"I didn't expect ......" Ke Yuhan clenched his fists and kept swallowing his saliva, trying to swallow the sadness back into his stomach. But if I can ...... her grades"

"Yes, yes, but you can only use the word can, right?" Xu Mowen shook his head, impatient with the naïve boy in front of him, he asked the waiter for a bottle of wine, "Let me say this, do you think you can really take this responsibility?" Let me analyze with you why I can. If I transfer Yueyue to Yunhai, the policy there is better! Education is better! Better resources! ”

Xu Mowen kept knocking on the table, the flesh on his red cheeks trembled, and his excited appearance was unobstructed, he was like a discerning warrior in the ancient tongue war.

"As long as she goes to school in Shallow Town, I am 100% sure that she will ...... four years of college" Xu Mowen didn't want to explain the truth too thoroughly, even if the behavior was immoral, but this was the actual situation, he was just one of the many people who had the strength to gain benefits, "Her four years of college will be guaranteed, but she can't do it in the sea of clouds, so I can guarantee her future in Shallow Town, but what about you?" You are in such a small place as the sea of clouds, what future can you guarantee her? ”

What future can you give her...... The pressure of reality blocked Ke Yuhan's chest, and Ke Yuhan couldn't breathe. Since then, he has learned the fact that temper is greater than strength, which is a terrible thing.

"But......" Ke Yuhan didn't dare to look directly into Xu Mowen's eyes, first, he was not confident, but he was afraid that he would see his eyes that had begun to turn red, "But, Xu Xuanyue, she ...... After staying in the sea of clouds for so long, when you finally leave, you will be sad. ”

"Do you really think your reason is justified?" Xu Mowen asked rhetorically, he trampled the cigarette under his feet irritably, and stepped hard, "Changing a new environment is for a better future, if you want to move forward, then you can't hide from the separation and pain." ”

"It's not...... Uncle, you, you should be able to understand. Ke Yuhan still raised his head, his eyes were full of tears, his shoulders drooped as if he had collapsed, and his whole body seemed to have no bone support, "I heard Xu Xuanyue say that you and your aunt also met in high school, and you have been until now, haven't you?" You've come all the way and you should be able to understand us, and I hope you'll give me a chance to give it a try. ”

Xu Mowen didn't expect his daughter to tell Ke Yuhan all this, and he deeply realized the relationship between the two, heartache and anger were mixed in his chest at the same time, and when he touched his pocket, the cigarette was already empty.

He took a deep breath, his brow finally unlocked.

"Ke Yuhan......" Xu Mowen's eyes were calm, as if he had just woken up from a dream, tired and helpless, "You're right, Yuhua and I have indeed come through ups and downs for so many years." ”

"Yes, so ......" Ke Yuhan saw a glimmer of hope.

"But......" Xu Mowen's next words shattered his illusions, "I regret it." ”

"After ...... Regretted it? ”

"Yes, I regret that I always dragged her back then." He leaned back in his chair, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse when he looked up, "I was a poor boy back then, and like you, I had backbone, the first in the class, and I felt that nothing was difficult for me, but when the real responsibility fell on my shoulders, I really felt small." The world out there is big and complicated, and it can break your high-spirited wings. I took Yuhua to break through, slept in the bridge hole, squeezed the morning bus for three years, tried the feeling of eating a meal for three days, survived the night for three consecutive days, tasted the bitterness, until the tongue was tasteless, and then I didn't feel it, so I used this price in exchange for today's stability, if I don't say, do you think that our family has always been a big family? Hehe, no, it's all hard work. ”

Xu Mowen finally showed a smile, which is the vicissitudes of life, there is no relaxation in the smile, but bitterness and old age: "But I regret it!" I regret letting her suffer with me. He stared at Ke Yuhan's eyes, as if looking at an old friend he knew, "This is indeed a rare experience, but I regret it!" Because I love her, if I can, I would prefer that she would reject me back then, leave me, and live a stable life, instead of leaving a bitter mark of ten years in her world, which cannot be erased. She chose me, she chose to believe me, I am grateful, but I regret it! ”

Ke Yuhan began to imagine in his mind, imagining that Xu Xuanyue was living a depressed life, running around for firewood, rice, oil and salt, quarreling with the aunt in the vegetable market every day, replacing the milk tea she liked to drink with boiled water, quitting the problem of shopping, her voice was no longer pleasant, her figure began to become bloated, her face gradually became a yellow-faced woman from the fairness of a girl, her temper might become very bad, she would hide in the corner and cry, release her sadness and not let herself have any resonance, and take care of herself at the worst time.

