"Then go to sleep."

Ling Ze sighed, and also let her lie down, and then he also lay down.

Mu Tianen said that she could fall asleep, but she always had a pair of eyes open, and in the dark night, something flashed from time to time, which seemed to be something called fear.

The sudden lightning and thunder outside, also made the dark room, because of that lightning, flickering and dimming, and this light also illuminated Mu Tianen's pale face.

She moved towards Ling Ze, but Ling Ze was obviously asleep.

She sniffed slightly, her pupils shrinking unconsciously.

Ling Ze put down the chopsticks he was holding in his hand.

"I'm not coming back today."

His tone seemed to be much stiffer than before, Mu Tianen lowered her head, and ate a little tastelessly, she didn't even know what she ate, and she couldn't taste what this meal tasted like?

It wasn't long after Ling Ze left that she put down the bowl, and then looked at the rain outside the door.

Everyone says that this rain is God's tears, who is God pitying, is it her, or Mu Tianqing?

Or maybe both of them are pitiful.

She opened the door, and the rain outside fell on the glass of the greenhouse from time to time, and the glass on it was also clearer and cleaner, and faintly, you could also see the vegetables that were growing forever, and then they were full of green.

It turns out that spring has arrived unconsciously.

It's just that this rain is still just as cold.

She held up an umbrella, and then walked into the rain curtain, and after walking for long, her shoes were all wet, and she was still stepping on the rain, and she also felt with her own feet, how cold the rain was.

And she also forgot when it was so cold, the wind in the distance blew on her body from time to time, and a star of rain also fell on her face.

She walked into the cemetery, where everything was so quiet that it was terrifying, even the sound of the wind and rain could be heard clearly, and the rain that fell on her face was even colder than before.

Seven points of wind, one point of cold.

It's either cold heart, or cold love.

She put a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and above the slave maid, there was a photo of Mu Tianqing's youth, and it was still that young face.

And her time is also frozen, in her twenty-five years.

The surroundings are cleaned very clean, it can be seen that people often come to see her, it is good for anyone, after all, there will be many people in this world who are thinking of her, including her.

"Sister, in fact, I'm really jealous of you," she put her hand on the tombstone, and let the rain hit her body, she also felt that kind of cold, just like the water of the Nanhe River, the river water at that time was also so cold, impacting her body and her heart.

"I am jealous of you who are alive, and I am jealous of you who are dead, you have so many people to love, but I don't."

"I don't know if I'm dead, will anyone think the same about me and come to see me?"

"Maybe I don't even have a tombstone."

Mu Tianqing on the photo is still smiling, her half-sister is the best sister to her.

She pressed her forehead against the tombstone, but all she felt was a deathly coldness.

"Sister, I've been punished, don't you feel like it's enough, isn't it much?"

"Maybe in your eyes, what I have suffered will never be enough, I sometimes think, if you are not dead, you are still here, then who can pay me back what I have suffered?"

"Who can pay back my pain, my hair, my stomach, my blood, my, my life......"

She gently wiped Mu Tianqing's photo with her sleeve.

"Sister, I'm sorry."

No matter what, she still owes Mu Tianen a word of sorry, she doesn't owe anyone anything, no matter how much she repays, she has paid it back, but the only thing she can't pay back is Mu Tianqing's life.

But she couldn't pay her back.

The rain ran down her face from time to time, and she pressed her face against the tombstone, just like her sister had taken her, and she would touch her hair and block everything for her.

It's just that now she is just a tombstone, and she is a sinner.

She put the flower forward, then stood up, picked up the umbrella she had placed on the ground, and walked out step by step.

She turned around, these pieces of tombstones used to be living people, no matter what happened to them in life, after death, they just became a cup of loess here, and finally dissolved into the whole world.

Coming from the sky is also going from the sky.

The wind was still blowing on her, and her clothes were all wet, but she still straightened her back, and she didn't know what was bending her back.

With a bang, she pushed open the door and walked in, until she saw the people inside, but she was stunned for a moment.

"Where have you been?"

The sudden sound also made Mu Tianen's body instinctively shrink.

She smiled reluctantly, but the curvature of the corners of her mouth was like a freeze, she couldn't laugh, she couldn't laugh.

"Where did you go?"

Again, it's colder than ever, and it's also more distant than before.

"I'll go out for a walk."

Mu Tianen changed her shoes, although there was no rain here, but she still felt cold, every step she took, the water on her clothes would drip down, and then stepped out one wet step after another, she was like fishing out of the river, every footprint represents cold.

April rains.

It's really cold.

She twisted her sleeves, now just trying to change her clothes, she was cold.

She walked forward, but she didn't notice Ling Ze's face at this time, which was completely different from before, I don't know what it represented? But it's definitely not the man who said he wanted to be nice to her.

"Mu Tianen, where have you been?"

Ling Ze asked again.

Mu Tianen's body stiffened, but his feet didn't stop, "Wait for me to change my clothes, and then come out, okay?" ”

She wanted to smile at him, but Ling Ze's cold eyes pierced into her body like a thorn.

She felt that he seemed to be angry, and this anger, like the man who had killed her several times in the beginning, as if the peace they had maintained for so long was finally broken.

Ling Ze stood up, walked in front of Mu Tianen step by step, and then lowered his head, staring at her eyes, unfamiliar, and even with some disgust.

"You went to the cemetery?"

He didn't ask, he affirmed.

Mu Tianen's red lips moved together, she shook her hand lightly, and then nodded, yes, she went.

She just went to see her sister, couldn't she?

"Do you think you're worthy?"

Ling Ze's thin lips opened slightly, and the words he spit out were so cold.