Chapter 91 [Song of Sorrow]
On this night, An'an had a sweet dream, dreaming that she was still at the concert scene, pink balloons flying in the sky, she was sitting in the closest position to the stage under the stage, her idol even shook hands with her, spoke, she smiled happily, laughed and laughed, suddenly woke up, and found that she was actually dreaming.
The sunlight had already shot out through the gap in the curtains, shining on the floor, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, stretched her waist, got up and walked lazily to the window in her slippers, opened the curtains, the sun poured down, shining on her hair and face, it was particularly warm, the snow-white bedding on the bed was reflective, she half-squinted, leaned against the wall, and was in a daze for a while.
Such mornings are always beautiful, the sun is shining outside the window, like a pair of enthusiastic hands calling An'an's heart, not as hot as summer, not as cold as winter, its heat is just right, it keeps calling her to go outside to see, she just wants to wait for a while, rely on a while. I went to wash up after I was in a daze.
She looked at her phone, at this point, Su Jingyi should have gotten up, or maybe she was gone, she didn't dare to knock on the door, so she sent him a text message.
"Are you leaving?"
"No, you're up?"
"Hmm. Why aren't you leaving? ”
"Why, if you don't invite me to breakfast, you're going to change me to leave?"
"I'll come out right and wait for you at the door."
When An An went out of the room, he happened to see Su Jingyi also waiting for her in the aisle.
"When did you get up?"
"It's been a long time, and I'm hungry."
"Then you can call me."
"Aren't you just driving me away?"
"I didn't mean that, I'm afraid that if you have something, you can go first."
"Then let's have breakfast, too."
"Well, surely, whatever you want to eat, I'll please."
"Okay."
They went outside and saw a steamer steaming hot breakfast shop in front of their house.
"That's it."
"Come in and make it, there's a place in there, see what you're going to eat?" The boss greeted An An and Su Jingyi warmly.
"I want a bowl of tofu and half a basket of xiaolongbao." An'an replied without thinking.
"Then I'll do the same." Su Jingyi continued.
"You're together, aren't you?" The boss asked.
"Hmm. You're sure you eat so little. ”
"That's enough, I can't eat after I order the meal later."
"Okay, then a basket of xiaolongbao and two bowls of tofu flowers."
The two of them found a place to sit by the window.
"I think you always like the window seat." Su Jingyi said.
"yes, because you can see outside from the window position."
"There's a lot of people out there."
"yes, people come and go, so it's fun. You can see the different identities and expressions of each pedestrian, and you can't help but imagine where they are going and what they are going to do. Facing the sea gives me the same feeling as facing the crowd, I love both, I like to watch them unfathomable, as if there are endless stories. ”
"You're so interesting." Su Jingyi smiled, the more he understood the girl in front of him, the more he found that it was not what he thought, she could always have different surprises for her, at first he just thought she was very simple and cute, and even a little silly, but after a long time, he found that she was a spiritual girl, and sometimes it was very mysterious.
Suddenly, Su Jingyi's phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Oh, okay. I'm out there now. ”
"Don't worry, I'll go back in the afternoon, and I'll work overtime in the evening to send it to you."
"What's wrong? Is there something going on in your company? An'an asked worriedly.
"It's okay, it's good to work overtime at night, a file to send."
"Then you can go back as soon as you have eaten."
"There's no hurry. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I go back, so I might as well go to the company at night to work overtime. ”
"Your ringtone is good, when did you change it?"
"Huh? Is it? This is the season in the sun of the Western Regions boys. ”
"Well, I know, I liked it a long time ago, but when I listened to it at the time, I always felt that the lyrics were very strange, there was a feeling of sadness and despair and regret, I can't express it specifically, but I really feel very uncomfortable listening to it."
"Really? Why, I feel so happy to hear it. ”
"I later went to check the information and found out that it turned out to be a sad song."
"Really?"
"There's a story behind this song, do you want to know?"
"Yes, you say."
"Let's have breakfast first, and when we're done, I'll tell you slowly."
"You still have to sell it to me, and hang my appetite."
"No, I'm hungry."
"Eat it, eat it while it's hot."
"Five of me, five of you."
"You can eat as many as you want."
"Do you want chili pepper and vinegar?"
"No, the original flavor is delicious."
"I'm more heavy-mouthed, haha."
"Well, it's delicious." An Shore shoved a whole xiaolongbao into his mouth.
"If it's delicious, you can eat more."