Oh, my God! Ke Yuhan broke out in a cold sweat all over his body.

"You feel it?" Xu Mowen looked at Ke Yuhan, whose face was pale, and at such an instant, he seemed to have grown up and matured a lot, "Ke Yuhan, I don't hate you." Even, if you can find me after you make a name for yourself in the future, I will hand over my daughter to you without reservation. His face was full of embarrassment.

Ke Yuhan smiled bitterly, he knew that there would be a "but" behind.

"But," Xu Mowen said, "I am a father, and I want to support a family and a future for two people." Whatever you can promise me, it's unfounded, because the future hasn't happened yet, and no one knows exactly what will happen, so I can't bet my daughter's future on you. ”

After speaking, Xu Mowen took the wine that the waiter had just served, he poured a whole glass full, drank it all, and the hot and burning sensation extended from his throat all the way to his stomach. He wiped his face with his hand, brushing the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Ke Yuhan's face was so dull that he seemed to have lost three souls and seven souls, in his eyes, Xu Mowen saw a layer of gloom, and he had a relationship with hope, this is not a bad thing, after the baptism of reality, he will be reborn, Xu Mowen does not plan to apologize, and there is no need.

He just made the choice every father would make.

Xu Mowen didn't have anything to say, he picked up his chopsticks and ate the meal that was already cold. Ke Yuhan on the other side stood up, said "I understand", and walked out the door.

When Ke Yuhan returned to the classroom, many people in the class raised their heads, the last class of the second year of high school, and when they officially finished the exam the day after tomorrow, this period would be over.

Wang Xiu looked at Ke Yuhan with a book on his face, but he still asked a few questions casually, and then let him go back to his seat.

Xu Xuanyue hung her head in her seat, not daring to look at him.

Is she scared of me? Ke Yuhan felt a pain in his heart. He sat back down slowly, moving softly, for fear of making a sound.

In this class, Ke Yuhan had no intention of listening. The two didn't say a word.

After the silence, Wang Xiu walked out of the class, and everyone began to celebrate the carnival of the holiday, going to the dinner party in twos and threes, and planning to indulge one last time before the third year of high school, but in fact, in the third year of high school, they will still have fun in the bitterness and comfort themselves with various excuses.

Ke Yuhan was left to clean, he cleaned slowly, but his heart was peaceful, because he knew that someone would be waiting for him at the door. Sure enough, after he turned off the last light, he walked downstairs, and Xu Xuanyue stood in the hall, leaning on the pillar and waiting for him.

Seeing Ke Yuhan coming over, Xu Xuanyue greeted her.

What to say? Xu Xuanyue waited anxiously for a long time in the afternoon, and when she received a text message from her father, there were only four short words on it: It's all done. This sentence shows that Xu Mowen must have explained it clearly to Ke Yuhan. Coupled with Li Yang, who returned to the classroom with a blue nose and swollen face, she had already deduced the situation

"I ...... Hiding it from you for a reason. Xu Xuanyue didn't dare to look at him, "What did you say to Dad?" ”

"Nothing."

"He's a person who is anxious, and his words are indeed a little hurtful, don't ...... to your heart"

"Xu Xuanyue!"

Ke Yuhan suddenly amplified the volume, which made Xu Xuanyue feel shocked, she covered her face with her hands in fear, she didn't want to see Ke Yuhan's angry face, she knew very well that the more gentle people are on weekdays, the more hysterical they are when they are angry.

Someone gently flicked his wrist.

Xu Xuanyue opened it and saw Ke Yuhan's eyes full of gentle light.

"It's okay." Ke Yuhan had a reassuring smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, you don't have to think about me so much." ”

Tears immediately escaped from Xu Xuanyue's eyes.

"Silly ......"

"It's okay, if your future can't be good, I don't think I need to stay by your side anymore, so it's okay."

Ke Yuhan clenched Xu Xuanyue's hand, as if he would not let go for the rest of his life.