Chapter 679: Helpless
"I just want to have a good day." Cheng Jiayi leaned on Du Yiyi and opened her eyes wide, because as long as she blinked her eyes, the tears in her eyes would fall out.
"I just want to have a good day, just one day." Even if he tried to open his eyes widely, the tears in his eyes rolled down and fell on the back of Du Yiyi's hand.
Du Yiyi hugged Cheng Jiayi distressedly and buried his face in her hair. "It's been a good day, I'm very happy, very happy."
Cheng Jiayi's tears fell one after another.
The wind was strong, and Cheng Jiayi's hair flew back. The tide is also rising.
"It's windy, it's going to rain." Cheng Jiayi said softly.
"Well, let's go back." Du Yiyi also said softly.
But neither of them moved, as if as long as they were still on the beach, they could escape and go back.
"I want to go. Go where no one is. I couldn't do anything right. It is impossible to please everyone. The wind blew Cheng Jiayi's voice to pieces.
"Just like my dad said. I'm just reckless, but I'm nothing. ”
Cheng Jiayi's eyes have been dry, and now she only feels astringent and sour.
"I'm nothing." She muttered, "I can't do anything." ”
Du Yiyi's arms tightened, "Jiayi, why do you say that." You've done a great job, very good. No one is going to do better than you in your position. They just don't get content. They don't know what you're embarrassed about. They think you are a god, omnipotent, so they ......"
Cheng Jiayi wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh, and she couldn't even laugh.
"I really want to be a god, God said, let there be light......"
"Click!" Suddenly there was a thunderbolt in the distance, and a twisted lightning bolt appeared on the distant sea, and both of them froze, looking into the distance in shock.
The sea seemed to be churning, and a distant storm was approaching, thunderbolts, and the sky was brilliant and terrifying lightning.
"You say, there should be light...... Du Yiyi's lips gently rubbed Cheng Jiayi's earlobe, and the sound like a sigh drilled into Cheng Jiayi's ears.
"Let's go back." Du Yiyi sighed one by one.
It rained heavily overnight, and the wind blew the glass loudly, and the raindrops hit the glass, and the glass seemed to become a small waterfall. Cheng Jiayi curled his legs against the head of the bed, and Du Yiyi dried his own hair.
The cannibal flower leaned contentedly on the couch, her long esophagus hanging from the floor, and a football-sized sac underneath.
This is an illusion, Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi saw with their own eyes that the petals of the cannibal flower were fully opened, as big as a round dining table, and the food sac was not smaller than the dining table after it was opened.
"We can analyze it." Du Yiyi took advantage of the light of lightning to accurately throw the handkerchief on the armrest of the sofa, and the man-eating flower moved slightly, and then leaned lazily on the back of the chair.
The lightning went out, and it was dark again.
"How do I think cannibalism has become a sperm." Du Yiyi stared at the cannibal flower in the dark, "Isn't it true that we have transitioned from the technological world to the fantasy world?" ”
"Everything has a spirit." Cheng Jiayi also stared at the cannibal flower road, "I can feel how it feels, and it is very satisfied now." ”
"Because you absorbed its crystals?" Du Yi turned his head sideways.
"Not quite, it's absorbed my flesh." Cheng Jiayi was still staring at the cannibal flower.
"Heh, so it can sense the thoughts of the dead? Even if you die, you should have a soul. "Du Yiyi.
"You remember I told you about those two laughing and glowing bugs, and now I believe everything." Cheng Jiayi looked away and looked at the rain spreading on the window.
"Okay." Du Yiyi also sat back at the head of the bed, "There are no wonders in the world, we even have crystals, and the cannibal flowers have become ...... with us Companion, what else can't happen. Now we can discuss what to do next. ”
"I want to go." Cheng Jiayi almost didn't hesitate, "I can't satisfy everyone with what I do, I want to go." ”
Du Yi looked at Cheng Jiayi sideways: "Leaving and satisfying everyone are two things. First of all, we have to figure out whether you are leaving because you can't please everyone, or if you want to go. ”
Cheng Jiayi didn't squeak.
"No one can please everyone. Otherwise, the world would have been at peace long ago. Even in peacetime, there are keyboard warriors. People who have the same three views also have selfish intentions. God created man - well, Nuwa didn't make man equal.
Since people are empowered with thinking, it is impossible for each person, as an independent individual, to satisfy everyone around him. The consciousness is different, the position is different, and the distance between relatives and relatives is different. ”
Du Yiyi tilted his head and looked at Cheng Jiayi, "In the past, in our school and our class, the head teacher couldn't make everyone agree. We must also be held accountable by the authority of the class teacher, the right given by the school and parents.
In fact, most of it is because we are in a situation of being managed, suppressed by parents and teachers in the school, and reluctantly following secular ideas.
Now that we think about it, are we not also afraid of the authority of the teacher because we have violated the nature of teenagers who like to laugh and obey the discipline of the school? Of course, also because of the education we received, the surrounding environment. ”
Du Yiyi shrugged his shoulders one by one, "So, even if you are the boss, it is unrealistic to satisfy everyone." Unless ......"
"Unless I'm God, there's the power of God to shelter everyone, right?" Cheng Jiayi said.
"Yes. So don't be so yourself. Don't you think Qin Feng can't do it to satisfy everyone? Du Yiyi persuaded.
"I understand the reason." Cheng Jiayi said, "I don't have exactly because of Zhang Hao's words in my heart, I can't tell me, I just want to ......"
Cheng Jiayi also turned his head to look at Du Yiyi, "I thought during the day today, when we are so peaceful, will it be a flower in the moon mirror in the water, a flash in the pan, you see, now it has been confirmed, a complete peaceful day can not be done."
I've always wanted to do well today, I think I've done well, but it's still ...... I'm so tired, I'm ......"
There will be a small part of everyone's heart that stores their most secret things, even in the face of Du Yiyi, the only one who can be trusted, Cheng Jiayi doesn't want to say it all.
She didn't want to ruin her image in Du Yiyi's eyes, and she didn't want to lose even Du Yiyi.
"They're putting enough pressure on you, and you're putting pressure on yourself. Jiayi, you must know that there are some things that even saints can't do. You just have to be worthy of yourself. ”
"But I'm ashamed." Cheng Jiayi said softly, turned his head, and looked at the man-eating flower in the dark, "Approximately, I will only be worthy of my heart when I fight, because at that time I did my best." ”
Because then, you are teetering on the brink of death.
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