"But it's not as delicious as our xiaolongbao in Lake City."
"Really? Then I'll go back and eat it next time. ”
The hot tofu flowers, accompanied by the delicious soup and the thin skin and thick filling, stuffed An'an's mouth to the brim.
"You look really carefree when you eat." Su Jingyi couldn't help but sigh.
"You see my mouth can only stuff things, I don't have time to tell you stories, I want to enjoy the food."
"Hahaha, understand, understand!"
"What? Do you think I'm not the same as before? An An puffed out his cheeks and said, "That's because I didn't know you well before, I definitely have to maintain my image, and now there is nothing to pretend." ”
"Oh, I see?" Su Jingyi was very cooperative, pretending to have a suddenly realized expression.
"Aren't you too? At first, it was cold, and I thought it was too cold, but now it's ......."
"What's going on now?"
"Now? It's good now, it's good now. ”
"Actually, I've really always been like you said, and now I seem to have changed, and I don't know what's going on. Maybe people will become. ”
"Really? It's not pretended, it's changed? An Ann asked, biting the last xiaolongbao.
"I will leave here and go to the provinces then, and you will have to take care of yourself in the future."
"Huh?" Xiaolongbao rolled out of An An's mouth, and she looked at Su Jingyi in surprise, "You want to go?" Where to go? ”
"I'm going to the branch that I just opened, and the treatment is much better than here."
"Oh, that's the way to go. If it were me, I would go too. ”
"You won't see me again!"
"I'll go play with you with Regeneration."
"You and Rebirth must be good, if he dares to bully you, you call me, and I will teach him a lesson for you."
"Good. Does Regeneration know? ”
"Yes, I told him before."
"Then what does he say, is he willing to let you go?"
"What are the big men willing to give, they will all have to go their separate ways in the future."
"That's right."
"You must remember me." As soon as Su Jingyi said this, he suddenly reached out and scratched the hair on the top of An An's head, and as soon as he finished this action, he realized that he was a little embarrassed and silently withdrew his hand.
An An didn't mind, her eyes were a little wandering, she was really familiar with parting, but every time someone wanted to leave, she still couldn't help but feel lost. She thought, maybe life is like this, there are times to get together, there are times to part, and parting will be reunited, but there will be a day of farewell.
"What are you thinking?" Su Jingyi asked tentatively.
"Oh, no. I'm done. ”
"Then should you tell me the story of this song?"
"Hmm...... It's a really sad story. But I'm not sure if it's true. ”
"It's okay, I want to hear it."
"It is said that in a small town in the United States, there are two teenagers, they were born in the same community, they grew up together, and it can be said that they are inseparable. But the personalities of the two people are completely different, one is sunny and cheerful, and the other is sensitive and shy. They were very good friends, but in the end they fell in love and gave birth to the same girl. The shy teenager just watched his friends stay with the girl he liked until they got married. After they got married, they had a lovely daughter and the family also ran a grocery store. In order to give his daughter a better education, the man worked hard to earn money, so he often had to travel far away to deliver goods, and could only go home once or twice a month. His good friend would often come to the store to help, and the two of them fell in love for a long time. One day, my husband went away again, but the road was closed due to heavy snowfall, so he had to turn around and go home. But when he opened the door, he saw his wife and his best friend hugging each other, and he only asked one word, "Why?" Then angrily took out the pistol he used for self-defense and ended the lives of his wife and friend, and drove himself to the police station. He could have fled to a neighboring state to avoid the death penalty, but he did not escape and was finally sentenced to death. The lyrics of this song are his last words, written a few days before his death. ”
"It's a really sad story."
"I'm not supposed to tell you."
"No, I think this song has a soul because of this story."
"I think so too, and every time I listen to this song later, I will have an indescribable feeling in my heart, and I can feel the last regret of the male host, which is obviously a beautiful hope, but in fact, it is a deeper despair, because everything is too late."
"You're such a sentimental girl." Su Jingyi showed a worried smile, no wonder Zai would say that she was cranky, and asked him to accompany her more, it turned out that this was what it meant. Spiritual people will have very sharp antennae, so they will also be particularly vulnerable to injury.
"I know it's my shortcoming." An An raised his head and showed a bright smile at Su Jingyi, as if to prove to him that although I am the seed of sorrow, in fact, I can also be very bright.
"It can't be said to be an advantage or a disadvantage, it's just a feature." Su Jingyi said with a smile.
"Didn't you notice that you were so good at talking?"
"It's not too late to find out."