mu Tianyang's sword in the primeval forest, where would today's [Sword Maniac Sword Idiot] come from?

For Ding Hao, this old man who is not good at expressing feelings or disdains to express his feelings, has always been like his own relatives, silently paying attention to and helping himself, never asking for any report, Ding Hao can feel it, if Li Jianyi and Tang Buddha tear care about themselves because of their outstanding martial arts talent, then the abandonment of the green shirt is more like an elder who does not ask for anything in return.

From the first day he entered the sect, because of the sentence 'I love to ask the Sword Sect', an indissoluble bond has formed between the two.

"I'm really, very sorry, master, you didn't see the disciples killing in all directions, and you didn't see the disciples coming out of the blue...... Tomorrow, I'm going to leave the Sword Sect for the time being, I don't know what I'll go through, and I don't know how long it will take to come back, and the next time I come to see you, I don't know when it will be, so tonight, let's have a good drink......"

Ding Hao sprinkled a piece of wine syrup on the ground, and then raised his head and took a big sip.

The smell of wine fills the air.

Ding Hao was slightly drunk and his eyes were hazy.

At this moment, in the moonlight like silver sand in the distance, a beautiful figure, like a moonlight fairy, walked slowly.

"After drinking so much wine, in a bad mood?" Qingli slowly sat beside Ding Hao, lifted her skirt, hugged her knees, and looked at Ding Hao with a strange gaze.

Ding Hao smiled, took another sip, opened his mouth and spewed out a mouthful of wine, and said, "Huh, Xiaolan, don't you have a habit of cleanliness? Why did you sit directly on the dirt tonight?"

Li Lan didn't speak, suddenly snatched the wine bottle from Ding Hao's hand, raised the white and soft neck like a swan's neck, and gulped down the liquor.

She drank a rare boldness, and the turquoise liquor flowed down the delicate and white jaw like mutton fat jade, wet the neckline of the skirt, and flowed directly into the chest along the fair skin and delicate and beautiful collarbones.

"Ahem, cough, cough......" Li Lan suddenly coughed violently: "It turns out that the wine is really not delicious." ”

"Drinking so much wine, in a bad mood?" Ding Hao snorted with wine and sent this sentence back as it was.

Li Lan did not take this sentence.

She sat quietly in front of the tombstone, looked up at the bright moonlight, and said faintly: "Ding Hao, do you know? I have been a girl since I was born, but unfortunately my father wants a boy to inherit his will and become the next head of the Sword Sect, it is said that on the day after I was born, my father was drunk alone in front of the cliff of Fenjian Rock, and it was the first time he had drunk ......himself in many years."

Ding Hao burped, handed over the wine bottle in his hand, and muttered: "The head of the sword intent is actually patriarchal? Even if it is a girl, she can become a martial arts powerhouse, and she can also be in charge of the power of the sect!"

Li Lan's eyes were hazy, and she poured a large sip of wine syrup again, this time she didn't cough, and sighed: "In the land of Selangor, how can there ever be a strong female leader? ”

Ding Hao didn't say anything more.

He knew that what Li Lan said was the truth, and in the history of Selangor, it was really a strong woman with a dominant level.

"Hehe, later, my father didn't know where to get a set of secret methods, and actually changed my gender - of course, it was only a superficial change, he still wanted me to become a boy, so that his dream could be realized, especially later when I showed a very high talent in martial arts, he was even happier, but my mother fell out with my father because of this, and almost completely broke up......"

Li Lan said, taking another sip of wine.

Feeling the hot liquid rushing through her mouth and throat, Li Lan had never wanted to talk like this moment.

"Few people know, I am actually a girl, from the second day after birth, I was raised as a boy, my father has high expectations for me, so it is very harsh, because of the special identity, I rarely appear in people's sight, from the first day of martial arts, my father personally taught me, at that time, I didn't understand a lot of things, I don't understand why my mother occasionally comes to see me, my father will leave, I don't understand why I know that I am a girl, but I have to dress like a boy, do what a boy should do......”

"Later, when I grew up, I began to understand some things......

"Every night, when I take off my clothes and soak myself in the hot water bucket, I will cry quietly, that set of secret methods make me have an Adam's apple, make me speak roughly, make me thin and straight like a man, but I know that I am a girl, even when I put on clothes, I look more like a boy, but when I take off my clothes, I know clearly that I am a girl......"

"Sometimes it feels like life is like a nightmare and I'm playing a role that doesn't belong to me. ”

"But I still respect my father very much, I know what kind of price he paid to revitalize the Sword Sect, I know that in fact, deep down, he loves me very much, but he loves the Sword Sect even more...... So all these years, I have been silently doing what he wanted, and many times I have thought that since I can't put on a skirt and a hairpin, then forget that I am a woman, and it would be good to help my father fulfill his dream......"

"It wasn't until I became a member of the Sect's Registered Disciples in another capacity that I met you...... Hehe, Ding Hao, you may not believe it, when I saw you for the first time, I knew that I might not be able to become the first person of the younger generation of the Sword Sect as my father thought, because I was not as good as you, although at that time, my real strength was much higher than yours!"

"At first, I was hostile to you, but then I ...... You're such a nasty guy, I'm slowly starting to have the idea of becoming friends with you!"

"Later, like a sharp cone hidden in a cloth bag, you showed outstanding talent, which finally alarmed the entire sect, and also got the support of the patriarch who abandoned the green shirt...... I think later, my father also figured it out, and no longer put his hope on me alone, but gradually began to pay attention to you, maybe he felt that you could help him achieve his dreams!"

"There was a time when I hated you so much that I gritted my teeth, because of your appearance, my existence seemed to have lost its meaning, I was a man as a daughter in the previous fifteen years, and I paid such a big price, and the goal I wanted to achieve, because of your appearance, it seemed that it began to become meaningless, in the eyes of my father, you were a more suitable person, and began to replace me, so what am I? What am I paying for? I have become a man or a woman, and I have become a monster, what is this?"

"But you're really a nasty guy, you hate it, and you can't hate it. ”

"Later, I thought that if my existence lost its meaning, it might be a good choice to be a woman again, and I don't have to carry such a heavy burden anymore, and I don't have to live for others......"

"My beloved father, I love my mother even more, because only she is the one who has abandoned other meaningless responsibilities and expectations, just from the perspective of a mother, silently cares about me, every time I fall into confusion and don't know what to do, she will always appear in front of me for the first time, with the most gentle words, to help me relieve all the pain in my heart......"

By the time she said this, Li Lan had almost drunk all the wine in the bottle.

The bottle of wine made by Ding Hao is biased towards the jam type, the degree is not high, and the taste is soft, but drinking so much in one go, even a person with a good amount of alcohol has to get drunk.

At this time, Li Lan's eyes were already confused, but her mind was amazingly sober.

"You wine...... It's too little, hehe, fortunately, I also prepared a bottle of ......" As she spoke, she took out a wine gourd from the storage space, and Ding Hao's eyes lit up, because it was the wine gourd that the abandoned green shirt had always carried and never left.

Li Lan poured herself a big sip, then threw the wine gourd to Ding Hao, and continued to talk to herself.

"I think my mother must have loved my father very much, and although they broke up, I noticed the way my mother looked at my father's back, what kind of eyes did it be...... Under my mother's relief, I suddenly felt that Ding Hao, maybe your appearance was destined by God, God knew that even if I became a boy, I would not be able to achieve my father's wish, so it asked you to replace me, so that you could realize my father's wish, and I seemed to finally be able to get the freedom I had been looking forward to......"

When she said this, Li Lan seemed to be starting to get drunk, and her figure slowly leaned over and fell on Ding Hao's shoulder.